Do you know what it's like when
You're scared to see yourself
Do you know what it's like when
You wish you were someone else
Who didn't need your help to get by
Do you know what it's like
To want to surrender Never Surrender, by Skillet
When I tell him abt something bad that happened and all I get is “oh lol idk what to say” I feel less and less valued. Makes me feel even more like shit. “Dude, I genuinely feel like crap rn because blablabla…” and all I get is a “probably.” I feel like I’m not given effort. It makes me feel like my feelings are not worth feeling. One of the first people I run to when I need someone to talk to, and instead I feel like I shouldn’t have said anything at all. I’ve been so stressed lately and it doesn’t help that the person that wants to see me at my most vulnerable won’t even listen to me when I’m at my most vulnerable.