Lost_Hardcore

Lazarus
23 / Male / Voronezh, Russia
Straight / Broken Hearted
Member since: Dec 23, 2020
Last online: Apr 22, 2022

Current rating: 10.0/10 (1 votes cast)

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About Me

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“ What a fine weather today! Can’t choose whether to drink tea or to hang myself.”

― A.P. Chekhov

Updated: 25.03.2022

i think i have nothing interesting

to say about myself.

Now - nothing.

At the moment, he (already) has nothing more to say.

There's nothing left.

Just plastic and coals.

Unnskyld meg.

CHEER UP !

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“ The soul is full of shooting stars. So sad. It seems, that this is a universal sadness, that is about to engulf you and you will be in captivity. In the thrall of events, memories, that cannot be returned. And you will suffer and be sadder, than ever. And then you won't be able to stand it and end this world. You will destroy yourself. Destroy the whole world. You will end this worthless existence and you will be glad, that it's all over.

But then you'll realize, that you've made a huge mistake. You will understand, that all this could be fixed. But it will be too late. It's late enough, that nothing can be fixed. You can't do ANYTHING. You will burn and suffer. You'll break completely. And your, once bright soul, will be shattered. You will perish completely. You won't exist.

Perhaps, need to rethink everything, in order to understand at least something. ”

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dear honey, V.C.

19 Nov 2017

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Favourite Music

In short, i realy like the sound of emocore , hardcore , screamo , electronicore , metalcore , mathcore , post-hardcore ,

funeral doom , 90392620eb4abc4fff4.50122940.png , 90392620eb3b23304b7.47139096.png and 90392620eb11f6d8aa0.04025999.png metal (more melodic and atmospheric),

post-rock , darkwave , post-punk , gothic rock and metal, also some of INDUSTRIAL.

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And not short, below:

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Education / Occupation

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𝔄𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔰𝔱

𝔑𝔞𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱

𝔇𝔞𝔶𝔡𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔪𝔢𝔯

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Who I'd Like To Meet

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excuse-moi.

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Lost_Hardcore

Feb 22 2022, 01:07 AM

Сбегу я к морю под покровом темноты,

Никто и не узнает.

Сбегу от надоевшей слепоты,

Ведь сердце только там моё оттает.

И ни за что никто не угадает,

Каким путем решил идти.

Лишь те разумные киты,

Меня везде узнают.

Всё потому, что не люди они:

Ведь всё они осознают и понимают.

Любимые волны,

Знакомые песни.

Забыто здесь многое,

Когда мы были все вместе.

Пока стояли на пирсе,

Всё незаметно пролетело.

Нам стоит сбросить груз.

Уже всем это надело.

Но, всё же время нас торопит.

Оно в последний путь нас всё-таки проводит.

Мы времени спасибо говорим,

За то чудесное начало,

За этот вечер, наконец.

Ну, а завтра - будет утро,

И будет счастье. Не конец.

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Feb 20 2022, 01:40 AM

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Feb 20 2022, 01:20 AM

Lost_Hardcore

Jan 14 2022, 01:29 AM

Послушай меня, дорогой мой друг. Всякий раз, когда тебе кажется, будто ты лишний для близкого тебе человека, будто без тебя ему будет лучше, будто без тебя он будет счастливее, - знай: это не так. Мы всегда нужны (необходимы) друг другу. Просто нам часто что-то "кажется". В один момент, ты проснёшься и поймешь, что уже слишком поздно а тот самый человек, так и остался несчастливым, обделённым твоим вниманием. Он просто остался без тебя. А ты без него...
И мы продолжаем верить в то, что мы можем дышать под водой, обходиться без кислорода, но в конечном итоге, оказываемся прикованными к постели и уже не способными дышать самостоятельно...

Это уже лишь кислородная подушка или аппарат ИВЛ, но не более того...

Не отпускайте своих родных и любимых.

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Listen to me, my dear friend. Whenever it seems to you that you are superfluous for a person close to you, as if s(he) will be better off without you, as if s(he) will be happier without you - know: That's not so. We are always needed (required) by each other. It's just that we often "seems" something. At one point, you will wake up and realize that it's too late and the same person has remained unhappy, deprived of your attention. S(he)'s just left without you. And you're without her(him)...

