She cuts a vein although its much too dull, I say she's all alone, fighting for redemption, I know little pain little lust, I lose myself at night to feel the rush, of tearing my skin apart, now take this sadness and close your eyes love We Sleep Forever, by Aiden
Kelsey
27 / Female / Claude Texas, United States
Bisexual / Forever Alone
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About Me
im seriously at the point in my life, where I dont give a fuck anymore i can be your worst nightmare when you're on my bad side. im very sensitive. I dont like to put my problems on other people. I Hate when one day someone says they want you back and then next day they found someone else.That really hurts. I mean dont lie about it I love "bad" weather. I have an extremely low self esteem, its pretty saddening, I know. I absolutely love my friends. They are the best! im amazing if you get to know me, if you dont think so, I dont really care. You might as well not talk to me cause I dont wanna hear it. I absolutely hate liars! They are a complete disgrace to the race of humans! I dont really enjoy the company of annoying or ignorant people. But who does? I know it sounds sad or childlike, but I am still afraid of the dark.I am rarely in a positive mood, even if it seems like I am. I giggle like no other, its not even funny how much I giggle. I believe that people are born and are naturally evil. I usually think the worst because the worst almost always happens. I am not afraid to speak my mind, but if I dont think its that important I may not tell you. I love music! :D I either dont have dreams that often at all, or just dont remember them. I have a horrible memory! I tend to lose more things than I find. Its pretty sad. In fact, I'd probably lose my head if it wasn't attached. Rambling on about useless information is entertaining. I want to find something else. unknown. Some place to be thats not on the map, A sphinx. When I walk into my bathroom, I’m not fixing myself to be pretty. I’m destroying myself. Repairing myself from the damage I’ve done. it takes time for me to like/trust someone. I won't fall for you if you're easy to get or if you like me after a day. I like the chase. Until one day, so for now I tend to keep to myself. I always make extra efforts trying to understand anything I put my mind to. I’m a daydreamer. im a thinker. im a loner. I walk alone. I listen to music alone. Honestly id rather be alone inside my head than interact with people. I admire alone time and being intuned to my senses. My body is my canvas, your opinions arent going to affect me. I get distracted really easily and it doesn't take much to make me smile. im constantly trying to change myself for the better. Im a strong believer in equality and respect. I dont like to get close to many people because usually im the one that gets hurt in the end. im loud but quiet at times, I try to keep to myself, try to slow down and realize whats going on. I know that I see more then other people, and I know I am different from others. And your feelings mean more to me than my own, and you'll probably take advantage of that; but im willing to take that risk. Once you tell me what you're made of I'll do the same I can actually say that i am myself, 100 percent of the time. I dont fuck around and i dont change myself to fit in with every new trend that comes along. I dont have to be the center of attention and flaunt myself for you. Ill be shy when i feel like it, and ill be an obnoxious retard whenever i want. I do what I like. Thats that. I dont care if you have better hair, more money, more 'friends', or get invited to better parties than i do. So if you think your gonna get under my skin and make me doubt who I am, you've got to be joking. Most of the kids around here, who think they're king shit, are actually unemployed drug fucked high school drop outs. Kudos to you guys, really. Its funny because I know I have endless opportunities, a future, and when im living my dreams you'll still be living in this shithole I am pretty forgiving, and I let things go easily. When people keep things going long after ive laid them to rest, just shows what kind of person you are. As much as you rip on me, I'd hate to be you, because no matter how many 'friends' you try to have around you every second of the day, there is always that moment of silence, that moment right before you fall asleep, where you cant run away from the filth thats inside you, no matter how much you try to block it out. Your gonna have to face it one day sweetie. And im fucking glad im not you.
faveorite quotes
Austin Carlile (Of Mice & Men):Be your own person because no one can ever take that away from you, no one Vic Fuentes (Pierce the Veil):Things won't be bad forever, i promise you. Its going to be okay. Alex Gaskarth (All Time Low):Its more important to be yourself and turn into the person you aspire to be than it is to let people change you Kellin Quinn (Sleeping with Sirens):Wrists are for bracelets, not for cutting. Mitch Lucker (Suicide Silence):You only live once, life is really short.. dont let anything minuscule like that keep you down. Keep your head up. Matty Mullins (Memphis May Fire):I just wanted you guys to know that its possible to come out on top, even when you're the underdog Joe Boynton (Transit):Whatever you're going through in life, there is a way out, nothing is permanent. Jona Weinhofen (Bring Me The Horizon):Brush off the negativity and stay strong Levi Benton (Miss May I):People should really watch what they say... and try to be nice to everybody, because it always comes back around Austin Carlile (Of Mice & Men):If you're a fan of hurting others, talking down to, or trying to bring others down, then never call yourself a fan of mine. Alex Gaskarth (All Time Low):I want you to fucking pinky promise me you won’t do it. No fan of mine will kill themselves. Don’t do it, for me. I love you “I’d rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.” ― Kurt Cobain “Its better to burn out than fade away.” ― Kurt Cobain “Wanting to be someone else is a waste of who you are” ― Kurt Cobain “Nobody dies a virgin… Life fucks us all.” ― Kurt Cobain “Birds scream at the top of their lungs in horrified hellish rage every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth, but sadly we don’t speak bird.” “Just because you’re paranoid doesn’t mean they aren’t after you.” ― Kurt Cobain “Practice makes perfect, but nobody’s perfect, so why practice?” ― Kurt Cobain “There’s good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad.” ― Kurt Cobain “I’m so happy. Cause today I found my friends. They’re in my head.” ― Kurt Cobain “Drugs are a waste of time. They destroy your memory and your self-respect and everything that goes along with your self esteem.” ― Kurt Cobain
Favourite Music
music is my life.
