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Once upon a time we had a lot to fight for We had a dream, we had a plan Sparkles in the air spread a lot of envy Didn't have to care once upon a time Sail away, by The Rasmus
well... its 1111 and ive been awake since last night.. i drifted in and out of conciousness from midday yesterday, till 7 ish... then i went to the gym... then to the pub. i was on call all night.. and i wanted to sleep. but i ended up not being able to because several of my fillings have decided to rebel against me, so i have been in exquisite agony for hours now.. im not sure if its safe to take any more paracetemol, and the vodka hasnt helped either. i ended up playing gears of war 2 all night with my brother.. quite enjoyable.. but morning arrived so i rang the dentist for an emergency appointment.. monday two o clock.. i then enquired about what pain relief would be most effective... and the woman on the other end of the phone said that i should keep using what i have been... so yer... she was about as much use as anne frank's drum kit.
sitting here now alone at the table.. i realise that this is the first daylight ive seen since monday.. five fucking days.. wtf is wrong with me? ive got to last till tonight... so i can get into a decent sleep pattern... i dont want to be falling asleep at work tomorrow do i? .. or do i? ?no... probably best i dont.. :( someone will whinge i can guarantee it.. my head is throbbing and i cant help thinking.. am i od'ing? or am i just tired... ugh i wonder.. would it be better to have all my teeth removed and replaced with falsies? i doubt it would go down with the ladies very well.. but hey.. would i tell them? probably not untill its too late haha. anyways im rambling.. fuck my mouth hurts maybe i shouldnt have sugar in my tea? i do drink lots of tea.. mmmmm tea... might attempt some toast too... failing that... soup uch....
i can imagine the book actually
blank page
100 pages later....
got up, swore my head of fat my mum and got wasted then collapsed
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