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Ok I want to write this on here so everyone here knows the real me and not the girl you think you know. Ok, I'm Lucy, I'm 14 years old and I'm from Essex, English. I have 1 brother and 2 sisters, one of which is my twin sister. I have a amazing boyfriend but we live far apart so then I see him its like the first time over and over and its so amazing :) I was a cutter, I stared cutting at the age of 12 and stopped then I was 14, I remember the dates of start and ending every well, I on the 1/12/10 ans stopped on the 13/2/12. The reason I remember so well is because I on the night before a show I was in and stopped the day I met my boyfriend. I stared cutting because I was in a bad state of mind, it was the day of the big xmas show at my school and my first boyfriend broke up with me. It was the night after the show and I was in my room feeling very lonely. This was the first time in my life I had ever felt lonely and safe to say its the most horrible feeling in the world. I became distort and began crying. I then found a pair of nail scissors and without thinking twice, dug them into my right wrist. After that every time I felt alone, surest or angry I would use my only finger nails to dug I hold into my right arm. I kept doing that for 2 years. It's not easy to stop cutting but I did it. To be 100% honest to get out of cutting you do need to tell people about it. Don't just tell anyone but tell people you know you can 100% trust. I ended but having therapy for about 2 months but I think the main think that stopped me was meeting my boyfriend. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Well that is my story for now.