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brokendreams
Posts: 7
no fucking point left now Jul 13 2011, 08:51 AM
Okay, so on monday a prat called X was going through my bag, she found some weed and a razor blade and told the teachers. The fucking head master, decided to suspend me for the few days I have left of school this term, then expel me the coming year. They told my foster parents, I got a massive lecture, and are sending me back to the foster care. They also want to send me to a mental ward because they don't think I'm mentally stable. Because they found out I cut myself. My life is so shit right now, and I just don't know what to do. This is the second time in my life that I've been abandoned and I'm just so sick of it. I want to be able to talk to people who I can relate too, and who understand what I'm going through. So what should I do? I'm 15. I haven't seen my biological parents in 6 years. I'm going back to the shithole foster care. I'm expelled from school, it's gone on my record, there's no fucking point in me trying to get any job now. I have nothing left to live for. They managed to find my dealer and turn him in. Now his whole mob is out to get me. Fuck my life. I mean, seriously? What fucking point is there?

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emolyemo
Posts: 12
Jul 13 2011, 09:22 AM
I'm so sorry :( I would offer my place for you to stay for a bit until you sort your life out but mine's pretty messed up and my dad would actually beat the shit out of you (and me), probably more than those mobsters... But I know what you feel, like there's no place left to go, nothing worth doing anymore, and to know people like you are in the same position as me... Yeah, school's really not worth it though. I miss at least half each school year being suspended. I mean, feel free to tlak to me whenever :) *hug*
brokendreams
Posts: 7
Jul 13 2011, 09:26 AM
Ah thanks :) but don't worry, I'm considering just disappearing off before my foster parents hand me back over to the care and then just try to make a living out of some shitty job. But the more I think aout what I'm going to do, the more I feel how worthless it is. Imean there really is no point if i'm alone. I'm losing the point in life.
XxFFAFx483xX
Posts: 92
Jul 13 2011, 03:36 PM
we are here to help you :3 I wish i was there so that you could stay at my home....but I guess I can't help with nothing from here :( but if you wanna talk to someone..I'm here! :33
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xXeMoRaCeRXx
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Jul 13 2011, 04:59 PM
I don't think they should expel you. Suspend yes, but then offer you help! You will have loads left to live for. School isn't everything.. People can and do get great jobs even if they failed at school! I'm here to talk anyway :)
OnyxAngel
Posts: 833
Jul 13 2011, 06:19 PM
I agree with the others on this. They should have suspended you for three days TOPS, and then they should've investigated into your homelife to see what's making you cut and smoke. You SHOULD NOT kill yourself AT ALL. Because if I've learned anything, it's that it WILL get better and this that you're going through will just help you in the future. Your school was trash either way, for just flat out expelling you. Like, wtf? Someone should report their asses for that because that's NOT how a school should react in that type of situation. Friggin assholes, they are. I'm here too if you need to talk to anybody. I'd do more, but then again, I'm 15 also and there's only so much that I can do for myself let alone another teen :/
Frantiq
Posts: 80
Jul 14 2011, 02:00 AM
Your life Isn't over, and most things you do before your 18 are wiped clean from your record... My friend went through 56 foster parents and went to over 30 schools. And somehow hes the happiest person I've meet in my life. Life: you get what you put in.
brokendreams
Posts: 7
Jul 14 2011, 02:27 PM
Yeah, but I kinda saw the expulsion coming :/ ugh never mind though, it's not like I wanted to stay.... But thanks for the advice :) I just want a way out of all this crap, I just want one moment of my life to be better than it is now. And I've decideed to definatley not go down the suicide path but I guess all I can do is just look up for a way out...
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FallenAngle
Posts: 1
Jul 14 2011, 02:27 PM
Same happened with me and a dealer a while back. You don't want to end up doing what I had to do to get out of that situation, trust me. I'd say hide: don't go to the police or a homeless shelter or to rehab, go back to your foster parents and play nice just for a while. Change your name, change your hairstyle, change your face if you've got to. Don't let them find you, ever.

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