i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is that i care to much
and the scars remind us
that the past is real
i tear my heart open just to feel scars, by Papa Roach
Abby Jarrell
26 / Female / oakton virginia, United States
Straight
Member since:
Nov 10, 2013
Last online:
May 21, 2016
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About Me
I am a musician. I sing/scream, play guitar, bass, drums, and piano. I am so love to skateboard. I dye my hair constantly. I cant go a day without a monster. My favorite colors are black and purple. I've had my issues and dealt with them on a negative way but im trying to change. I cut, I smoke, I drink, and I help people with problems so feel free to message me.
Favourite Music
My genres in music very but im listen to alternative, hard rock, metal (old and new), dubstep, and punk
some band i listen to are...
Avenged sevenfold
Black Veil Brides
Bullet for my valentine
Halestorm
issues
stone sour
secondhand serenade
hollywood undead
old linkin park
Metallica
Three Days Grace
Seether
Godsmack
Chevelle
Sleeping with sirens
psychostick
disturbed
pierce the veil My Chemical Romance Paramore Miss May I
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Anything scary or funny
Education / Occupation
Sophomore in high school and working on my music 24/7
At night when your demons come out to play....making you remember shit from your past that you want to lock up with a million chains and throw away the key...wanting to burry them 1000 ft underground...putting on your mask to hide...hide who you really are inside and how you feel...searching for a solution that cant be found...hoping that thing will turn back around to how they used to be...when you were happy and didn't have a care in the world...when little things didn't matter and problems didn't exist...when dreams were about stupid nonsense about random things...instead of nightmares of your demons tearing you up inside...
i hate that feel when you feel like no one cares...like your'e worthless and alone even when your'e surrounded by people who call themselves your friends...you wanna do something about it yet at the same time you don't...