Dec 13 2025, 02:44 AM

sometimes i feel no matter how little or how much i try i always seem to mess things up when all im trying to do is form connections or sum. like id talk alot and realize im trying to hard n the other person seems bored or annoyed with my presence so i try to talk less or talk how they do n they seem to get annoyed with me even more easily. I also feel I'm too sensitive cuz my friend said they were gonna block me after i jokingly said a brainrot joke even tho i said it once (bagels n cream) n i started crying cuz i kinda thought they were fr and i was only joking hoping theyd smile abt what i said but i only annoyed them and then before that i accidentally asked a question i was curious abt n genuinely didnt know n they said "please dont ask me again" n other stufff  n i felt bad cuz i didnt know they were sensitive about it (all i asked was if they were in college) ToT Ifeel im messing up how they view me and im mad annoying cuz even after that i cried aswell cuz i didnt mean to annoy them or make them prob be sad . and when i was cleaning n tryna help w stuff i was getting yelled at or told i wasnt trying hard enough even tho i was. so idk wth.

Nov 28 2025, 11:17 AM

When I was a little kid I use to think “when I’m a teen I want to look/be emo (cuz my cuzin was and she looked SO COOL same w randoms I saw) and have a emo bf so we can’t both be iconic” and now that I’m older in 17 havent had a bf like that and thinking “what the hecky man :,)” jsjsjsjsj ToT

Oct 16 2025, 06:15 AM

someday I'll make the wind a little colder, but ik people who love the cold. They'll love me if not now then later. far too late~ 

Oct 16 2025, 06:11 AM

I hate that I feel so ugly...even tho I'm told I'm beautiful I still hate the way I look,act and sound when I talk.I dont feel the beauty I'm told i have, dont get be wrong sometimes I do but most times I dont...I've realized theres really nothing about myself I like or favorite. Sometimes I feel so gross It gives me the feeling I could never truly be loved. I hate everything about me, sometimes I dont,but its rare.

May 01 2025, 03:01 AM

 yeah I'm home schooled idk why everyone says its the best thing cuz honestly its not well for me atleast it feels so lonely like I'm being isolated from the real world  everyday and I'm missing out on so many experiences I should be experiencing. I kinda miss irl school but I feel id be so awkward more then I was before if i just all a sudden went back. I also realized I dont have much friends irl and online so honestly im js on here seeing if I can be more social with ppl and make more friends . .