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Emocentric

Name: Jordan Murdoch
Age: 30
Gender: Male
Orientation: Straight
Status: Single
Location: Sheffield, south yorkshire, United Kingdom
Member Since: Feb 02, 2009
Last Login: Jan 19, 2011

About Me

i am doing a course in popular music and i am a qualified chef (really i am lol). i ahve a band outside of college with some of the best people i know, we play post hardore like funeral for a friend type and we write our own tunes. i love to go out to some metal clubs and mosh out and get pissed with my friends. i am shit! at talking to girls, and its hard for me to find someone to go out with sein as tho i dont stand ot in a croud when i go out. but im still trying lol. urh but its hard work. im not the best looking person but i dont think im ugly, so wy dont i seem to get with a girl that likes me and i like her. i guess this is real life and well..... im 20 and single and its the worst feeling i have ever had. i ahve only had a few relation ships but they hadnt gone far. i think i care too much. i hope im not too clingy. oh thers so many things wrong with me that i dont even like myself much. in fat i loathe myself. if there was a way to just go and not let it affect my family i wud seriously end my life. with no pause. but enuf of being depressin twat. i love to cook lol. i ahve worked in some very good restaurants and visited some top nitch ones too. like one in germany which is a michelin star ( thats higher than a five star) and i love making shit up. my fave chef is heston blumenthall just cause he is fucked up! try to please people before my self due to the fact that i cant stand me. But caring too much is hell when they throw it back in ya face :"( . Im blonde well a bit ginger now lol i dyed it back to my natural blonde colour and it dint work out well lol and i love cooking and music i love writing music and i play guitar. Music is the only thing that keeps me from blowing my brains out across the walss, which i would do if my family wasnt here. No question bout it i would do it. I love victoria frances paintings and pon and zi pictures, they make me smile : ). I was not much liked at school because of the way i was and i was prone to a beating every week ( fun), but now at college there are more people like me and it helps, but i dont think ill ever be happy. So lonely lol. ol, nuf bout me cya











 










 

Favourite Music

slipknot, mcr, the used, three days grace, avenged sevenfold, aiden, funeral for a friend, killswitch engage, staind (i love staind i went to see them live :), blue october,  taking back sunday, the clash, morrisey, bullet for my valentine, him, killswitch engage, papa roach, 30 secnds to mars, oasis, the beatles, stereophonics, kings of leon,iron maiden, dashboard confessionals,  fightsar, i ahve more but my mind is blank at the mo lol









 









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Favourite Films & TV

erm lol this is gonna be hard not to sound mental. i like braindead, bad taste, evil dead trillogy, shaun of the dead, dawn of the dead (original), dead space downfall, sin city, cats and dogs lol, lost boys, scanners, videodrome, toy story, lion king, die hard quadrilogy, nightmare on elm street (all of em) nightmare before christmas, oh bram stokers dracula is a classic with gary oldman....i sound like a geek :(. lol. i like gory stuff. i like lee evans, bill bailey, dylan moran, mighty boosh, bill hicks is a genious (R.I.P) and billy connolly are my fave comedians.

my fave tv shows are family guy ( giggidy giggidy goo) lol, CSI miami, heston blumenthals cooking things : S, supernatural, anything to do with pain like jackass dirty sanchez and accidents, scarred is brilliant lol

Favourite Books

i like stephen kings books my favorite is the shining, i would also like to read interview with a vampire by anne rice and richard laymon is a brilliant gory storyteller lol i also like bram stoker dracula is a classic. I love to read but i like gothic novels more tgan anything like bram stoker or anne rice. i am also starting to get into manga lol but its so good my fave ne is diablo about the 2 damned friends (damned as in the hell damned, not the 1960s way of showing mild annoyance. "that damned loud music" lol ) 

Education / Occupation

i am doing a course in music and i am a qualified chef with all the certificates : ) i now work in a hotel

Who I'd Like To Meet

someone like me laid back loves music... not scared to get a little drunk lol and just someone to like me for who i am. She gotta like cuddles and hugs lol i know there the same things but who cares. And to be able to put up with my songwriting lol( its slightly depressin lol) and my playing on the guitar. i just want some one who likes me for what i am. which in this days is next to impossible really.

