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I cant escape this hell... so many times i've tried... but im still caged inside... somebody get me through this nightmare, i can't control myself! So what if you can see, the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this ANIMAL! Animal I Have Become, by Three Days Grace

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soEmo.co.uk - Emo Kids - ToxicThoughts

ToxicThoughts
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Allen Staggs
17 / Male / Miami OK, United States
Straight / Broken Hearted
Member since: Nov 21, 2024
Last online: Dec 12, 2024

Current rating: 6.3/10 (3 votes cast)

About Me

Hi my name is Allen and I love to make pop tab jewelry and I was abused sexually and mentally during the first 3 years of my life and it still haunts me to this day

I am adopted and my bio mothers bf raped me and beat me and threw me and locked me in a closet and I beat that door till my knuckles were bleeding but my mom eventually let me out and gave me a hug.

I ate out of the trash most nights just to survive and my older sister got hit by a truck and after that my bio aunt got hyped up on some pills and beat the fucking shit out of me and that's all you really need to know, I won't get into the painful stuff so just shoot me a text and I hope we will be good friends


I love lighting my hands on fire

I love knives

I love monster energy drinks

I love just being able to express myself and I also love lasagna

I am not really for the LGBTQ community but I am also not really against it>

I just believe that people should be themselves and have a good life.


this song has shaped my life so much and I just feel like if you listened to this then maybe you'll begin to understand how I feel on a day to day basis

https://open.spotify.com/track/46T7puWlH8ptC6lx7bQ3TY?si=0c67bdfdfd54490c

Favourite Music

Seether

ice nine kills ( just started getting into their music)🙃

Motionless in white

Falling in reverse

My chemical romance

Bring me the horizon

Pierce the veil

Blink 182

Tx2

3 days grace

3 doors down

Skillet

Architects

Social Repose

Sub Urban

Fall out boy

Nightcore

The offspring 

Twenty One Pilots

Tokyo Hotel

Get Scared

Ghost Town

Corpse

Vana

Jake Hill

 the list goes on and on XD


Favourite Films / TV / Books

I am into a few anime like chainsaw man, Tokyo Ghoul,Dragon ball Z,Scott pilgrim vs the world,and Naruto.

Education / Occupation

I am in my junior year of High school and I work at a butcher shop and I've been there since I was 12 since its a family business

Who I'd Like To Meet

in all actuality I just want to meet other people like me and try to get in a more optimistic mindset 

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xx-AngelSlayer-xx
Dec 04 2024, 05:00 PM

oh this is actually good, a lot of my friends like architects. :3

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xx-AngelSlayer-xx
Dec 03 2024, 08:46 AM

honestly I really don't XD thanks for sending it anyway, I appreciate music recs.

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Max_the_therian
Nov 25 2024, 06:00 PM

okay then- cough drops have been helping me a bit, but istg im just dying. Thanks for the advice tho lol

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Lordey
Nov 22 2024, 05:45 AM

я think u so cool

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Crative_Pain0699
Nov 22 2024, 04:15 AM

Thatd be sick

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Crative_Pain0699
Nov 21 2024, 07:24 AM

Thank you! It's longer now and two toned, I want to dye it again soon

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xXeMoRaCeRXx
Nov 21 2024, 03:49 AM
Heya ToxicThoughtswelcome to soEmo.co.uk

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Dec 07 2024, 06:21 AM
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Dec 07 2024, 05:38 AM
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Dec 06 2024, 05:58 PM

I am going to make a monster can mask soon and when I do I'll take a pick and post it here

Dec 05 2024, 03:56 AM
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Dec 03 2024, 04:29 AM

I have decided I am fully serious about getting snake bite piercings and a septum and I'm gonna gauge it but not too big lol.I also want a hoop through the left side of my nose.

I am also getting the Tragus piercing on my right ear and two helix piercings on my left ear as well as the traditional earlobe piercings for both ears

only thing is I have to wait till I move out to have any of that since my family is strict and the same rule applies for all the tattoos I want but I won't have to wait longer than a year or two for that to happen so I am excited 🖤❤🖤🔥

Nov 26 2024, 05:00 AM

I finally got the fry scream down lol

Nov 22 2024, 07:56 PM

https://suno.com/song/d29d7850-514c-468d-8cce-419dd48f2af6

Nov 22 2024, 07:56 PM

enjoy my song

Dec 07 2024, 06:21 AM

also this song by Corpse it honestly really good 

https://open.spotify.com/track/3pXVmZh293nWtqxildz9jf?si=56f6d85bb0d64570

Scarlet loves corpse too <3

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Dec 07 2024, 05:38 AM

also just so you all know I am interested in a girl named Scarlet but the reason why I have on my profile that the relationship is complicated is that we are kinda a new thing but she went to LA to go to a family funeral and shes back here again and I tried to talk to her when she got back but she needed space so I have given that to her since every time I decided I should try to comfort her she almost acted out of fear like in a panic sort of way that she needed space so I have just kinda hung low until today when I was in the miss merry Christmas program our school did she said I looked nice and My heart skipped a beat cus I was so excited that she was talking to me again but I didn't want to press her and make her mad at me so I thanked her and smiled then kinda walked away awkwardly and she sent me a text later in the day telling me that she is ready to talk but she wants to talk in person at the end of a parade and I am scared of what she will say tbh.Since she hasn't talked to me in about 9 days I am afraid she will say that we need to end the relationship and I would probably honestly cry right in front of her because I care so much about her that I would give her my everything.I noticed her from day one at the start of the school year and I also have rad and I attach to people very fast but there's also the fact that I fear abandonment  so needless to say IM FREAKING OUT MAN.

I just hope she still loves me because people change over time and I know I cant make her decisions so whatever happens I'll just have to be okay with.

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Dec 06 2024, 05:58 PM

I am going to make a monster can mask soon and when I do I'll take a pick and post it here

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Dec 05 2024, 03:56 AM

my grandma got mad at me yesterday about the music I listen to and how she doesn't like curse words and that it all just feeds my depression and that God doesn't want us to be depressed and I'm sure you can guess what else was said


I just want her to understand that the music I listen to is kind of like a vent and if I were to shut that off I'd bottle it all inside again then the depression would get worse and I'd cut again and she just doesn't get that I need music that I can relate to and use it to get the emotion out and not hold it inside.


tbh my family has crammed Christianity down my throat ever since I was adopted at age 4 and the fact of the matter is if God was real and wanted to help me then he would have done something when I cried myself to sleep night after night asking him for help and a sign. so my family can take their stupid religion and shove it up their A hole and quit getting in my way. I mean are they trying to get me to run away again because they just want to change who I am and not accept who I am.

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Dec 03 2024, 04:29 AM

I have decided I am fully serious about getting snake bite piercings and a septum and I'm gonna gauge it but not too big lol.I also want a hoop through the left side of my nose.

I am also getting the Tragus piercing on my right ear and two helix piercings on my left ear as well as the traditional earlobe piercings for both ears

only thing is I have to wait till I move out to have any of that since my family is strict and the same rule applies for all the tattoos I want but I won't have to wait longer than a year or two for that to happen so I am excited 🖤❤🖤🔥

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Nov 26 2024, 05:00 AM

I finally got the fry scream down lol

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Nov 22 2024, 07:56 PM

https://suno.com/song/d29d7850-514c-468d-8cce-419dd48f2af6

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Nov 22 2024, 07:56 PM

enjoy my song

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