So they can watch all the things you do.Because the drugs never work they gonna give you a smerk.Cause they got methods to keeping you clean.There gonna rip up your heads your aspirations to shreds,another cog in the murder machine. Teenagers, by My Chemical Romance
Dear friend,
Today was an okay day actually. I don't know. Didn't meet anyone that really caught my eye. I painted my nails to out do this girl at my school, She always has pretty nails. I talked to Giovanni today, I don't see how we can be such good friends when I like him and he doesn't like me that much. I'll ask him if I can show a photo of him because I edited it. I love doing that. I had this really cool photo I edited and it got lost. Don't know where I saved it or what I saved it. My lip feels like it is busted and I can taste the blood, I love it. I really can't wait until I get out of my house, I felt stupid today. And my step mom laughed at me. Then she wants to bring my mom up and I hate talking about her because they always have something bad about her to say and it pisses me off, So i just ignore them. I had a weird dream last night haha. It was awkward, I don't see why I would dream about my friend Daniel. It was so wow. Haha. I don't know. I really wanna meet someone cute and sweet and caring. My father doesn't come home tomorrow night so I MIGHT make a cover and put it on youtube. My two comments got voted top comment on the movie Cyberbully. I was and am so happy about that.! :D Ha, Well I don't want to say good night because it is only 6:10. So until later friend.
Love, Aly.
Dear friend,
I guess it is okay for me to call you that. I really have no idea what I am doing anymore. I don't know why I am doing it either. I fell in love with my best friend Giovanni and he says that he kinda likes me and that isn't that much. So while I am telling all these other guys no, He is telling girls no, and I happen to be one of them. I need to get over him? Don't know how to. I guess that if a really sweet, cute, romantic guy came along and made me forget about Gio then that is getting over him. But I dunno if that is going to happen. I cried myself to sleep last night and don't plan on doing the same tonight. Subject change, I don't have to work on my HOPE class until like Tuesday, Besides the fact I have to have 6 hours of workouts every week. This guy has been creepin' and I don't know how to tell him to stop talking to me because the poor dude just poured his heart out (Not really). Tomorrow is sunday and I have nothing to do. I plan to sleep the whole day, catch up on some rest. My house is freezing though it is like 75 in here. To cold for me. My eyes are burning so I am going to go to bed.
The lost, Aly.
