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it will be soo nice to get myself a new haircut soonish :D i am soo tired of my long hair u.u" x

Someone I was speaking to earlier...

my life is almost perfect atm.. thanks too that special someone <3

so i just got done watching my sisters keeper its the story of a 14 year old girl wjo is dieing of cancer and her little sister is like her personal donor so she doesn't have to wait for anything she was designed to be a perfect match for anything that her sister might need. i was 14 years old when i lost my best friend who was like a sister to me. i no she wouldn't approved of the way i live my life, but when i lost her every thing changed for the worst and it seems no matter what i do nothing will change for the better. there is hardly a moment that goes by that i don't think wouldn't jody have loved this or she would have died laughing from this or wouldn't she have wanted this shirt, and everytime it just pisses me off more. i will probably never believe in god or "trust" i have a hard time believing that such a loving and caring god could just come in and fuck up 2 ppls perfect lives we both had everything planned out collage, courses we were even gonna share a dorm everything was perfect. i blame god for the problems i have now, i'll be the first to admit it he fucked up my life so much if he wouldn't have takin her i no i would not be as i am today. since i got the phone call my already existing conditons have worsened she helped me keep control over the spirits and the effect they have on me. i have been diagnosed with skitsoeffective phycosis disorder which is bi-polar combined with skitsophrenia so i not olny have to deal w/ spirits driving me crazy but rly bad mood swings, and i battle depression. all of this worsened when i lost jody, my bestfriend, my sister, my soulmate. i will never take back those times i cursed god nor do i regret it he took her away and my life turned to shit but everyone says he can help u all u have to do is give him ur heart and trust him the last time i trusted him he took the thing that mattered the most to me and i think the only way he will help me is over the edge of a cliff.so much for my happy ending huh? i say fuck it all.

I wanna have sex with u RIGHT now >.< !

decided my bed uncoditonaly loves me xD

^ hahahha xD i <3 sex.. mmmmmmmmmm :p

ur not the only one!!! haha lol.

^ hhaa ok xD boobies :3333

Can't wait for tmoz XD now i need to check the DVD player works

I seem to upset/piss people off. I don't mean to and really wanna just talk about it. Things shouldn't just be left as it's worse in the long run.

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO GENERAL STUDIES IT IS POINTLESS

I really respect you..

why is there soo much hate in the world...?

how can i feel like this ??? I thought i left this feeling and these thoughts behind ... I can really do with out this fight right now

nom nom nom popcorn ...

I hope she is gonna be ok :)

Ugh, I need a life.

LMAO at uu whore :p trying to steal my bf? :o well think again !! ;D

where's the box of matches when you need them?!!