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All alone, the way she feels, left alone to deal with all the pain, drenched sorrow relief. Bite the lip, just forget the bleeding. Then she closed her eyes, found relief in a knife. The blood flows as she cries... The Way She Feels, by Between The Trees

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Mathea Davis-Manwell
29 / Female / Gatineau, Quebec, Canada
Straight / Single
Member since: Feb 01, 2010
Last online: Jun 08, 2012

Current rating: No rating yet/10 (0 votes cast)

About Me
















i am a 15 year old girl...







i write songs and poems






 










i like to skatboard,














snowboard,














ski,














play video games,














i play guitar,














drums, and keyboard,














i also sing...














my haircolor is black(blue-tint)...














my eye color is bright blue...














my best features are my eyes, and my hair...














my favorite colors are black and red...














my msn that i am on the most is








i hate school, and people that are stereotypes, and people that play you and use you, when they pretend to care. i am emo and i am judged for that, but i dont care, all i have left is my mom and my sister, cause the rest of my family excluded us because of something that happened to me, and they say that i was making it up just to get attention, and that if it was true, that i probably deserved it. so at this age going through friends, first crushes, first kisses, first heartbreak, first love, and all the stuff to do with that and school, and also puberty crisis, i needed my family, and i needed them to help me along, because i was suffering from what had happened, and they turned their backs on me when i needed them the most, saying that i was untrustworthy, and that i should be locked up like my father was, and that my mom should have given me away at birth cause i was turning out to be like my father. i have 5 cousins, the oldest, which is a female, used to be in figure skating, now she's a cop, she has 2 younger brothers, which the youngest is now 24, anyways they both played hockey, and now the older one is a firefighter, and the younger one does construction. my then its graham, he is also like my sister and me, he was rejected from the family, even from his father because he is bisexual, he is now going to go over the edge with depression he is also 24, then my younger cousin she is a year younger then me, she already has been offered a scholar ship for playing basketball when she is older, at ottawa university, so you see my sister graham, and i are different from the rest. we dont "fit in". and now they like to criticize me for being emo, and goth, but they dont seem to understand that if they wouldve helped me instead of putting the blame on me for being molested and everything, maybe i wouldnt be the way i am. so you see thats only what has happened in the past year, the rest of my life has been that bad and sometimes worse, and they wonder why ive tried to kill myself so many times, i hate the way my life has been, and its not any better cause no one at my school is emo, so i have no one to talk to or relate to. sorry if im boring you.























  • my favorite sayings are:




    *Cut my wrists and black my eyes, so I can fall asleep tonight...

    *Turn my world from disaster Make my heart start beating faster Ask the question, here's the answer I need you now and I can't stand this

    *The truth is you could slit my throat
    and with my one last gasping breath
    I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt


    *I can't sleep anymore since you left
    I miss you singing me to sleep
    I can't wake anymore in your arms
    I miss you singing me to sleep


    *"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else in return." 

    *"Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, cause I might do something crazy like believe it."

    those razors hurt, i can't feel fine my love here tonight

    *It's in the blood, It's in the blood. I met my love before I was born. He wanted love, I taste of blood. He bit my lip, and drank my war, from years before, from years before.

    *Take me into your dark dream and scream so loud this place fills with misery, suffer the kiss, and take me out alive.

    *do you know what it feels like being alone?ill find someone new,swing swing from the tables of my heart

    *I close my eyes, I hide my fears, The fear of loss in coming years. The helpless cry of losing out, On years to come, without a doubt.

    *And truth be told I miss you And truth be told I'm lying When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell

    *So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. I'm not worth any tears. 

    *Believe the news im gone for good

    *It's what kills me slowly, you kill me slowly with the way i know you wont come back and i regret everything i SAID

    *The deeper you cut, The deeper I hurt 

    *Mom and dad had no right she screams As the anger runs down both of her cheeks.

    *Everyday it's still the same dull knife, stab it through and justify your pride

    *A wedding of the damned This razor cuts the pain right out, we're bound until the end My Love

    *You've got a mouth like a razorblade, it cuts so deep. So kiss my wrists and my neck, give me eternal sleep

    *Here I am, broken again, but then you show me, you're wearing the scars that save. How can you see me, as something so lovely. Cause it's killing me that i am to blame. 

