I got these questions always running through my head, so many things that I would like to I understand, If we are born to die and we all die to live, then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts. The Drug In Me Is You, by Falling In Reverse
Hmmmm, don't know what to say right now; I feel hated.
I hate, hate. It is such a dangerous word. It can bury someone in a whole, in a dark abyss.
I feel so unwelcomed unloved, unhuman.
Disrespected. Dehumanized.
Do I really deserve all of this?
I really try to be the best person I can but people still have a problem with it. I really don't care if people have a problem with me but.....
I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE!
I DON"T WANT A DEEPER HOLE THAT I'M ALREADY IN!
I honestly wished someone could hold me right now.
Its really tough when you have no friends.
I feel so alone.
I just want someone to hold, to cuddle with, to be loved, and someone to talk to.
I had an emotional breakdown today.
I just wish I could be my TRUE myself, have TRUE friends, and to have TRUE love.
Is that too much to ask for?
I've never been this depressed, and stuck in a hole in my life before.
I think I need time alone,
at the same time, the pain still remains.
I wish someone could just cure this pain.
Cure the darkness out of my aura.
Make the cloudy day, sunny again.
I honestly really don't know what to write right now.
I'm going through a set of emotions at the same time.
I don't know what I should do.
I try to fix things, forgive, and apologize all the time.
but I get so TIRED.
