For the last time, I bleed myself dry tonight
And nothing I could ever write, would help you understand this life
There's so much beauty when your eyes lay lost in all the city lights Bananamontana, by Motionless in white
Will Archer
29 / Male / Manchester, United Kingdom
Straight / Single
Member since:
Apr 10, 2012
Last online:
May 17, 2013
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About Me
I'm shy due to the fact that I have very low confidence. I'm usually depressed. I like spending time with friends. If you want to know anything else, just ask. Oh, by the way, if I say i'm fine, don't believe me. If I say i'm ok or good, then yea, but don't believe fine.
Favourite Music
I like, Amon Amarth, Rammstein, Obsessive compulsive, Wolfcrusher, Sworn to oath, System of a down, MCR, Bullet for my valentine, Manowar, Iron maiden, Evanescence, Slipknot, Korn, Paramore, Asking Alexandria, Suicide Silence and various other bands.
Favourite Films / TV / Books
TV = Family Guy, Star Trek, CSI, Russel Howards' Good News, Red Dwarf, Andromeda & How I Met Your Mother.
Films = Star Wars (original trilogy is best), Star Trek (2009), The Avengers (marvel), Transformers, The Matrix, Starship Troopers & Equilibrium.
Crushes come and crushes go, but love stick and can make you feel ill. Crushes are just one moment, or up to a few weeks, of overwhelming passion and in some cases, lust. But love does not fade, it overwhelms and continues to do so. Love can turn your world upside down, or tear it in two, or even just make you feel like you're forever dreaming. Love is confusing.
Well, last night,I finally plucked up the courage (don't know where from) to tell my best female friend (she's also my best friend overall) that i was basically in love with her. I hope this doesn't end up ruining my life even more, or ruining our friendship, nothing ever seems to go right for me. But, I can hope that she at least appreciates my feelings toward her.
I've felt so weak lately, falling in love too easily, being distracted too easily, not feeling hungry at all, all i want to do is cut. I think i know why, it's been around 8 months since i last drank blood, but i mustn't feed, i don't want to turn into that monster again.