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xSUICIDEBLOODx

Jan 19 2011, 01:44 PM

greetings :D well ur presentation was really interesting and touching i must say :) i am not a chef myself but i do love cooking and to be creative in the kitchen and being creative in every aspect of life :D so u r in a band cool :D and u like victoria frances drawings i love her <333

her drawings r so nice and i got a bad and some victoria frances pins so far from her design <3 and my favorite chef r jamie oliver and gordon ramsay :D :)


so hows u today :) and what r u doin now? :D and well i will definetely add u :D x
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hopelessly_in_love

Apr 20 2009, 07:49 PM

lies lies lies im not shure who its by. its the bom digidy rag doll yo!! idk y i said that he he he
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hopelessly_in_love

Apr 17 2009, 06:06 PM

hola wuts up? fav book? my fav is interview with a vampire. i barowed it from my freind dennis and it was AMAZING!
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hopelessly_in_love

Apr 14 2009, 08:01 AM

i no right lolz and im lonly to
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hopelessly_in_love

Apr 13 2009, 03:52 PM

okay so today i got reeely depressed be4 lunch and so my frend had a bottle filled with vodca and i drank it and i got kinda drunkand yelled wile crying at my teacher so she made me go to the councaler and i yelled at him to im just very depressed i cant eat or sleep and yeah life sux.......


well anyway how are u?

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hopelessly_in_love

Apr 11 2009, 06:20 PM

aww i got back on again!!lolz jk well igtg luv ya bye =] well gutars ggod to i guess jk its awesome have a fun time witchu band tell them i say hey!!! lolz
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hopelessly_in_love

Apr 11 2009, 01:48 PM

and he keeps telling everyone lolz were never on at the same time it sux lolz and i like ur smile. i cant wait till u send me that music i bet ur band is good. wut do u do u ;look like a drummer type but what do i no


hey i wont be on tomorow becuz ill be at my cuzins srry


im excited becuz me and my aunt just went shopping and i scored some cut but cheep clothes yay!!! lolz ttyl bye -waves-

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hopelessly_in_love

Apr 10 2009, 06:38 PM

y thank u! u just made my day. i have more bad news my dog he died well we dont know if hes dead or no but he ran away to days ago and i cant stop looking for him.i feel so violated yesterday i was reeeeely depressed becuz of skipy [my dogs name] and i got kinda drunk and my x saw me and uno how u do things wen ur drunk well im not a vergin anymore.=[ i  hate him now. well on the bright side my book is going great!!!and im in a band im going to be singing. oh god i fell horrable and theirs no pills or broken glass right now so im drinking vodka strait and my tummy hurts cuz i havent ate anything and u no that pic the one were ur smiling? well i think u do but i reeeely like that one. one becuz ur happy in it 2 cuz u lookk cute and 3 well im out of things to say about it but i think u get my point maybe. lolz i love to read to have u read the book when it happens??
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hopelessly_in_love

Apr 10 2009, 07:26 AM

actually it can kill u.but if it makes u feel better then i guess its okay i mean its not like i dont drink when im upset.i am trying to stop the cutting cuz i mean how am i sopposed to get anyguy to take me seriously when ive got cuts all over my arms. idk if im okay im just depressed i gues for more then one reason. lauren's okay [thats her name] shes just akting like nothing happened and yesterday was her b-day her parents rented a limo for her and the went to great rock. ur in my newest book well sortof the other one i stopped writing but i like this one. ur the best freind of the main character and u no that girl u loved well its kinda like that yall r reeeeeelllly close and in the end she falls in love with u to. so u inspired me!!! if u want i can private message u wut ive writen i will anyway lolz.its kindof like spyish.
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hopelessly_in_love

Apr 07 2009, 06:02 PM

lolz i talked to him and he said he wanted sex and i said no so he dummped me.but im not depressed about that but i am depressed. im glad u commentedbak ur the only one pretty much and ur not a fooland if u r then that makes me one to cuz im always depressed to and i dont drink but i do cut.... thanks 4 ur message it made me feel better alittle anyway i was crying life is just falling apart right now and i feel like krap...one of my freinds she just got over her cancer that she had and its back again. and hey if u want to talk im here......


                             love' stranger lolz

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hopelessly_in_love

Apr 06 2009, 07:04 PM

i read your story and i know what u mean i reallyy love this guy butt to him im just a boody call everytime im with him he tries to get in my pants and it hurts sooo bad like i cant breathe and my chest hurts and then i cry soo i understand wut u mean and if i were her i would most defenently talk to u cuz thats sum nice stuff.  messege back if u get this if u want


                              the stranger who read your story,


christi brown


                                                                       

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xXeMoRaCeRXx

Feb 02 2009, 11:22 AM

Heya Emocentric welcome to soEmo.co.uk

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