Rory
16 / Male / Worcestershire, United Kingdom
Gay/Lesbian / In a Relationship
Member since:
Sep 15, 2024
Last online:
Dec 02, 2025
Current rating: 5.5/10 (2 votes cast)
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About Me
I'm more active on TikTok/Instagram than anything [@ryanrosslover.69 on both]
I play guitar & piano
I love to collect CDs/vinyl
I'm always looking for new friends so feel free to add me!!
Favourite Music
A FEW BANDS I LIKE
Black Veil Brides, Panic! At The Disco, The Young Veins, Picture Me Broken, Paramore, Flyleaf, I Set My Friends On Fire, Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce The Veil, Murderdolls, Wednesday 13, Slipknot, Korn, Limp Bizkit, My Chemical Romance, Mayday Parade, Escape The Fate, Falling In Reverse, Mindless Self Indulgence, T.S.O.L, The Runaways, Green Day, The Venita Affair, Dot Dot Curve, Brokencyde, Plain White T's, Misfits, Snow White's Poison Bite, Death In December, Vendetta Red, Forever The Sickest Kids, The Goo Goo Dolls, SayWeCanFly, Never Shout Never, Fall Out Boy, Blink-182, Sum 41, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Cheerleader Roadkill, Into The Moat, The Used, The Killers, Evanescence, All Time Low, Avenged Sevenfold, Silverstein, 5 Seconds Of Summer, Creeper, Alesana, Asking Alexandria, Sex Pistols, Metallica, Dystopia, Iron Maiden, Avril Lavigne, Ghost, Hey Monday, Mest, Metro Station, Saosin, Palaye Royale, Radiohead, The Cure, The All-American Rejects, The High Court, Andy Black, The Acacia Strain, Alexisonfire, Cute Is What We Aim For, The Used, We The Kings, Tonight Alive, Cobra Starship, The Academy Is..., Chomp Chomp Attack!, Alice Cooper, Circa Survive, Alice In Chains, Pearl Jam, My Bloody Valentine, L.S. DunesĀ (& many more!)
Favourite Films / TV / Books
IT, The Goldfinch, AHS, IANOWT, American Satan, Paradise City, My Little Pony, Carrie, The Conjuring, The Babadook, Childs play, Fear Street, Victorious, Sam and Cat, iCarly, Alvin and the chipmunks, Scream, Miss Peregrine's home for peculiar children, The Purge, Death Note, Kuroko no Basket, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Saw, Beetlejuice, Dracula, Mean Girls, SpongeBob SquarePants, American Psycho
Update my brother spoke to who we thought was the same guy and managed to get some voice messages. It is him. I sent him a huge text saying how we canāt be friends for reasons and blocked him.Ā
It lowkey feels like someone who used to be my closest friend hates me now, like, he hardly replies to me which I understand if heās busy or whatever but itās like he ONLY texts when HE has a problem. Itās never āhey, how are youā anymore, itās JUST him having someone to dump all of his shit onto. I try to text him asking how he is and stuff a lot, almost every day, but at the same time I donāt want to annoy him and seem desperate. Plus, he used to be friends with another of my closest friends, and she has noticed it as well. They havenāt been friends for a while, but would have conversations with me and each other whenever we could just because her parents donāt want her to be friends with him because heās older. But like, we were talking in this group chat trying to get my other friend to just talk to us, asking how he is, whatever. Because we were kind of worried about him. He only spoke the next day, which is fair enough. He could have been busy last night. But he was on a different account. He keeps telling us that itās not him on there but we KNOW it is. He used to ādateā the guy whoās account it is, but weāve never heard his voice, seen his face, etc. weāve seen my friends face, though. And the other account used to send me voice messages back when I was 13 singing, and it sounds EXACTLY like my friend when he sings. Like I donāt get why he would feel the need to be so secretive about that? We already know itās him on there, and every time we ask about it he gets really defensive. But, anyways, he texted from that account saying āwho the fuck are these people, nobody wants them hereā stuff like that as if he hasnāt known me for like three or four years already, and my other friend for two. But itās like every chance he gets he will go on that other account just to be really shitty and be mean to us whilst trying to make us believe itās not him. Baring in mind this guys is 18 now. I donāt know, itās just really been pissing me off lately. Like, itās a friendship. Itās supposed to go both ways, but I feel like when we DO talk, Iām the only one putting in effort. Iāve never done ANYTHING bad to him. I was there for him when he came back to me after ditching me for his girlfriend at the time because she didnāt like me. Like, he was hardly talking to me, she had NEVER spoke to me. I donāt get how she wouldnāt like me unless he was talking shit. Same thing with his next partner. We never spoke, the partner hated me. Yet I was STILL there for him when he needed someone to talk to? And like now when I need someone to talk to, or just want to have a conversation with him, heās never there. The only time he will text now is in that group chat where he talks on both his account and the other one he uses to be rude. I donāt have many friends, but the ones that I DO have, and my boyfriend, I havenāt known near as long as Iāve known him but it feels like they are just there more. Like they know me better. And he caused me to lose who was my best friend for 13 years. They were talking a lot, then suddenly SHE hated me too? I genuinely feel like heās been talking shit about me for the longest time. Plus, he was showing me something on his phone a long time ago and I never told him, but I saw things that he had been saying about me three years ago. I donāt even know if he ever liked me and itās just really upsetting. Iāve lost so many friends because of him and I never saw what was really going on until now.Ā
My dad said he would look for a different school for me to go to because I havenāt been the one Iām at currently for more than maybe 9 days? Iāve been asking to move since the second day I did there. Iām about to get kicked out anyways, plus I have no friends there. Iām hoping that at a new school I can make some friends and at least do more than I already have. Iām about to be in my last year of high school and havenāt done even most of a year yet. But Iām hoping we find one before I turn 16 because next year Iām supposed to be going to college.