Aug 21 2026, 03:03 AM

My gaurdian's going to my school tomorrow to ask about my attendance (I was marked absent to yesterday because I was taking school photos) and my accommodations. So annoying..

Aug 19 2026, 11:55 PM

A full moon in the sky.

Soft wind passes by.

I stand over a tomb, as I look up really high.

My legs feel stiff. I'll be that that stone soon.

So I'll remember all our memories in the moment of my doom.

Though your words race in my head

Though your shadow's in my bed

I'll stand on this cliff and take flight, pain is just instead.

Aug 18 2026, 04:35 AM

i won't be selfish, this is all for you. I love you. I love you so fucking much. Im so sorry, this is for you. I'd message but i will not be selfish.

Aug 18 2026, 04:28 AM

Aug 18 2026, 01:50 AM

Please dont harm your body with any harsh things.

You don't want to end up like me.

Your future is bright, I love you with all my heart.

The last thing i wnt is to see you fall apart.

Keep your head to the future, as I know it is bright

And I hope soon, everythn will be alright.

Aug 18 2026, 01:48 AM

A smile that you made permanent is starting to fade.

i'll smile at you, but otherwise i'm not okay.

But i'll do my best so in the future i can help.

For now, i'm a lifeless body, caged in a cell.

Aug 17 2026, 06:13 PM

I'm not eating one bit.

I've lost my appetite, my love, my dignity and my fight.

I thought of jumping off somewhere, the secons of feeling flight.

Perhaps i'd be free of this pain, because all I am now i an empty shell.

I'd spend my days thinking, rotting in hell.

So I engrave my body with a tool that I can use.

What's the matter with it? I've got nothing else to lose.

Aug 17 2026, 05:57 PM

Surrounded by "suitors" but you're the only one I find.

Though unavailable, you're the only one I want to be mine.

I feel your hand on my waist, yet your body is not here.

Only your precense, a shadow, of what was once there.

So I'll wait without life, without love, without fear.

Because hopefully, one day, you'll be with me, here.

Aug 17 2026, 06:35 AM

a lunatic's ament

Aug 17 2026, 05:15 AM

Opal, oh opal, ive me the strength not to bleed

I'll drown in my sorrows and lose my humanity.

Im a zombie in this crowd, will I ever be fine?

The only thing i truly wanted was for you to be mine.

I sluggishly walk to the stand in my loft.

3 extra pills I take, hopefully the pain will wear off.

I take another and another. Ive taken more than three.

Im a zombie, holding my opal, ive lost my reason to be.