Emo Scene Community

i think that its getting out of control i need someone to talk to. i feel all alone, and people at school are making everything worse for me, they tease me, push me, they are full on bullying me because i am different from them, because i dont have lots of money, i dont think im better then anyone, i dont do what they say, and because im emo, they look down on me like they are better then me, and im not saying that they arent, but they keep pushing me, and i need to get away, but i have no one that i can talk to about how i feel, and no one understands, they all think that i am crazy, im tired of putting up with these people who are extreme stereotypes, they think that all emo/scene people should die, yet they are yelling at me to not cut myself, and they dont inderstand that they are part of the reson that i am depressed, and they just keep getting worse and worse, and i cant handle them anymore, i cant just shut them out, okay they are starting to say stuff about my dad, and they all know that he died when i was six, they are saying that my mom lied to me about dad dying from cancer and that what he really did was kill himself to get away from me, and that he was abusive, and he didnt care about me or want me, and that he would have lived longer if i hadnt have been born, but he did die from cancer and they know that, but they wont leave me alone, and it hurts so much. they knocked down the wall that was protecting me, and keeping me numb, but they kept saying stuff, and now the wall is broken and i keep getting hurt by them and they arent even giving me enough time to even try and repair the wall that i had around my heart. though i am close to the edge i dont know how much more that i can take...please please please help me, i need someone to talk to, really i do. my life is near the end if i dont find someone to talk to. please if you have any advice please tell me what to do.