Sep 06 2026, 01:38 AM

LEAGHZDFEHJ IM GOING INSANEEEEE girl what is that French rat called, he's stop motion and on youtube and would sing french nursery rhymes to my primary school class. guhhhh im freaking tf out im tryna find it on yt but this FREAKING SEARCH ENGINE wont give me what im looking for T-T 

BRUH WHO IS THE RAT

Jul 30 2026, 01:41 AM

YOU ARE PULLING MY FUCKING LEG. im actually fucking crine who was gonna tell me F1 was an actual fandom???? like i was on Ao3 just looking at random tags and shit, tryna find fandoms ik and forgot but then this FUCKASS FORMULA ONE FANFICTION shows up!!!???? and it's tagged like a real fandom?????? fuck me gently with a godamn fucking chainsaw because no way i see people who are FROM CHANNEL 4!! with tags like "domestic fluff" and fucking "Max Verstappen needs a hug" fuck the hell off NO HE FUCKING DOESNT??????? he is a racing man??? a racist??? and he needs???? A HUG???? this man from the TV???? needs a hug???? you traumatised????? a fucking RACECAR DRIVER!?!?!?!!????????

can you tell im too hyper for this bullshit? 3 monsters in 5 hours?

all /hj. i am so confused by autistic fandom nerds (affectionate)

Feb 22 2026, 04:23 AM

woah it's 4:20! ...am 

gelp

Jan 11 2026, 11:20 PM

DSKGBVSVK HELP I HAVE MOCKS THIS WEEK IT'S MATHS TOMOROW T-T

Jan 10 2026, 12:47 AM

atp i wish my hallucinations were more permanent, i just want something that's able to be there. i used to have the two shadows that stood in the corner above my altars but they're gone now. in year 7 i deluded myself into believing i had eyes on my body underneath my clothes, eventually started to see them too. before that there was seeing god, and the characters from my fav fandom at the time, where are these ones now? gods i'm mentally ill :/

Dec 15 2025, 10:17 PM

bruh me and my AQA English GCSE homies H8 Autumn by Alan Bold
"green stuff" skullemoji

Sep 30 2025, 10:39 PM

just thinking abt how i miss the Zombie Pigmen in MC :(((((

Sep 12 2025, 10:28 PM

WOAH THERE!!! i'm really funny and i'll prove it.

"i didn't have a mango till i was 33"
"makes sense, you were born 1862"
"someone's not going to university!"
"someone was there to see the university built!"

*the cat food amazon ad idk man* "i wonder if [cat] can read minds?"
"anyone could read your mind with that forehead"

"has anyone got parents from different cultures?"
"i mean... my mum's from Wolverhampton"

also i'm putting a printout picture of House i found while researching my sociology hw on the actual homework

Sep 08 2025, 11:54 PM

i'm reaching the point of depression again and i desperately want just one person that cares. i miss my youth group because my mum hasn't been letting me go for the last few weeks and i would rather be called Apollo now but am scared to tell my friends (parents are out of the question- i told my mum abt being Casper and immediately she tried to feminise it :/) i'm considering trying vaping if i can and i just keep on hallucinating (or maybe flashbacks??? idk)- specifically these two moments, one where my dad dragged me halfway across the house by my collar, choking me, one where some bitch from SLT tried pointing out my SH scars like YES BITCH IK THEY'RE THERE???? but it's her face that haunts me. and the anxiety all week that she would tell my parents despite my excuses. and i keep picking at my fingers too!!! and i always need some form of pain to keep me sane. i think faith and addiction are the only things keeping me from either killing myself or running away like i could slit my wrists right fucking now and get to see at least one of my gods (maybe 3 if i'm lucky) i might make it to the Elysian fields, i might only get to the Ash field. either would be better than here. gods i need to stop thinking so often

Aug 23 2025, 11:41 PM

there's a cat outside letting out agonising yowls. not "give me food, i'm so hungry" but actual agony. actual suffering and i am full on crying thinking about it /gen