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CyanideCinderella
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ARRRRRGGGHHHH!!! Aug 24 2009, 12:54 PM

Hey. Me again. Its getting tougher, y'know how people say hold on it'll get better. Seems like a lie now. The past week of my life has turned black. I never wanna re-live it but my brain wont forget it. Ive started cutting again which is a major dissapointment but the messed up bit is it does make me feel slighty better to do it again :( Me and my aunty had an argument and i walked away from her, and became practially a missing person but because she was drunk she cant remeber why i walked away and told my carer loads of shit i aparently said, she pushed me to the ground and held me painfully tightly and said some things i wouldnt say to my worst enemy. No one knows what she did because i havent spoken to a anyone for like three days. Im just so depressed that IM the one digging myself in a hole. Im probably waffling on but im stuck in my own head and needed to say this shit to some people. My aunty also said to me ''If this is one of your fucking emo shitty things, im fucking disowning you for a fucking normal person'' ARRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!! Im sorry, for complaining.

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OuToFWhack007
Posts: 291

Aug 24 2009, 01:16 PM

Harsh, i wish someone would say that to me you should move away yeah you could just stay with me until you found a place^^

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CyanideCinderella
Posts: 282

Aug 24 2009, 01:42 PM

(: Thanks dude, all i gotta do is grab a plane to nevraska (: lol x

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OuToFWhack007
Posts: 291

Aug 24 2009, 01:47 PM

o.o how do you know where i live?? Are you stalking me??!!

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CyanideCinderella
Posts: 282

Aug 24 2009, 02:10 PM

Normally, the answer would be yes i am stalking you XD But no, dont worry im not, it says it on your profile duhhhh lol

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OuToFWhack007
Posts: 291

Aug 24 2009, 02:14 PM

heh heh^^ its okay if you do how old is ur aunt?

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CyanideCinderella
Posts: 282

Aug 24 2009, 02:20 PM

(: She is......erm....i think 32/33 Lol whys?

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OuToFWhack007
Posts: 291

Aug 24 2009, 02:24 PM

becuz if she was old then you might feel bad when you slap her^^

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CyanideCinderella
Posts: 282

Aug 24 2009, 03:32 PM

I wanted to so bad lol But she was holding my wrists :s

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OuToFWhack007
Posts: 291

Aug 24 2009, 03:39 PM

well can't you slap her now??

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xXeMoRaCeRXx
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Aug 24 2009, 03:51 PM

Anywhere else you can stay/escape to?

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eleventynine
Posts: 533

Aug 25 2009, 02:48 AM

ok, i personally have no experience in moving, family fights but i rly want to help so all i can say is: no, waffling is good, get everything out to express how you truly feel so we can help you.

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CyanideCinderella
Posts: 282

Aug 25 2009, 05:24 AM

I cant slap her, DAMN! Im not staying with her anymore so its not tolo bad, just everyone thinks im being a physco (: Thanks mannn (:

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OuToFWhack007
Posts: 291

Aug 25 2009, 02:14 PM

what the hello is a physco?? o.o

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CyanideCinderella
Posts: 282

Aug 25 2009, 05:01 PM

sorry it was meant to say pysco, physco, i dunno how to spell it. A looney, thats easier to spell (:

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OuToFWhack007
Posts: 291

Aug 25 2009, 05:12 PM

lol^^ i guess you mean psycho i don't think ur a psycho

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CyanideCinderella
Posts: 282

Aug 25 2009, 05:41 PM

Okay maybe it iasy to spell lol (: Thanks, but theres loadsa ''professionals'' that think i am (:

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eleventynine
Posts: 533

Aug 26 2009, 04:07 AM

profesionals just say things to make u come back so they can get more money....

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OuToFWhack007
Posts: 291

Aug 26 2009, 06:58 AM

a professional once told me i was psycho and im just normal^^ *hides dead bodies* >.>

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CyanideCinderella
Posts: 282

Aug 26 2009, 09:00 AM

(: Love It. Yeah, i guess they are just in it for some money. Im just one day im gonna believe them. xxx

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xXxChrisJWxXx
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Aug 26 2009, 09:03 AM

Professionals told me I'ma psycho fucked up kid who should be locked up so I like psycho friends =] I'm here and if you can get here you can stay here ^.^ No plane required!! Family fights hurt and I know you hide your pain. Get it all out an it's easier to talk. Family fights always happen it's natural (or so I'm told (I think my families just F"<&£D!!)). If you run or go missing make sure you're prepared and look after yourself!! You're important to people and your friends care deeply about you. Things can go on for ages but everything comes to an end so hold up and things will get better, I can't say where, I can't say when, but they will and we're all here to talk to and look after you.

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