I've given up, I'm giving up slowly, I'm blending in so you won't even know me, apart from this whole world that shares my fate Be My Escape, by Relient K
Kayla Bowen
26 / Female / Somewhere Inn, KY, United States
Bisexual / Single & Looking
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Jun 14, 2011
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Apr 23, 2012
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About Me
I'm a weird geek, who loves music, people like you, large headphones, and iDevices. Yes I do mess up a lot, but that is what makes me awesome in my own way...I hope, and if you don't accept me, then screw you and get off of my page. I am nice all the time though, but if you want to fight, i won't fight because I hate that, so I will just go away. I may not be pretty, but I am funny sometimes, and I love friends/frands. So if you are friendly, I love you and add me. I love talking to people, and I get lonley sometimes so anyone...please. Although I don't get the opportunity that much, I am a HOPELESS ROMANTIC fo show. I haven't found the one for me yet, but I love loving, yet if I am in a relationship with someone I expect you to know a woman's worth. I know what a person deserves and if you give me what i deserve, I will give you everything you've looked for in a girl. I believe in long term relationships, I hate people that date for a few days a quit. GFs and BFs are meant to last forever, or longer...or even longer. If I get cheated on, or lied to, don't ask for a second chance, because you simply won't get one. Its foolishness, and if you do it once you will do it again.
P.S. If I trust you, you are extremely lucky. I have been hurt so many times, so its very hard to trust people.
P.P.S And so if you are reading this add me as a friend. Yes you there, no not you, the other guy, yes him, yeah you, do you like tacos?
P.P.P.S I will roleplay with you if you'd like, but no dirties, simply because that's what Chat-roulette is for.
P.P.P.P.S I like writing P.S's. : >
~Love LeeRoy Jenkins/ Steve Jobs : >
Favourite Music
Blue October, Dropkick Murphies, Thomas Tallis, Beethoven, Bach, Rise Against, I See Stars, Rev Theory, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Green Day, My Chemical Romance, Nickelback, Trapt, Switchfoot, Eminem, Wiz Khalifa, Lil' Wayne, 4 None Blondes, Yellowcard, Wolfmother, Weezer, The Vines, The Verve, Vertical Horizon.
Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor. As he embraces every inch of you, the woman I adore. I can't believe the way you're bending. Can't believe this never ending moaning asking him for more. Begging him for more How far will I go to make it feel right? Come home, I have to fix this on my own. Replace my heart. 'Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end. Replace my heart, I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping end I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her. From her feet across her knees inside her sweetest spot. He pleased and pleased her. I turned around and tried to take control, but no control was capable. It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go. I squeezed the life into my brain like pushing knives into a vein. I've gotta get, I said I've gotta get inside. So to the back window I crawl in silent standing in the darkness. Of my living room, this used to be my home. How far will I go to make it feel right? Come home, I'm moving forward to the bedroom door. Replace my heart. 'Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us endReplace my heart. I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping end. And I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow. Enough to sneak into the room among the corner darkness gloom. I had to see this happening. He pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang. And bounced off every wooden walled room. And that's when all went silent blank except the color red. As I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed. I said I know I'm not allowed to be here. I just had to see how good your new man really fucks you. 'Cause you both been fucking me. So now I planned the last thing you can both do as a pair. I tie both blindfolds tight around your fucking eyes to blind your stare. I don't want to alarm you, but I figured we could end this in. What seems easy quick and painless, man So I'll get down to business. I choose you first, there's a gun, it's at your head. So laugh at me one more time but keep your face inside the bed. You sit and watch me while I do this shit and learn from what I've said. I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger, and all I saw was red. How far will I go to make it feel right?. Come home, I have to fix this on my own. Then the screaming oh, the screaming. It's nice to see you scared of such a weak and stupid husband. Who knows you never really cared. I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head. Was all this worth it knowing you have just seconds left to live? Now think about your answer, laying face down on the bed. I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger and all I saw was red. I gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her back. Then placed the barrel in my mouth, all I saw was black...
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Law and Order: SVU, Phinease and Ferb, The Legend of Korra, General News, and Spongebob Squarepants!!
Fifty Shades of Grey, Fifty Shades Darker, Fifty Shades Freed, Steve Jobs Biography, Flowers for Algernon, A Child Called It.
Education / Occupation
High School. : > Very educated in Technology, & Electronics.
Who I'd Like To Meet
Steve Jobs (If he were alive), Christopher Meloni, Mariska Hargitay, Robert Downey Jr, Ray William Johnson, Glozell, Craig Ferguson, Tosh, Richard Belzer.
Fictional: Christian Grey, Anastasia Steel, Olivia Benson.