    *I Don't care what they say im inlove with you they try to pull me away but they don't know the truth my heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing oohh you cut me open and I keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love

    *I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress, handful of anger, held in my chest, uphill struggle, blood, sweat and tears, nothing to gain, everything to fear 

    *I Tried So Hard, And That So Far, But In The End It Doesnt Even Matter

    *And we sing, sing with out a reason to never fall in love. To never fall in love again

    *It's just another night, another dream that's all about you.

    *And today meant nothing, because youre gone. And I swear that this meant everything to me, because my hearts not home.

    *If I died right now, you'd never be the same...and would you be in pain?

    *'Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute 

    *"My Heart it beats.....beats for only you..." "Please don't go....Please don't fade away"

    *I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad, That the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had

    *Do you feel like a man, when you push her around? Do you feel better now she falls to the ground?

    *so deep that it didnt even bleed and catch me off guard red handed

    *And when you know there's nothing left You're gonna run like all the rest Pack your bags and turn your back on all the friends you had left.

    *you say you're getting closer to that chance of suicide tearing at your throat you won't let it die left me here for all these days and ripped apart my pride 

    *This love is bittersweet. It's always incomplete. Right now you're killing me (ohhh-oh) 'Cause everything that you say, and every time that you stay, I see that now you have changed and I'm the one that you blame

    *Sometimes I wonder why I'm still waiting Sometimes I'm shaking that's how you make me Sometimes I question why I'm still here Sometimes I think I'm going crazy 

    *These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase 

    *And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now 
     

    *It's what kills me slowly, you kill me slowly with the way i know you wont come back and i regret everything i SAID

    *Take me into your dark dream and scream so loud this place fills with misery, suffer the kiss, and take me out alive

    I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress, handful of anger, held in my chest, uphill struggle, blood, sweat and tears, nothing to gain, everything to fear 

    *It's just another night, another dream that's all about you. 

     *If I died right now, you'd never be the same...and would you be in pain? 

     *'Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute 

    *"My Heart it beats.....beats for only you..." "Please don't go....Please don't fade away" 

     *This love is bittersweet. It's always incomplete. Right now you're killing me (ohhh-oh) 'Cause everything that you say, and every time that you stay, I see that now you have changed and I'm the one that you blame

    *Sometimes I wonder why I'm still waiting Sometimes I'm shaking that's how you make me Sometimes I question why I'm still here Sometimes I think I'm going crazy  

     *These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase 
     




  • These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
    There's just too much that time cannot erase

    When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
    When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
    And I held your hand through all of these years
    But you still have all of me





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  • And i also like the lyrics to these 2 songs for some reason






  • Lyrics to True Colours :
    You with the sad eyes
    Don't be discouraged
    Oh I realize
    It's hard to take courage
    In a world full of people
    You can lose sight of it all
    And the darkness there inside you
    Makes you feel so small

    But I see your true colours
    Shining through
    I see your true colours
    That's why I love you
    So don't be afraid to let them show
    Your true colours
    True colours are beautiful,
    Like a rainbow

    Show me a smile then,
    And don't be unhappy, can't remember when
    I last saw you laughing
    If this world makes you crazy
    And you've taken all you can bear
    You call me up
    Because you know I'll be there

    And I see your true colours
    Shining through
    I see your true colours
    That's why I love you
    So don't be afraid to let them show
    Your true colours
    True colours are beautiful,
    Like a rainbow

    Ohhhh
    I can't remember
    When I last saw you laugh
    If this world makes you crazy
    And you've taken all you can bear
    You call me up
    Because you know I'll be there

    And I see your true colours
    Shining through
    See your true colours
    That's why I love you
    So don't be afraid to let them show
    Your true colours, true colours
    Are beautiful like a rainbow

    I see your True colours shining through
    See your true colours
    Thats why I love you
    So don't be afraid to let them show
    Your true colours
    Your true colours are beautiful,
    Like a rainbow

    Ohhhhhhh



 










  • Lyrics to When It Was Me :
    Ooh, no
    Yeah, yeah

    She's got green eyes and she's 5'5''
    Long brown hair all down her back
    Cadillac truck
    So the hell what
    Is so special about that
    She used to model, she's done some acting
    So she weighs a buck 0-5
    And I guess she's alright if perfection's what you like

    Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
    Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
    Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
    I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

    Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
    What makes her just everything, I can never be
    What makes her your every dream and fantasy
    Because I can remember when it..was..me.

