The people who have crippled you
You want to see them burn
The gates of life have closed on you
And now there's just no return
You're wishing that the hands of doom
Could take your mind away Sabbath Bloody Sabbath, by Black Sabbath
Kate
27 / Female / East Yorkshire / Midlands /South Wales, United Kingdom
Straight
Member since:
Apr 22, 2012
Last online:
Sep 21, 2019
Current rating: 9.3/10 (4 votes cast)
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About Me
Rubbish at spelling & has some crazy blonde moments :p BUT an epic friend who has left her mark, literally - Matt
^Not blonde anymore ;)
Said to be like the offspring of Wednesday Addams and Bugs Bunny..
like -Hair Dye,Thunder storms, Castles/ruins, Cars, Rallying,
Fitness training, the beach, graveyards, Art, Mystery, Psychology, Gigs, Italian food, Being outside at night,
Gothic architecture, Green tea,Real ale, Books/reading, Forestry type places, talking to Interesting people, Messing about with friends, Exploring, Hiking, discovering/learning new things and Sarcasm...
Dislike:Bullies, spiders, jealousy, road sweepers, long periods of bad weather, spammers,
having a tan/bright sunlight, e-books, milky coffee (why ruin a perfectly good drink ?! o.0) and manipulative people
If there’s anything else you want to know/if you want some advice or are having a "get something off your chest" moment
feel free to send me a PM and i'll do my best to help/listen to you =)
Rainbows, spooky stuff and Batty waffle :')
Favourite Music
! Don't forget to support your local music scene and record stores !
Listen to
Most music genres but
prefer alternative music in the goth/punk - metal side of things
3 days grace, 2cellos, A static Lullaby, Asking Alexandria, A Day To Remember, Alkaline trio, Amaranthe, AFI, Avenged Sevenfold, AlterBrige, Acid Ballet,Bullet for my valentine, Black Sabbath, Blessthefall, British lion ,Billy Idol, BVB, Breaking Benjamin,Chiodos, Christian Death, CrashDiet,Canterbury, Cradle of filth,CrossFade, Chiodos, Capture the crown,Devil Driver,D.R.U.G.S, Devilment, Draughty, DeathStars, Evanesance, Eve, Fallout Boy ,Escape the fate,Funeral for a friend, Finch , Five finger death punch, For all those sleeping , Five fold,From Autumn to Ashes, Fit for rivals, Good Charlotte, Gallows, Hatebreed, Harwthorn heights, Halestorm, Icon for hire,In flames, Iron maiden,In League With lions, Jimmy Eat World,Killing the crowned Empire,KISS,Linkin Park, Lamb of god,Let live, Like Moths to flames,Lacuna Coil,Mötley Crüe, MCR, Mayday parade, Machine head, Motor head, Mastodon,Memphis May Fire, Matchbook Romance, Monsters I've Met, Mineral, Miss May I , Metallica,Motionless In White ,My Darkest days,Nightwish,New found glory ,Our last night, Orange goblin, Opeth,Oh The Irony, Orison, Papa Roach, Pink Floyd, Pantera, Rise Against, Reckless love,Rise to remain, Rolling stones ,Rise against, Silverstein, Shinedown, Story's End, Sex pistols, Sliversun Pickups, Slayer, Saosin, Suicide silence, Skillet, Sound Garden, System of a down, State your cause,Sick puppies,Senses Fail, Story of the year, The last word, The Saddest Landscape, Twin Atlantic, The Maine,Trust Company,The Early November, Thrice, That sunday feeling, Trivium, W.A.S.P,William Control, Young Guns, Venom..Plus loads more!
