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Each time i scream words come out but no one hears me... Does this mean no sound is made or is everyone around me just deaf... When i was 5 i always wanted to have an invisible super power... I wanted to be a super hero and save the world. But as i grew up i learned the world cant be saved and being invisible sucks People look at me like and treat me like i'm differentAm i an Alien? I feel like i am...But i dont look like one, i have a head, arms legs everything a human needs...But is it because i have a heart? People say i should go kill myself... Does this mean i have to die to be accepted? I dont want to...But if it takes my death to get a simple high five or to sit with the cool kids at lunch i'll do it No one likes the odd balls out but yet we are all created differently So how are some kids cool and some arent? what makes them the same... They all look different... What am i lacking that doesnt make me like them When i was 6 i read a story called the "little engine that could" I kept on trying but now im at a stop because im so exhausted, my wheels are rusty and that track up ahead leads to the edge of a cliff I write to express my feelings i also tell stories... But not with words That knife in my nightstand is my pen and my skin is my paper Each cut has a story and memory A painful one as you can see, they tell you what people did to me I have friends....I can hear and see them but no one else can... I think they are invisible like me They call them imaginery but they aren't They were here at one point, doesnt that mean they still are? Just because there dead doesnt mean they cant still talk right? I feel cold but right now its 85 degrees out I'm shaking and i need a hug not no one will hug me... Am i still invisible? Why wont anyone hold me i dont bite In a world filled with over 7 billion people why do i feel like i am the only one... Why do i feel so alone. I hate being invisible... Why did i have to have these super powers... I dont like being invisible or different... I dont want to be a super hero anymore. I just want to be me.... I just want to be seen.....