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Lazarus Nikitin
22 / Male / Voronezh, Russia
Straight / Broken Hearted
Member since: Dec 23, 2020
Last online: Apr 13, 2021

Current rating: No rating yet/10 (0 votes cast)

About Me

“ - Every day of your life will be new, when you want it...              

   Well, a good time of the day!

   My name is Lazarus  and i am a simple guy, i am Russian and live in Voronezh in the Russian Federation, a place on planet Earth in the Solar System, The Mulky Way galaxy. But let's not get roo far away! So, my life path is creativity and knowledge of the beauty of nature, spiritual awareness and help people. I've had no problem communicating with people before, but i've had very few friends lately. I think this is due to the fact that i am too naive, strict, sensitive and pay attention to any small, not even the most obvious things. I think this is just another turning point in my life.

  My friends tend to be people who consider themselves metalheads, punks, emo, and people who are interested in anime culture, although i myself often look more like an indie rock fan or grunge. I like to look informal (as i like it or just comfortable), i am skeptical about politics and the media, and i am also very emotional and often allow myself, to put it mildly, strange things. Usually, i am often forgiven for my oddities, because i often just joke. I just really like showing people how i feel. In general, i communicate with different people.

   I am usually very silent, so much so that many people may find me strange. In fact, i like listening more, than talking. That's why i'm often called the " perfect conversationalisti". Ha, that's funny.. because sometimes i just want to be quiet with someone else...

   I don't feel like i'm stuck somewhere (in 2007, etc.) and i don't have problems with self-esteem, i communicate openly with people (when it happens, of course) and don't give up at the sight of impending problems. In addition, i have no complexes about my appearance, my social status, my position in life and my family, and it is normal for me to regularly change something in myself. And i am often told that i am very self-critical. However, my criticism often concerns others, which is not good (get ready:)... I love my live, my loved ones, my beloved city and my friends!

   So, i'll be happy to talk to you or even help you! And in any case, i will be glad to try to make friends with you, please.



Updated: 07.04.2021

More about me (spoiler)

   

     Dislike:  personality by pattern, bulling, aggressive activism, greed, smug.

     Like: hearfulness, strong friendship, cling to life, effort, perseverance, punctuality, beaming smiles and honest eyes. HUGS!

     Do not understandignorance, idolatry (stardom), mall  emo,  pop culture and everything related to it, scene kids ( (//_o) yeah.. explain to me, because i don't see much logic in it ), slam and mosh, rampage or scuffle, voluntary dementia, waste lifestyle (laziness, neglect loved ones, uncleanliness, drugs, excessive alcohol consumption), disrespect for elders, rudeness, consumer, stampede, cutting down trees, littering.

    What i like to do most fo all: climb trees (climb as high as possible and sit on them for a long time hanging down until someone tries to take me out of there), lie in the long grass in the field, sit in the middle of the city center in the park on the lawn with friends and chat, walk along the embankment (most often i do it alone), tune the stereo system as if i am at a concert and listen loudly to music, hug people close to me, be happy that i am alive, swing on a swing, play fun games (expecially hide-and-seek), have fun cooking, walk along the sandy embankment in autumn, breathe in the autumn air that reminds me that i'm still alive, playing in the autumn leaves, watch the stars with someone close to me, walk play in the rain,  falling face first into the snow, ignoring the pain, the cold, and the shocked people passing by, until someone comes to check if i'm still alive.


Tallness:
 6,1
Weight:
≈ 76 kg
Hair color:
light brown
Eye color:gray-green-blue



Favorite way to draw:

charcoal, pasteltempera


Favorite colors of paint for work:

 burnt sienna, burnt umber, viridian hue, ultramarine


The most pleasant musical instruments for me:

Violoncellofiddleacoustic quitar, bagpipes,
 harpsichordpipe organharp,
 irish whistlezhaleika


Traits:

Coming soon  . . .




“ - It is important - to try for other people...                                                                                          


           “ Why are we so eager to give ourselves to those who have done nothing to us?


                                                                          “ Everything is important.                                                 


 “ It is foolish to dream of something that can be called more simply a goal.                                                  The dream must be crazy and seem impossible!                                                           


 It is not enough just to be kind; it is important to regularly sacrifice yourself and your habits for the sake of others, even those who are not very close to you...                    




