Nothing helps, I’m f*cking numb. I’ll be gone, b*tch, pass the blunt. I’ve been hurting for so long. Baby, kill me in your thoughts. I’ve been dying all along. Let me go where I belong. Let Me Die, by Lil Happy Lil Sad
Nell Santellano
13 / Nonbinary / Nuevo León, Mexico
Pansexual / Forever Alone
Member since:
Sep 10, 2025
Last online:
Feb 20, 2026
I am kind of scared of light eye colored people,not in a mean way,I just think their eyes are kind of creepy
Language: Native Spanish speaker, but my English is strong enough to haunt your dreams. (Level: B2+ and still glitching upward)
Hobbies include:
🎨 Drawing (to cope)
🎤 Singing (to scream melodically)
💃 Dancing (to flee existential dread)
🥋 Taekwondo (because kicking things is cheaper than therapy)
I study from home, which sounds cool until you realize time is an illusion and weekends are my only chance to not implode.
⛪ Yes, I'm Catholic.
No, that doesn’t mean I’ll judge you. I respect any Religion/Belief.
Ya'll can check my spacehey,everything I am is in there
And here's all my socials and blog
I like any type of music,but im more into emo.
bands/artists (emo and others) I like/listen to:
AFI,Embrace,Alesana,Picture me broken,Lovehatehero,Signal the escape,Asking Alexandria,Insite,Black veil brides,greeley estates,unwanted heroes,dear whoever,forgotten alibi,a bullet for a pretty boyelasticità,Hateen,paddock park,razor burn,Teen hearts,silverstein,spitboy,MM,rites of spring,orchid,moss icon,Son de malva,Ska-p,MSI,Caparezza,The andrew sisters,cuarteto de nos,etc.
I have A LOT of these,but ill name the one I like currently
☠️ Johnny the Homicidal Maniac and its spin offs.
💀 Invader Zim. because aliens and jhonen vasquez are cool.
Superwholock. (Sherlock bbc,sherlock books,sherlock gnomes,sherlock rdj,Supernatural season 1-5,Doctor who:) Oh and good omens :)
Another fandoms im in but not that hard:
🐢 TMNT — mutant reptiles + trauma = serotonin. Watched: Rottmnt,tmnt 2012,Tmnt Rottmnt movie,tmnt 2007 movie,Mutant mayhem movie and mutant mayhem series.
🤖 Neon Genesis Evangelion. Still watching it but I adore it.
🎸 Scott pilgrim - Love it,I have readed the comics and watched the movie.
📱 Detroit:Become human. - I've havent played it,but watched some gameplays,love em
I homeschool,its cool until you realize saturday and sunday are your only vacations
People. (But not the draining, loud, or weirdly moist ones like pdf,racist,homophobics,etc) Specifically: Carbon-based creatures who like the same hyperfixations I do, and don’t mind befriending a half-digital, partially unhinged, emotionally radioactive being. If you can quote Zim or JTHM without blinking and occasionally scream into the void for fun, we’re probably soul twins split at birth by a cruel cosmic joke