BANDS AND SINGERS I LOVE; Alesana, The Agonist, Aiden, All that remains, armor for sleep, As I lay dying, Asking Alexandria, Attack Attack!, Before Their Eyes, Beneath The Sky, Bless the fall, bring me the horizon, Bullet for my valentine, a bullet for pretty boy, Carnifex, Catherine, Chelsea Grin, Chiodos, Close to home, confide, A day to remember, dear whoever, The devil wears prada, drop dead gorgeous, emarosa.emery, escape the fate, evanescence, eyes set to kill, framing hanley, from first to last, Funeral for a friend, greeley estates, Hawthorne heights, Hopes die last, Impending doom, In fear and faith, inhale exhale, lovehatehero, Mayday Parade, My chemical romance, Oh sweet ransom, panic at the disco, papa roach, paramore, pierce the veil, The red jumpsuit apparatus, Romantic emily, saosin, scary kids scaring kids, sea of treachery, senses fail, silverstein, a skylit drive, skyscrapers walk among us, slipknot, a smile from the trenches, A static lullaby, stutterfly, suicide slience, three days grace, underoath, the used, a vain attempt, we butter the bread with butter, we came as romans, white chapel, with broken wings, the word alive, 30 seconds to mars, Jamies elsewhere, sleeping with sirens, Ion Dissonance, Suffokate, Cap De Craniu, TheySwarm, Despised Icon, My Autumn, Tales From The Morgue, Animosity, All Shall Perish, About A Plane Crash, The Black Dahila Murder, Darkness Dynamite, Job For A Cowboy, A Life Once Lost, Postmortem Promises, Burning Skies, Necrotorture, Six feet Under, Throwdown, Otep, All thet remains, Cap De Craniu, Dr. Acula., Mars Needs Cheerleaders, Twitch of the Death Nerve, Preschool Tea Party Massacre, Gutted With Broken Glass, as blood runs black, Nightshade, The Red Shore, We Speak Texan, Knights Of The Abyss, Deane Crescent, The band apart, All the Fallen, The Prevalent Reaping, Spread The Plague, On solid ground, Purulent Jacuzzi, Waking The Cadaver, Breakdown Of Sanity, The GHost Inside, Stick To Your Guns, Jet Black Promise, The Irish Front, The Partisan Turbine, 1997, A Change Of Pace, A City Serene, Adam Lambert, A A Day In Black And White, A Day To Remember, AlexAndHer, Alice Nine, All Shall Perish, An Cafe, A Rocket To The Moon, Lullaby, A Vain Attempt, Adelitas Way, AFI, Against Me!, Alesana, Alice In Chains, All That Remains, Alter Bridge, AMan Amarth, Anarbor, Angel Hair, Angels And Airwaves, Anna Blue, Antioch Arrow, Armor For Sleep, Art Of Dying, Atreyu, August Burns Red, Avenged Sevenfold, Avril Lavigne, Basshunter, Black Veil Brides, Bleeding Through, Blink 182, Blood On The Dance Floor, BOOM BOOM SATELLITES, Breaking Benjamin, Breaking Point, Breathe Carolina, Bring Me The Horizon, Broadway, Bubblegum Octopus, Bullet For My Valentine, Burn Season, Cage The Elephant, Carinex, Cascada, Cavo, Chelsea Grin, Cherry Filter, Children Of Bodom, Chiodos, Chris Ayer, Christie Front Drive, Cody Simpson, Cowboy Mouth, Cute Is What We Aim For, Dag Nasty, Dir En Grey, Dance Gavin Dance, Dead Poetic, Death Cab For A Cutie, Default, Deftones, D'espairsRay, Disturbed, Dope, Dot Dot Curve, Dr. Acula, Dream Theater, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Drowning Pool, EatMeWhileIAmHot, Elysia, Emarosa, Embrace, Emmure, Enigma, Escape The Fate, Evanescence, Every Avenue, Eye Alaska, Eyes Set To Kill, Falling In Reverse, Fallout Boy, Fight Fair, Finch, Fire Party, Five Finger Death Punch, Flyleaf, For All Those Sleeping, Forever The Sickest Kids, Forgive Durden, Four Letter Lie, Four Year Strong, Framing Hanley, From First To Last, Fuel, Funeral For A Friend, Gackt, Girugamesh, Good With Grenades, Gray Matter, Greeley Estates, Green Day, Greta Knights, Guster, Hadouken, Hand Me Down Buick, Hawthorne Heights, Hedley, Heroin, Hey Monday, Hit The Lights, Hoover, Hot Cross, House Vs. Hurricane, I Am Ghost, I Killed The Prom Queen, I See Stars, Ignition, Incubus, Indian Summer, IWrestledBearOnce, Jacks