Mar 28 2025, 02:11 PM

My mom's fyp is actually cooked

Mar 28 2025, 02:07 PM

Already bored of my black hair & red roots. I might try bleaching it and dying it bright colours, and I'm hoping I don't fry all of my hair off.

Mar 27 2025, 10:45 PM

I wish I was a real boy. I wish everyone around me just called me by my name, called me a boy, rather than most people using my dead name and calling me a girl. I wish I could simply get dressed, shower, look at my face, and see the features of a man. I hate my body. I hate my face. It's all too feminine. I hate my voice. Even when I try to deepen it I still sound like a girl. I want to start testosterone, get surgeries, and do everything to make me a man. I have to wait until seventeen to even be referred to a gender affirming clinic for testosterone, and I'm terrified of surgery.

Mar 25 2025, 10:23 PM

I have an appointment literally like the day after getting lip piercings.

Anyone with lip piercings know if it's hard to talk after getting them pierced? I've heard different things and I NEED to be able to talk. It's for my mental health and medication. 

Mar 25 2025, 10:22 PM

I haven't even gone to school for 10 days in the past year-2 years (a lot of that time was whilst looking for a new school, though), and I don't know if I want to continue. It's illegal where I live to stop education before 18, but it's too much. I don't want to lose my place at the school that I am at now, but at the same time, I wouldn't be too upset about it. Everyone there gets along, but I wouldn't really say I have "friends". I may have to go back into mainstream if I can no longer attend my alternative learning school, but I wouldn't mind seeing some of my closest friends again.

Mar 23 2025, 10:16 PM

Dyed hair bright red in the middle of a manic episode.

Only the roots are red since the rest has tons of black hair dye on it already, but the roots are cute.

Mar 22 2025, 07:43 PM

Ever since I cut my hair even shorter people have FINALLY stopped mistaking me as a girl, but like, MEN WITH LONG HAIR EXIST. AND LONG HAIR ON MEN IS SO COOL. Hair does NOT have a gender, people should be able to have whatever hair they want without being told they're not the gender that they identify as, whether that be their birth assigned gender or not.

Personally, I LOVE my short hair, but at the same time I do miss when my hair was longer. But, like, hair grows. It's not a big deal because it just grows back.

Mar 18 2025, 09:53 AM

Mar 18 2025, 09:52 AM

I'm about to lose my place at my school and I've only been there for a few months. I've not even been able to go in for a full week, and the most amount of time that I have done in one week was three days, on my first week. Other weeks it's been one day or not going in at all.

I get that they're trying to help me at this school, but I might just drop out. I'm having to start taking medication for one of the mental illnesses that I have (not specifying what because I don't want to share online) because it's just getting worse. 

If I lose my place, I'm not gonna go back to school. I have been in an alternative learning school after not going into my mainstream school for two years, because I can't cope in a mainstream environment. On top of the one I have to start taking meds for, I have autism, so all of the loud noises, strong smells, and classroom environments were just too much. I had some amazing friends there, though, who I really miss. I talk to a couple of them still, so that's good. 

I have a few friends at the school I'm at right now, but honestly if I do lose my place, I won't be as upset about not seeing them anymore as I have been with my old friends. I've known these ones for a few months. The ones at my old school, I have known for 4 years now, and one of them, I have known for 9 years.

Mar 13 2025, 12:14 PM

Getting snake bites in Easter break, then septum, eyebrow and another side nose piercing at the end of the year and throughout 2026. Thinking about getting a third ear piercing and a dermal on my cheekbone, but I know that the dermal will hurt a lot. Might wait until 17 or 18 for that.

Also, bleaching my hair in the summer and I'm gonna dye it bright pink with a little bit of black and bright blue. I'm thinking of a rainbow raccoon tail but I'm not 100% sure yet. My dad is now letting me do whatever I want with my hair, rather than reds, black and browns because I'm not in mainstream school anymore, and my school for students with learning and behavioural difficulties let's you express yourself in your own ways.