    And now you don't feel the same
    I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
    You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
    Now you don't care I'm alive
    How did we let the fire die

    Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
    Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
    Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
    I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

    What makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
    What makes her just everything I can never be
    What makes her your every dream and fantasy
    Because I can remember when it..was..

    (Me) That made you smile
    (Me) That made you laugh
    Me, that makes you happier than you had ever been, oh
    (Me) That was your world
    (Me) Your perfect girl
    Nothing about me has changed
    That's why I'm here wondering

    What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
    What makes her just everything that I can never be (I can never be)
    What makes her your every dream and fantasy
    Because I can remember when it was

    What makes her so much better than me (what makes her so much better than me)
    What makes her just everything that I can never be
    What makes her your every dream and fantasy
    Because I can remember when it..was..me

    When it was me
    When it was me
    When it was me


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  • I can�t believe I hung around with you
    All this time
    You drove me crazy with your ocd
    Girl your out of your mind
    I�m counting on ufo�s to beam me up
    I just don�t know
    How long I can take this shit
    I�m over it girl you gotta go

    It�s over were over
    Just like in crimson and clover
    Were sinking and I�m thinking
    How the hell did we get so stupid
    It�s the end ex girlfriend
    I don�t care what you think of me now
    So long your gone
    This is the break up song

    One more thing before you go
    Would you please give me my records back
    My bloody valentine, the pixies, cheap trick and back in black
    You can keep the dog we bought
    But you can�t go near the standard bar
    Don�t hang around
    Don�t call my friends
    They wont know who you are

    Its over we�re over
    Just like in crimson and clover
    Were sinking and I�m thinking
    How the hell did we get so stupid
    It�s the end ex girlfriend
    I don�t care what you think of me now
    So long your gone
    This is the break up song

    So long your gone
    This is the break up song

    Its over we�re over
    Just like in crimson and clover
    Were sinking and I�m thinking
    How the hell did we get so stupid
    It�s the end ex girlfriend
    I don�t care what you think of me now
    So long your gone
    This is the break up song

    So long your gone
    This is the break up song [x3]

    THIS IS THE BREAKUP SONG


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  • Poisoning a drink
    Bleeding in a sink
    Choking with a link
    Killing with a stink
    Just your mother's
    HOE

    Bleeding in a sink
    Poisoning a drink
    Burning up
    My sweet Clementine

    Trampling a shrink
    Bleeding in a sink
    Halleluiah wink
    Getting on the brink
    Just your mother's
    HOE

    Halleluiah wink
    Murdering a shrink
    Burning up

    Oh my sweet revenge
    Will be yours
    for the taking
    It's in the making,
    baby
    a-a-a-a-h

    My sweet revenge
    Will be yours
    for the taking
    It's in the making,
    baby
    a-a-a-a-h

    Killing with stink
    Bleeding in a sink
    Poisoning a drink
    Getting on the brink
    Just your mother's
    HOE

    Bleeding in a sink
    Trampling a shrink
    Burning up
    My sweet Clementine

    Poisoning a drink
    Bleeding in a sink
    Choking with a link
    Killing with a stink
    Just your mother's
    HOE

    Poisoning a drink
    Bleeding in a sink
    Burning up

    My sweet revenge
    Will be yours
    for the taking
    It's in the making,
    baby
    a-a-a-a-h

    My sweet revenge
    Will be yours for the taking
    It's in the making
    baby
    a-a-a-a-hooo......

    I saw her laugh
    Then she said,
    "Go away"

    I saw her laugh
    Then she said, then she said,
    "Go away, away"

    hoooooo...... ahhhh......ohhhhh......

