About Me

Why am I even doing this, everything is hopeless, pointless and a lie, this whole wretched existence is completely empty, and the lies and this blooded smiling mask are dying. Screaming and writhing in eternal pain, for is that not life and all. I have nothing to hold on to, nothing to keep me here, no past, no future... And as out of the radiant darkness I came, back into the torturous abyss of the night I shall plunge, into it's murky depths, to haunt this world as the harbinger of sorrow, or to know peace confided in eternal slumber, only the hateful words of this evil humanity can decide my fate and sacrificial entity. But a pawn with no players. LIFELESS... Random but true, (and badly written). I have no wants, hopes or ambitions, they are shattered, mangled, ripped and torn... I don't care about anything at the momoent and it'll probably stay that way so who cares... JLMD Please tell me I'm just going through a phase because this really sucks.

Favourite Music

Why do you even ask for this... Most things practically everyone in this community listens to, with a bit of metal thrown in, I like the lyrics and emotional feel of the music mostly, even in Metal and gothic music. Oh, and a bit of Minor Classical...

Favourite Films / TV / Books

Different anime and most good films that portray betrayal, hopelessness, insanity, etc... Ok, horror and anime. Haruki Murakami and suchlike for authors. Also manga such as Deathnote and anything dark, warped, or at least slightly intelligent...

Education / Occupation

Currently secondary school student Yr.9, (why do I bother at all...).

Who I'd Like To Meet

No one really, who is to say there is still beauty in this decaying world, it's all fake and meaningless. Also even if I was Ok, I couldn't ask first because I'm shy as heck... :(

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