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LoveLikeCyanide
Posts: 94
I feel so shit/upset/angry/depressed Mar 19 2009, 10:26 AM
When my baby was a couple of days old in the hospital, they did a hearing test on her, this was inconclusive, so they did a 2nd test on her with the same result, they said it's probably nothing to worry about but they wanted to send us to a specialist audiotory (sp?) clinic for a more in-depth hearing test.

Our appointment was today, I took her down for the test, they did the test and they think she is profoundly deaf (completely deaf), I have to take her back on april 1st so they can do the test a 2nd time just to be 100% sure, they aren't allowed to say she is deaf until they do it a second time.

I can't stop crying, it isn't fair that my beautiful baby will never hear the sound of my voice telling her I love her, the sound of lullabys, the sound of nursery rhymes, it isn't fair that she will probably never say ''i love you mummy''

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victhevamp
Posts: 2303
Mar 19 2009, 11:31 AM
ah that sucks :( sorry to hear it! but try and remember you have a beautiful new baby and you will learn to accept it and still love her, dont worry you will be ok and get through it, stay strong
Emo Pictures - LoveLikeCyanide
LoveLikeCyanide
Posts: 94
Mar 19 2009, 02:02 PM
I do love her, I love her more and more each day she's what keeps me strong
I'm just really confused how she got deaf, cos no one in the family is deaf so it cant be genetic, nothing went wrong with the birth, no medical intervention at all (except for epidural, and they don't cause deafness)
she's had no infections at all, no fevers,no injuries.
Unless it's just one of those things, poor little thing :(
victhevamp
Posts: 2303
Mar 19 2009, 03:11 PM
ooo i see, guess it was one of those things unless the doctors can find out what happened, im sure she will grow up to be a healthy great girl tho :D
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xXeMoRaCeRXx
Posts: 18338
Mar 19 2009, 05:58 PM
I can't imagine how it made you feel and it does seem curious from what you have said.
Emo Pictures - LoveLikeCyanide
LoveLikeCyanide
Posts: 94
Mar 19 2009, 11:58 PM
I just can't stop crying and feeling all choked up about it :(
It makes me sound selfish, cos I know that it could be worse, it's not like she has something wrong where she'll die or anything like cancer, but I still feel terribly about her being deaf,
I know deafness isn't the end of the world i just hate that she'll never hear my voice or anything like other little ones... I really fucking HATE god for doing shit like this to innocent people, seriously wtf did a baby do to deserve the loss of a natural sense??

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