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So.. It's not a secret anymore..! Haha :'D This might be long winded, so I won't be pissed if you stop reading. Where do I begin? I'm homeless. lel I have been for a while, kinda.. crashing places.. Just before Christmas, this guy I'm kinda friends with in college I sort of told him about what had happened & he was all ''Aaww alone for Christmas, stay with me where I live'' & I did & it was great... Prior to this, this happened - & a few others showed up on my desk in college... He's the one who did the drawing.. the Zippy/Marceline drawings... he gave me another one Christmas eve, placed it in my hands & everything.. Just to confirm it. ...I can't be in a relationship. I just... can't. He likes me. ...he likes me, but it's all so complicated, it really is & he's been so nice, real gentleman & a good friend you know? Look what he did for me, was so* thoughtful :') he says ''Is Christmas yeah? You need things to open.'' & I feel so bad for being in his home & his space breathing his air... I got him a gift too :'D I'm not a total git...! But he doesn't really* like me, how could he? I dunno, he just smiles & says nothing, He doesn't like me, he knows almost nothing about me, he knows me from college & that's about it. We've spoken like, a few times.. he felt so bad when I told him how I was living & I can't be thinking about these things, I'm not too sure where I'm sleeping on Wednesday you know?! Plus the... other things. I can't be in a relationship okay? :/...It's hard to talk about. He's waaaaaaaaaaaaay out of my league too guys like, wow..! This last week I've kinda.... avoided him. I can't say there when my head is so busy. What am I meant to do? What happens next? ....Oh & he has a kid. Kay bye x