My names Ray.... I currently live in Florida, I kinda signed up on this website to have a place to vent to because normally I dont have many people I feel like I can fully trust... Me and my family have been through a lot, from my abusive father to my narcissistic brother. Its not like I never get chances to be happy but the chances I get are slim, my whole life I've bottled up my anger and emotions, and now im just almost always angry. I cant stop thinking of about smashing in the skull of someone I dont like or kicking the crap out of someone as some righteous act of justice, it goes through my mind but I control it. I dont really have too many real friends that I can talk to and rely on and I just feel uncomfortable talking to my family... I always feel unacceptable by them and a lot of people... I know the whole label emo that goes along with people with long hair is a stereotype and its wrong... Which is why I get mad when people call me emo I guess.... I have long hair because I like to hide my face, it kinda makes me feel comforted like people dont have to see what I fully look like and they dont pay as much attention to my face, I feel guy and disgusted with myself most of the time. im not trying to make some pity attempt to get people to feel sorry for me its just for once I want someone who at least acknowledges me as human to know the real me...
Well other than that crap xD
-im 6ft tall c:
-I have light brown eyes
-im 220 pounds xD
-I love to draw and listen to music
-My favorite pass time is cuddling and watching movies c:
-I love almost everyone and everything cx unless you give me a reason not to.
-I try to be as nice as possible c:
-im always open to new things...
-I will talk to anyone who needs help or advice ^^
-I have KIK just ask for it c:
-And I have an okay butt.
I like all kinds of music, Dubstep, Electronika, Rave, Old school Rap, Alternative Rock, Punk, you name it c: the only thing I dont like too much is country I guess xD
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Watch sooooooo much anime, it inspired my love for drawing, I love SAO, Attack On Titan, and a lot more shows just ask c:
Cirque Du Freak, .Hack, Sword of Truth Series, The Leviathan Series, and More xD
Education / Occupation
I currently attend High school as a sophomore, im turning 16 so yeah xD I kinda wanna work at gamestop as my first start out job cause I know the people there really well...
Who I'd Like To Meet
Just nice people who wanna talk and be friendly, people willing to understand and sometimes need someone to listen c: