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                             My Life As Kim (//_O) Life, for me, had been hard since I was six, In mid kindergarten and 1st grade that is only a horrible memory that I cannot fix, The torment and pain back then to now, still goes on, But I tried to hard to stay strong, But in the 3rd grade, I made a choice that was the most painful thing ever but I decided, not to commit suicide, but to give life another try But my social status hasn't changed but I'm the weird fat bitch (around school) that talk too much or that's too shy, but it still hurts me that my life had to be like this plus I lost significant things along the way, I miss them all but I already paid them my respect, I believe they went to heaven from then to this day, I would never give up my life just cause people want me to have a downfall and see me crashing down like the Third Reich in Germany, Because even though they hurt me, they don't know it plus they're already my enemy and they'll be sorry (maybe),  I'm agitated with all the people who can't keep their messy mouth shut plus they make statuses on FB just for attention and call themselves real but they're fake themselves, but nobody told me in the speck of time that it went to the point where they talk about you online on FB but they don't want you to shame them in front of their "friends" and make a fool of themselves, I, Kimberley Rene Moten, don't counteract with them and I hate when people recall themselves talking about me and others who don't deserve it, But hey, don't try the shoe on if it doesn't fit, I try to have high self esteem no matter how often I was bullied and talked about weirdly, Because most (not all) of the kids are downright messy, fake, and messed up in the head but not me, I'm the "so-called" (at school) anti-social (At least I'm actually minding my business compared to some people....) quiet (heck yeah dummy I'm extremely shy around lots of people...I don't just talk to everyone), fat bitch who is weird and whose self esteem isn't recognized (but it's extremely and negatively low),  when I'm actually an extremely shy, quiet, intelligent (I never failed a class ever until now: Math...I'm bringing it up though :P), headstrong, over-emotional, sensitive, energetic (at times), goofy (when random), random, and independent (I don't try to be some else but I'm always myself :D) girl I was born to be 14 years ago, People still pick on me but I'm trying not to let it bug me but to all my friends, close ones, and family,  Thank you cause you helped me to open my eyes and recognize at 14 that you can only bring your self esteem and confidence up and help it not to grow tall and not short :D