(i passed this test in 2020)

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth|||||||||||||||||||||66%
Intellect|||||||||||||||||||||70%
Emotional Stability|||||||||||||||50%
Aggressiveness||||||||||||||||||54%
Liveliness||||||||||||34%
Dutifulness|||||||||||||||46%
Social Assertiveness|||||||||||||||46%
Sensitivity|||||||||||||||46%
Paranoia|||||||||30%
Abstractness||||||||||||||||||58%
Introversion||||||||||||38%
Anxiety|||||||||||||||46%
Openmindedness|||||||||||||||50%
Independence|||||||||||||||||||||62%
Perfectionism||||||||||||||||||54%
Tension|||||||||||||||42%
   
Factorlow scorehigh score
Warmthcold, selfishsupportive, comforting
Intellectinstinctive, unstablecerebral, analytical
Emotional Stabilityirritable, moodylevel headed, calm
Aggressivenessmodest, docilecontrolling, tough
Livelinesssomber, restrainedwild, fun loving
Dutifulnessuntraditional, rebelliousconforming, traditional
Social Assertivenessshy, withdrawnuninhibited, bold
Sensitivitycoarse, toughtouchy, soft
Paranoiatrusting, easy goingwary, suspicious
Abstractnesspractical, regularstrange, imaginative
Introversionopen, friendlyprivate, quiet
Anxietyconfident, self assuredfearful, self-doubting
Openmindednesscloseminded, set-in-wayscurious, exploratory
Independenceoutgoing, socialloner, craves solitude
Perfectionismdisorganized, messyorderly, thorough
Tensionrelaxed, coolstressed, unsatisfied


Favourite Music

✶  the GATHERING  

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  Red Hot Chilli Peppers  

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  KATATØNIA  

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Old list (spoiler)



All titles are CLICKABLE!

Metal, metalcore, post-hardcore, emocore and alternative bands

  Zao  

  Vanna  

✦  Линия  ✦

  Deftones  

•  Northlane  

  Hand To Hand   

   Our Last Night   

  The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus   

  THIRTY SECONDS TO MARS  

   Bring Me The Horizon   

  Three Days Grace  

🕷  Lacuna Coil  🕷

  In Extremo  

🕱  Wolfheart  🕱

  Paramore  

🕷  Nightwish  🕷

🕱  Soilwork  🕱

  Beloved  

Important notes:

 - exception to the rule

cross off  - don't like it anymore

🕷 - gothic  🕱 - death metal

Classic rock, hard rock, progressive rock and heavy metal bands

  Queen  

•  Pink Floyd  

  SCORPIONS  

  Twisted Sister  

•  DIRE STRAITS  

•  Jefferson Airplane  

  Black Sabbath  

•  Deep Purple  

•  Genesis  

  Saxon  

  Styx   

  Sky  

Individual performers

•  Sting  • 

  Kate Bush  • 

•  ELTON JOHN  

    Fionnuala Gill    

🕈  Adrian von Ziegler  🕈

   Mylène Farmer  

•  Avril Lavigne  

•  Gary Moore  🎸

  Tom Waits  

  Alizbar  

music is math

:P

Other performers, wich i like

  Vacuum  

•  Secret  Garden  

  Midnight Oil  

  Culture Club  

  Lúnasa  

•  R.E.M.  


uph... 
And MANY-MORE artists... 

Favourite Films / TV / Books


More (spoiler)


All titles are CLICKABLE!

 From the movies:

 Andrey Rublev  (1966),

 Solaris  (1972)

(and more films by Anrei Tarkovsky),

films by  Charlie Chaplin  , 


 Big Fish   (2003),

 Without a Clue  (1988),

 Midnight in Paris  (2011),

 la femme N I K I T  (1990),

 The Apartmen (1960),

 A Chorus Line  (1985),

 Spartacus  (1960),

  Dracula   (1992),

 Cabaret  (1972),

etc.


 From the TV series:

 Once Upoa Tim ,

 My Name Is Earl  ,

etc.


 From the animated series:

 KING of the HILL  ,

 Over the Garden Wall  ,

 The Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack  ,

Adventure Time  ,

etc.



  From the anime, i like:

  Hayao Miyazaki Movies ,

  Your  / Name    君の名は。).


THIS MIGHT BE INTERESTING!

