Emo Scene Community

Sad why is it that all you think about is cutting and suicide is it the fact that you cant think about any thing else? or is it the fact that you fefuse to think about any thing else. is it the fact that every body treats you like shit and you just feel like you dont belong here all you do is think about commitin suicide and cuttin but you could never commit suicide so you just reach for the knife that you keep in your room and start cutting you think to your self i really dont belong here but still you cant commit suicide so you think to your self why cant i do it why cant i do it but thats all you ever think about your friends call you emo some call you Psycho but really they dont know that much about you they never have and if you tell them what you are they leave you and never come back the ones that stay with you ask you why are you so SAD but you dont really want to remeber the past so you tell them that you dont really want to talk about it its better if its left unsaid so your friends start to worry about you more and more every day one day they notice that you keep yourself locked in your room not comming out for anything you sit in your room remebering all that happened in the past and than one day you find your self holding the knife to your neck and you say this time im going to do it you think about it first and than............................................................