Mannequin, Jason Zerbin, Jawbreaker, J Bigga, Jeffree Star, Job For A Cowboy, Johnny Boy xo, Katy Perry, Ke$ha, Kill Switch Engage, Korn, Lafee, L'Arc~En~Ciel, Leiana, Lets Get It, Lifetime, Lordi, Love Hate Hero, Machine Head, Marginal Man, Matt Nathanson, Maximum The Hormone, Mayday Parade, Meg And Dia, Mest, Metro Station, Millionaires, Mineral, Miranda Cosgrove, Miss May I, Modern Day Escape, Mohinder, Moss Icon, Motionless In White, Mozart Season, My Chemical Romance, My Children My Bride, Nation Of Ulysses, Natire Nod, Navio Forge, Never Shout Never!, Nightcore, Nightmare, Nine Inch Nails, O.A.R, Of Mice And Men, One Less Reason, Orange Range, Owl City, Panic! At The Disco, Paramore, Parkway Drive, Passion Pit, Phantom Planet, Picture Me Broken, Pierce The Veil, Pop Evil, Portraits Of Past, Powderfinger, Puddle Of Mudd, Punchline, Quietdrive, RADWIMPS, RED, Red Wire Morning, Rev Thoery, Rise Against, Rise Against The Machine, Rites Of Spring, Saetia, Saosin, Saving Abel, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Scene Kidz, Secondhand Serenade, Seether, Sevendust, Seven Story Fall, Sierra Skyline, Sherwoud, Shinedown, Shudder To Think, Sick Puppies, Silverstein, Skillet, Sky Eats Airplanes, Slayer, Sleeping With Sirens, Slipknot, Smile Empty Soul, SNSD, Socialburn, Soil, Soulfly, Soulside, Sparks The Rescue, Stabbing Westward, Stealing Heather, Stephen Jerzak, Stereo Skyline, Stereos, Stick To Your Guns, Still Life, Story Of The Year, Subscene, Suicide Silence, Sunny Day Real Estate, Swing Kids, System Of A Down, Tactical Sekt, Taking Back Sunday, The Academy Is, The Almost, The Band Perry, The Cab, The Devil Wears Prada, The Early November, The Early Strike, The Killers, The Legion Of Doom, The Maine, The Medic Droid, The Providence, The Ready Set, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Rocket Summer, The Smashing Pumpkins, The Summer Set, The Sunstreak, The Used, The Word Alive, The White Tie AAffair, Theory Of A Deadman, This Century, Three Days Grace, Tokio Hotel, Tool, Transmit Now, Trapt, Trophy Scars, Trustfall, Turning Point, Universal Order Of Armageddon, VNV Nation, Waking The Cadaver, Watchout Theres Ghosts Blessed By A Broken Heart, Ravenface, A Thousand Times Repent, Salt the Wound, Arsonists Get All The Girls, The chase, InMemory, Forever Wednesday, Duck Duck Goose ,The Band Apart, We Set To Fire, Ashes To Ember, Centicore, Vale Of Tears, Neaera, Gothmog, Ethereal Omen, Castlevania,The Red Shore,The Letter Black,Breaking the silence,Eowyn,Sleep Now Sivylla,Through the eyes of the dead,Urgehal,Anorexia Nervosa, Antaeus,The War I Wage,The Crimson Armada,IWATCHEDHERDIE, Mutiny Within,These Silhouettes,Akissforjersey,my suicide dream,the birthday massacre,Adept,Keep Me Conscious,kill Hannah,After Midnight Project,Above The City,Our Last Night,My Ticket Home,Casino Madrid, The Plot In You, Author And Finisher,Outile In Color, Make Me Famous, Amyst, Dream On Dreamer, Like Moth To Flames, Lost In The Night, Marilyn Is Dead, Intohimo, Periphery, Woe Is Me, Of Machines, We Are Defiance, I See Stars, Broadway, Tough She Wrote, The Color Morale, MSWHITE, It Prevails, Burden Of A Day, Adept, Katsumoto, I The Skyline, Secret And Whisper, Saving Joshua, Tonight Is Glory, Wreckage Before March, Alive In Standby, Fear The Brave, My Sky Your City, A City Serene, Scarlett O' Hara, The Weight of Waiting, Adestria, We Are The End, Perfect Me, These Hearts, A Faylene Sky, Seven Story Fall, Never Means Maybe, Me V.S Hero, A Last Failure, For All We Know, Rise Above The Skyline, Abandon The Shore, D.R.U.G.S. ,CreateAvoid, Dioramic, Living Sacrifice , House Vs. Hurricane , My Giant, Amongst Giants, Change From Loyalty, Dawn Of The Hero ,The Daylight Curse, We Still Stand Alive, The Sorrow, This Or The Apocalypse, Feed Her To The Sharks, As They Sleep, Culling The Weak, Before The Torn, The Contortionist, Monsters