    Anime is so popular in our city that we have a Japanese animation festival (which is called the "All-Russian Festival of Japanese Animation" or "VRNFEST") every year in May, which lasts about a week. Cosplay shows, film screenings, concerts, lectures and master classes, open-air in parks (forum-exhibition, free photo session), it's all happening there. When I'm interested in watching some anime, I visit the cinema these days. There are often interesting anime novelties there. I could even call our city the Russian capital of Japanese animation.
                                                                                                    This is a great joy for me!


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VRNFEST: Instagram, VK


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 My favorite works are mostly is (russian and world) classical literature, also, i like to study history from books, read reflections and aphorisms, i am found of poetry, prose, philosophy, mythology; and i so like fairy tales.


                          Atoine de Saint-Exupery's                                             Lewis Carroll's

                                 Le Petit Prince                                    Alice's Adventures in Wonderland

                                                                                     Through the Looking-Glass, and What Alice Found There

                                                                                 and more...

Education / Occupation


Artist

(sculpture, painting, sewing, performing (theater) arts, writing)


Naturalist

(ecology, zoology, nature walks, collecting and growing plants)


Daydreamer

(craving for the stars, childish naivety, fairy tales, dreams, hope)

Who I'd Like To Meet

People who listen to their heart.

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Lost_Hardcore
Apr 04 2021, 04:57 AM
And it all was lies and hypocrisy...
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Lost_Hardcore
Feb 08 2021, 11:53 PM
Be alive my little friend. Please. Love you.
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Dec 26 2020, 11:09 PM
Thanks for the add :]
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Dec 26 2020, 05:38 PM
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Apr 02 2021, 02:39 PM - Sometimes i want to bang my head against the wall.

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Mar 01 2021, 01:22 AM - Summer 2019

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Feb 28 2021, 08:57 PM - April 2020

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Feb 03 2021, 10:25 PM - Summer 2019

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Feb 03 2021, 10:23 PM - Photo by Namiko Reymi: «Mood» (2018).

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Jan 29 2021, 06:55 PM - August 2018

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Jan 29 2021, 06:51 PM - «Happy warm cool time...» Summer 2016

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Journal

Apr 05 2021, 10:29 AM
>>---------------------------------------------------------<< My mother was very upset because i refused to eat her food. So i'm interrupting my hunger strike for a while. I can't let anyone else suffer because of my weirdness. This should only concern me. So, i haven't eaten anything for almost three days. >>---------------------------------------------------------<
Apr 05 2021, 04:22 AM
>>---------------------------------------------------------<< “ - He suffered for us on the cross...” Of course, i am not the Christ. And i don't think anyone can appreciate my sacrifice. However, one day is already over. Four days left. Yesterday, as luck would have it, my father brought an unusually large amount of food. When i was cooking, i couldn't even taste what it tasted like... >>---------------------------------------------------------<
Apr 04 2021, 04:41 PM
>>---------------------------------------------------------<< Well that's it. I've had enough for today. There was too much work today. And how did it happen that i started it right now? Now i shy away at the sight of my reflection in the mirror: a stranger is standing in front of me. Now, i'll drink my water and pass out. I need to get more sleep. I wish everyone who reads this to smile more often! >>---------------------------------------------------------<
Apr 04 2021, 04:02 AM
>>---------------------------------------------------------<< “ - It will be better for everyone...” Today is the first day. I dedicate my hunger strike to all those who are oppressed in society because they have personality disorders, are disabled or just look somehow different. I also want to warn all those who may read this: DO NOT REPEAT THIS IF YOU HAVE DISORDERS OF THE CARDIOVASCULAR SYSTEM, DISEASES OF THE DIGESTIVE SYSTEM, LUNG DISEASES OR OTHER DISEASES, INCLUDING CHRONIC ONES! "Good Morning, Vietnam" and "Today" by Jefferson Airplane will be with me today. I'll have a glass of water now, and then a second in the evening. NEED MORE DRINK Appreciate the food you eat! ✌🏻 >>---------------------------------------------------------<
Apr 03 2021, 09:59 PM
>>---------------------------------------------------------<< Today I ate almost nothing... I don't like my state of mind at all. I was called an ableist, so today I came up with a thought that will help me cope with the impending state and prove: i am not an ableist. To do this, i refuse to eat five days, namely from April 4 to 9. I do this consciously, but not in order to promote this way of achieving the goal or attract attention to myself. First of all, i need to prove to myself: that's not so. Thank you for understanding. >>---------------------------------------------------------<
Apr 03 2021, 06:13 AM
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Apr 03 2021, 05:44 AM
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Mar 03 2021, 12:35 AM
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Mar 03 2021, 12:16 AM
Well, the main thing to remember is that it is more important to give love than to receive it... So, excuse me.
Mar 02 2021, 11:58 PM
Private entry

