Jan 16 2016, 11:36 PM

TOTALLY love this song <3 eeerhmehgeeerd yes !!! :3 <3 Amyst - I'll ALways Be Around Have you seen your face through the eyes of a thousand lions, If I were you I'd rip it off and only wear it at night, My arms are longing for you, I'll always be around waiting for you, My heart is waiting for yours, I'll always be around wanting you, You are my baby that's been crying lately, You've been hiding in your skin, I can see through the seams, And it seems that heart's not so pure, You always found a way of sinking into me, My arms are longing for you, I'll always be around waiting for you, My heart is waiting for yours, I'll always be around wanting you Tears run down your face, I've lost my faith in you, Like the rain from the sky, to hear you out

Jan 16 2016, 10:36 PM

Heres a song thats for all the fighters out there.. JUST KEEP HOLDING ON <3 Falling in reverse - Keep Holding On "Keep Holding On" I thought I had myself all figured out But I spent my whole life holding myself down And it seems to be that sort of thing I keep doing constantly Addicted to the pain I cause myself My head is floating somewhere in the clouds While I'm paid to entertain a lovely crowd They sing my songs and feel my pain Cause pain is what creates my fame A vicious cycle some day I'll get out I can't believe I'm standing here at all I can't believe I made it this far On my way with a smile on my face See the top and I'm not falling off And all I need is a microphone, I'll sing About the things that have been hurting me It's safe to say, all the kids, I relate To their lives so just keep holding on It's hard enough try walking in my shoes, To be picked on by my peers who much abuse And I'm tired of not fitting in true friends is my final wish Just let me be myself and make it through. I have tried so hard to be a better soul I have worked so hard at making myself whole And through it all my better years are still ahead my mind is clear Just trust me when I say I'm in control I can't believe I'm standing here at all I can't believe I made it this far On my way with a smile on my face See the top and I'm not falling off And all I need is a microphone, I'll sing About the things that have been hurting me It's safe to say, all the kids, I relate To their lives so just keep holding on I believe I'm just like you I believe I'll make it through It's hard to see at times like this But I'm not giving in, but I'm not giving in I believe I'm just like you I believe I'll make it through It's hard to see at times like this But I'm not giving in, but I'm not giving in And all I need is a microphone I'll sing about the things that have been hurting me It's safe to say, all the kids, I relate To their lives so just keep holding on I can't believe I'm standing here at all I can't believe I made it this far On my way with a smile on my face See the top and I'm not falling off And all I need is a microphone, I'll sing About the things that have been hurting me It's safe to say, all the kids, I relate To their lives so just keep holding on

Jan 16 2016, 10:33 PM

For all you out there who just don't have it in you to go through whatever it is youre going through heres a song that helped me... If not this one then the next song by Falling in reverse might make your life a little brighter :) "Her Last Words" Just an average girl She always wore a smile She was cheerful and happy for a short while Now she's older, things are getting colder Life's not what she though, she wishes someone had told her She told you she was down, you let it slip by So from then on she kept it on the inside She told herself she was alright But she was telling white lies Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves 'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it Didn't think she fit it, everyone seemed to miss it She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed She had no friends at school, all alone she sat And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate Things were going down, never really up And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut She knew exactly what she had to do next Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild "Look at me now, are you proud of your precious child?" But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon Just don't think, it'll all be over soon The chair fell down as she took her final breath It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death Her Mum walks in, she falls down to the floor And now nothing can take back what she just saw The little girl that she raised is just hanging there Her body's pale and her face is violently bare She sees the note and unfolds it with care All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?" She starts reading as the tears roll down her face "I'm sorry Mum but this world is just not my place I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in I've come to realise this world's full of sin There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race It's a disgrace, I was misplaced Born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place It's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soon You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon As it shines bright, throughout the night And remember everyone's facing their own fight But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter So let the world know, that I died in vein Because the world around me, is the one to blame And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone 'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on That's what they use to tell me, all those kids at school So I'm going by the law majority rules My presence on this earth is not needed any longer And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger You're the best friend, that I ever had Such a shame I had to make you so very sad But just remember that you meant everything to me And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight I'm watching over you, from the clouds above And sending down the purest and whitest dove To watch over you, and be my helpful eye So this is it world, goodbye." <a href="https://www.google.co.za/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=1&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwjc7L_6vq_KAhWJfRoKHdVfBM8QtwIIGzAA&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DTtHZs4GrarY&usg=AFQjCNEGcIlERE0-93L58TOJaQGB2LBd1A&sig2=zXqS0TAB6XIBqxuKM-dkFA">

Jan 16 2016, 10:24 PM

Senses fail - Buried A Lie Ahhh love this song even during my pre emo days this was one of my jams !!! :3 Enjooooooooy <3 "Buried A Lie" Rest in peace girl, your death is such a shame The paper said a bullet got in your way But I smell foul play, possible poisoning I had to bring you in for questioning I went to your grave, dug up your body Brought it to my house, where you lay So let's play doctor babe We'll operate today Incisions must be made You could help solve this case For me... I headed downtown, to share what I had found It's not a suicide, it's a crime I have a witness, it's clearly evident There had to be someone else present At the time of death, poisons in stomach How could she pull it, if she's dead? So let's play doctor babe We'll operate today Incisions must be made You could help solve this case We need a scalpel now Under white lights you lay We've got to hurry up Before the flesh decays Away...away I'll catch the murderer And send him away I'll get the evidence From your last day Your last day...[x3] So let's play doctor babe We'll operate today Incisions must be made You could help solve this case We need a scalpel now Under white lights you lay We've got to hurry up Before the flesh decays Away...away

Jan 16 2016, 10:21 PM

Oh my God seriously ... I create this soemo.co.uk page for my boyfriend and also helped him get onto the site model forum and he goes on his first few days and gets an 8 star rating from two votes... Well done babe no fucking doubt in that but seriously if info@soemo had specified that my images were too small why in the "become a model" description didnt that state the picture sizes. I mean Im just saying that may have been of some freaking help to some people. But again congrats babe you make me so proud <3 But on a happier note the Amber PsychoticTM clothing line is on the rise to being released sooner than excpected. demo t shirts will be posted asap but remember additional fees for postage. but keep in touch and stay beaautiful my dear darklings. <3 :3