♪ Feel free to message me listening/band suggestions ♪
Seen live
Rammstein [piros out of this world] / Nickelback / The Mercy House (x2) / Black Sabbath (with matt) / In Dantes Eclipse (acoustic set ) / Fury / Hell's Addiction (x2) / ACODA (worcester music fest '15) // Twin Atlantic //Kerrang! Tour 2013 - Birmingham O2 14.2.13Black Veil Brides / Chiodos / Fearless Vampire Killers / Tonight Alive / William Control //Lacuna Coil & Motionless in White Co headline tour/ Devilment - Birmingham institute 5.11.14 [what a night! ] // In This Moment (Black Widow tour) -Wolverhampton Slade Rooms 5.03.15 Fearless Vampire Killers [x2] / Starset <3 // Worcester Music Festival 2015 19-20th September (Bands i saw from both days line ups..in NO set order ) Pre Sleep Monologue (one of my favorite bands from the saturday) / Rosebud <3 /Young Causeway / Giants <3 / Vault of Eagles / Flatline / Ebony Clay / Attila the Stockbroker / Bren Haze (x2) / dead frequency / The loved and lost / The broken Oak Duet (x2) //Hawthorne Heights (if only you were lonely tour) 24.8.16 Birmingham O2 academy room 3 Ashes to Angles / Milestones UK // Humber Street Shesh 2017 5th August- Kings Horses/Wake up in Vegas /Years Young/Earthbreaker/Abandon the night/The escape artist/ Dividum <3/Of Allies <3/Rectifier /Fossa// HIM (Bang and Whimper - Farewell tour) 16.12.17 Manchester Academy // Dream State 18.2.17 The New Adelphi Club Chapter and Verse <3 / Liberatae Mae // St Agnes 22.2.17 The New Adelphi clubDead Hormones/ Fallen Idol // Public Image LTD 18.6.18 Huu// SlamDunk (North) 2018 26.5.18 - This Time Last Year <3 /The Dangerous Summer/ Loathe <3 / Brutality Will Prevail/ Say Anything <3/ Save Ferris/ Capdown <33/ZebraHead <33/ Lower Than Atlantis/Northlane <3/ Taking Back Sunday/ Jimmy Eat World <333//
PolarBear (Humber Sesh)- 27.1.17 Let man loose/ Brooder/ Rectifier (x2 at this point)// 11.2.17 Dead! <3/ The Kenneths/ Delta Vega <3 // 27.2.17 Three Day Millionaires <3/ Glass Mountain// 20.3.17 No Nothings/ Brosnan/ Electro Void <3/ Alex Fish <3 // 15.5.18 The Evil Litter/ Cosmo Calling/Codex+ second place// 8.5.18 Modern Mood Swings/Kit Trigg // 22.5.18 counting coins/The hot soles/Rei Gayaamie//12.6.18 Polo/Ambiere <3 / FINNO//
The New Adelphi club - 18.2.17 Dream State / Chapter and verse <3/ Liberatae Mae//22.2.17 St Agnes/ Dead Hormones/ Fallen Idol// 08.3.17 HABITS <3 /Nour/ Apparition// 22.3.17 The Piper/ Nour (x2) /The Avenues //
Store signings/band meet and greets
Blood on the dance floor - blue banana store signing 16/11/12
(^ dragged along by a mate)
Asking Alexandria - blue banana store signing 10/2/13
Hawthorne Heights and Ashes to Angles 24/8/16
( ^ Intimate gig < 100 people , amazing night and down to earth bands!)
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"My music library is too big" said No one.
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Favourite Films / TV / Books
Education / Occupation
University >.<
Lets hope this new degree goes better than the last!
i'd rather choke than spend another day in this darkening place.
the faster i swim, the deeper I seem to sink.
I can claw my way out all i like, but once depression gets hold of the things you hold dear and your anchors in your mind/life well, that's where things go wrong.
badly.
your world is suddenly flipped upside down.
With little and often no warning, then your thoughts/emotions left in a array of scattered tatters,with what seems like little hope of them fully being stitched back together afterwards..
Hell have things gone down hill for me in the last few months and it looks with exam season dawning, It's not going to get any easier either.
So please bear with me, if i become blunt and snappy because i've honestly no idea where i am and what to do anymore.
I might seem strong but even my walls break sometimes...
If only i could find a way of coping that didn't destroy me or those i care about.
meh,
Here i am back at square one and the rather empty and pointless drawing board it seems
*sigh*
To say the pasts few weeks have been eventful ,is a slight understatement..