Apr 05 2021, 10:29 AM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< My mother was very upset because i refused to eat her food. So i'm interrupting my hunger strike for a while. I can't let anyone else suffer because of my weirdness. This should only concern me. So, i haven't eaten anything for almost three days. >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 05 2021, 04:22 AM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< “ - He suffered for us on the cross...” Of course, i am not the Christ. And i don't think anyone can appreciate my sacrifice. However, one day is already over. Four days left. Yesterday, as luck would have it, my father brought an unusually large amount of food. When i was cooking, i couldn't even taste what it tasted like... >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 04 2021, 04:41 PM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< Well that's it. I've had enough for today. There was too much work today. And how did it happen that i started it right now? Now i shy away at the sight of my reflection in the mirror: a stranger is standing in front of me. Now, i'll drink my water and pass out. I need to get more sleep. I wish everyone who reads this to smile more often! >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 04 2021, 04:02 AM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< “ - It will be better for everyone...” Today is the first day. I dedicate my hunger strike to all those who are oppressed in society because they have personality disorders, are disabled or just look somehow different. I also want to warn all those who may read this: DO NOT REPEAT THIS IF YOU HAVE DISORDERS OF THE CARDIOVASCULAR SYSTEM, DISEASES OF THE DIGESTIVE SYSTEM, LUNG DISEASES OR OTHER DISEASES, INCLUDING CHRONIC ONES! "Good Morning, Vietnam" and "Today" by Jefferson Airplane will be with me today. I'll have a glass of water now, and then a second in the evening. NEED MORE DRINK Appreciate the food you eat! ✌🏻 >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 03 2021, 09:59 PM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< Today I ate almost nothing... I don't like my state of mind at all. I was called an ableist, so today I came up with a thought that will help me cope with the impending state and prove: i am not an ableist. To do this, i refuse to eat five days, namely from April 4 to 9. I do this consciously, but not in order to promote this way of achieving the goal or attract attention to myself. First of all, i need to prove to myself: that's not so. Thank you for understanding. >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 03 2021, 06:13 AM

Sometimes it's important to get a slap in the face... Excuse me, people who read all this. \(//-⦁)/ I'm sorry for showing my weakness. This is temporary. Now the main thing is not to become a bastard...

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Apr 03 2021, 05:44 AM

I'm alone in this rain.. again.. again.. again... Why?.. What should I say?.... "I Believe In You" Twisted Sister; "The Loner" Gary Moore; "End Of The Beginning" Thirty Seconds To Mars and their self-titled album; "In A Darkened Room" Skid Row: "Xerces", "Deathblow", and "Cherry Waves" by Deftones: "Beautiful Memories", "Beautiful Dreams", "My Everything", "One", "Lunara", "Glass Princess", "Bed Of Roses", "Fallen", "Nevermore", "For a lost Love", "Cliffs of Moher", and more by Adrian von Ziegler; and more, by others... _______will __🌧_______make _______________up _____________my __🌧________fortune _______🌧__________for _________________this ____🌧____________rainy, _______________sad __________________week...

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Mar 03 2021, 12:35 AM

Life from scratch, Do you believe it? I crossed out, now it's impossible to go back. And goodbye forever, The songs will remain, press the "play" button. It is sometimes scary to remember, Close that door! Without you, the sun goes out, the air makes breathing difficult. There are thousands of questions: Without love we are not, Without love we are not! Liniya - Without You Жизнь с чистого листа, Веришь? — Больно. Я перечеркнул, теперь назад невозможно. И прощай навсегда, Песни останутся, жми кнопку "play". Вспоминать иногда страшно, Закрой эту дверь! Без тебя гаснет солнце, воздух затрудняет вдох. Есть ответ на тысячи вопросов: Без любви нас нет, Без любви нас нет! Линия — Без тебя

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Mar 03 2021, 12:16 AM

Well, the main thing to remember is that it is more important to give love than to receive it... So, excuse me.

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Mar 02 2021, 11:58 PM

So many beautiful faces.. But, hey, where are the people?.. Эх.. Эмо? Эмоции? Что ты! Ага, щаз; это же не совместимо! . .

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