    My sweet revenge
    Will be yours
    for the taking
    It's in the making,
    baby
    a-a-a-a-h

    My sweet revenge
    Will be yours it's in the making
    It's in the taking,
    making,
    baking,
    taking,
    faking
    HOE

    My sweet Clementine
    HOE

    Should've been, could've been,
    Would've been, would've been you

    Should've been, could've been
    Would've been, could've been YOU




Favourite Music









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  • alesana









  • alexisonfire









  • <?xml:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />alice cooper









  • alice in chains









  • all that remains









  • amon amarth









  • arch enemy









  • attack, attack









  • avenged sevenfold









  • black veil brides









  • blood stain child









  • blessthefall









  • bring me the horizon









  • brokencyde









  • dead poetic









  • dimmu borgir









  • dio









  • dying fetus









  • escape the fate









  • eyes set to kill









  • fear before









  • for the fallen dreams









  • funeral for a friend









  • haste the day









  • hopes die last









  • ice nine kills









  • in flames









  • inhale, exhale









  • inked in blood









  • i set my friends on fire









  • it dies today









  • kill hannah









  • lamb of god









  • megadeth









  • metallica









  • misery signals









  • mushroom head









  • my hero is me









  • nirvana









  • pantera









  • paramore









  • rise against









  • scream hello









  • skid row









  • slipknot









  • suicide silence









  • swollen members









  • tenacious d









  • the chariot









  • the misfits









  • these green eyes









  • the used









  • vanna









  • we came as romans









 

Favourite Films / TV / Books
































































  • Alexander<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />











  • Armageddon











  • Bam









  • Child's Play









  • Child's Play 2









  • Child's Play 3









  • Chucky's Bride









  • Criss Angel Mind Freak









  • Death Race









  • Dog The Bounty Hunter









  • Dudeons









  • Family Guy









  • Fear











  • Half-Pipe









  • House









  • Idol Hands









  • Intervention









  • Jackass









  • Jeepers Creepers











  • Jeepers Creepers 2











  • Life Of Suicide









  • Much Music (I do love music)









  • Robot Chicken









  • The Devils Rejects









  • The Seed Of Chucky









  • The Simpsons









  • Van Wilder









  • ZombieLand

















 









Education / Occupation

ummmm....still in high school

Who I'd Like To Meet






































Well actually i want to meet anyone who wants to meet me




















































      • Andy Sixx-Black Veil Brides

















      • Alice Cooper















      • Frankenstein

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SunshineSeduction
Mar 26 2010, 06:21 AM
Awww thankx you!!! XOXO <3 so how are you hun? And what's been going on? Ohh and my freind Tori who is sitting with me right now also says you are cute! She is in one of my pics on here!
SunshineSeduction
Mar 26 2010, 06:18 AM
Your cute! >.<
SunshineSeduction
Mar 25 2010, 05:46 AM
Hello there!
heavysoul666
Mar 17 2010, 04:56 AM
thanx for the add xx
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XxCrazyEmoBumxX
Mar 15 2010, 02:30 PM
Blah, scratch that we're back togeter lol But enough about me, how's thing with you? :]
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XxCrazyEmoBumxX
Mar 12 2010, 03:12 PM
Ya lol now I'm back to normal cuz I broke up with my bf so I'm gloomy all the time now >.<
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Thomis
Mar 12 2010, 06:29 AM
i'm soo glad you liked them :) :) LETS BE FRIENDS lol :)
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Thomis
Mar 12 2010, 03:19 AM
hmm well looks like it didnt work. just clicky =>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YnIBW-TDYbY
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Thomis
Mar 12 2010, 03:18 AM
here i'll link you one of there songs. does take getting used to, you'll probs think its wiggin on first listen lol. <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/YnIBW-TDYbY&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/YnIBW-TDYbY&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object> hope that works... ;)
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Thomis
Mar 10 2010, 05:05 PM
hells yeahhh they are sooo epic. have you heard sky eats airplane? its the same sort of techno hardcore mix, but a little more extreme ends of the spectrum :)
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