Today being one of those crazy, hectic days where you're not sure how to think or react to others around you,
Is exactly how i felt today at local meet...
I haven't been for afew months but was shocked at the response i received when walking into the group, the amount of hugs
(my poor ribs XD) Smiles and support was amazing and truly unexpected...
Although I went with mates and may have come back with;
band merch, A new set of piercings and some random bite marks on my neck O.0
It was a meet i certainly won't forget in a long time but also it reminded me of a old post on my twitter:
"Don't forget who your real friends are and how much they mean to you.."
this certainly came true today.
After all,
Friends are the building blocks of life ,the family you choose to be around and above all are the people who help and support each other through the highs and lows together ,even with their differences :)
x
Judging before you know is a dangerous thing..
With the words ‘but humans are humans’ or the bullshit dramatics of the line ‘we all bleed red’ modern society can simply pretend that if we all did things the way they did, then everything would work out okay.
But yes, we all bleed red but you don’t treat a paper-cut the same way you treat a gash, you don’t treat an infected wound the same way you treat one that isn’t, you don’t treat a wound to the leg the same way you treat a wound to the gut. In doing this you are not acknowledging someone’s personhood when you ignore the very things that make their lives different from yours and when you refuse to understand that their circumstances have given them their own perspective on life that is just as valid as yours. More so you overlook their perspective about their experiences that you haven’t been through is far more valid than anything you could ever think about it. This where human nature combined with the outlooks and so called ‘standards’ of modern day society become a danger to it's own morals and self...
I realize now, that’s the way it works. That if you’re lucky, you might get to fall in love so hard and so deep, that it changes you. That love seeps its way into every atom and molecule in your whole being, so that even if it’s over, or the two of you are forced apart, you’ll always carry the imprint of their soul with you, steady as a heartbeat. Forever…"
- Melody Grace
Study me as much as you like, you will never know me, for I differ a hundred ways from what you see me to be. Put yourself behind my eyes, and see me as I see myself, for I have chosen to dwell in a place you cannot see."
- Rumi
I’m just as fucked up as they say
I can’t fake the daytime
Found an entrance to escape into the dark
Got false lights for the sun
It’s an artificial nocturne
It’s an outsider’s escape for a broken heart."
- Metric
but of having to explain, over and over and over again, why such arguments are still necessary, only to have my evidence casually dismissed by someone too oblivious to realise that their dismissal of the problem is itself a textbook example of the fucking problem. I am tired of being mocked by hypocrites who think that a single lazy counterexample is sufficient to debunk the fifteen detailed examples they demanded I produce before they’d even accept my point as a hypothetical, let alone valid, argument. I am tired of assholes who think that playing Devil’s advocate about an issue alien to their experience but of deep personal significance to their interlocutor makes them both intellectually superior and more rationally objective on the specious basis that being dispassionate is the same as being right (because if they can stay calm while savagely kicking your open wound, then clearly, you have no excuse for screaming)."
- Foz Meadows
Is it bad that I never really wanted to get saved? And laughing when hurt was my thing?"
- 27 Club - Letlive
Have more than you show,
Speak less than you know."
- William Shakespeare
"No matter how attractive a person’s potential may be, you have to date their reality."
- Mandy Hale
writing a essay whilst listening to music ends up with me absent mindedly writing song lyrics in the middle of a sentence >.<
no idea why i've just made a start on my course work due in later ..oh well
sleep is for the weak =)
(couldn't help that song reference xD )
something a very dear friend once said to me has never been so important -
Don't walk away cause you are scared to face the situation, Walk away when you have done all you can to save it...
I think it's sad that people nowadays feel the need to "follow the crowd" just to fit in.
We are all unique individuals for a reason...
So forget what others think about you go out there and live your life the way you want, make the world into something you want it to be.
After all you only get one chance at life so make the most of it :)
wow
haven't written in here for ages ..
Anyway keeping this update short and sweet -
Finished GCSE's and school so i've dyed some of my hair blue in order to somewhat celebrate and i fancied a change from my natural colour =D
to top things off i've a residential trip to Iceland next week
so should be fun
Laters
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