And we continue to believe that we can breathe underwater, do without oxygen, but in the end, we find ourselves bedridden and no longer able to breathe on our own...

This is just an oxygen pillow or a ventilator, but no more than that..

Do not let go of your family and loved ones.

Don't leave me alone
Please
Don't go...

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Apr 04 2021, 04:57 AM

Lost_Hardcore

Feb 08 2021, 11:53 PM

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Dec 26 2020, 11:09 PM

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Dec 26 2020, 05:38 PM

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Jan 14 2022, 01:29 AM

Это уже лишь кислородная подушка или аппарат ИВЛ, но не более того...

Не отпускайте своих родных и любимых.

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And we continue to believe that we can breathe underwater, do without oxygen, but in the end, we find ourselves bedridden and no longer able to breathe on our own...

This is just an oxygen pillow or a ventilator, but no more than that..

Do not let go of your family and loved ones.

Don't leave me alone
Please
Don't go...

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Apr 05 2021, 10:29 AM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< My mother was very upset because i refused to eat her food. So i'm interrupting my hunger strike for a while. I can't let anyone else suffer because of my weirdness. This should only concern me. So, i haven't eaten anything for almost three days. >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 05 2021, 04:22 AM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< “ - He suffered for us on the cross...” Of course, i am not the Christ. And i don't think anyone can appreciate my sacrifice. However, one day is already over. Four days left. Yesterday, as luck would have it, my father brought an unusually large amount of food. When i was cooking, i couldn't even taste what it tasted like... >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 04 2021, 04:41 PM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< Well that's it. I've had enough for today. There was too much work today. And how did it happen that i started it right now? Now i shy away at the sight of my reflection in the mirror: a stranger is standing in front of me. Now, i'll drink my water and pass out. I need to get more sleep. I wish everyone who reads this to smile more often! >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 04 2021, 04:02 AM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< “ - It will be better for everyone...” Today is the first day. I dedicate my hunger strike to all those who are oppressed in society because they have personality disorders, are disabled or just look somehow different. I also want to warn all those who may read this: DO NOT REPEAT THIS IF YOU HAVE DISORDERS OF THE CARDIOVASCULAR SYSTEM, DISEASES OF THE DIGESTIVE SYSTEM, LUNG DISEASES OR OTHER DISEASES, INCLUDING CHRONIC ONES! "Good Morning, Vietnam" and "Today" by Jefferson Airplane will be with me today. ~~I'll have a glass of water now, and then a second in the evening.~~ NEED MORE DRINK Appreciate the food you eat! ✌🏻 >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 03 2021, 09:59 PM

>>---------------------------------------------------------<< Today I ate almost nothing... I don't like my state of mind at all. I was called an ableist, so today I came up with a thought that will help me cope with the impending state and prove: i am not an ableist. To do this, i refuse to eat five days, namely from April 4 to 9. I do this consciously, but not in order to promote this way of achieving the goal or attract attention to myself. First of all, i need to prove to myself: that's not so. Thank you for understanding. >>---------------------------------------------------------<

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Apr 03 2021, 06:13 AM

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Mar 03 2021, 12:35 AM

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Mar 03 2021, 12:16 AM

Well, the main thing to remember is that it is more important to give love than to receive it... So, excuse me.

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Jan 14 2022, 01:29 AM

Это уже лишь кислородная подушка или аппарат ИВЛ, но не более того...

Не отпускайте своих родных и любимых.

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And we continue to believe that we can breathe underwater, do without oxygen, but in the end, we find ourselves bedridden and no longer able to breathe on our own...

This is just an oxygen pillow or a ventilator, but no more than that..

Do not let go of your family and loved ones.

Don't leave me alone
Please
Don't go...

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Apr 03 2021, 06:13 AM

Sometimes it's important to get a slap in the face... Excuse me, people who read all this. \(//-⦁)/ I'm sorry for showing my weakness. This is temporary. Now the main thing is not to become a bastard...

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Apr 03 2021, 05:44 AM

I'm alone in this rain.. again.. again.. again... Why?.. What should I say?.... "I Believe In You" Twisted Sister; "The Loner" Gary Moore; "End Of The Beginning" Thirty Seconds To Mars and their self-titled album; "In A Darkened Room" Skid Row: "Xerces", "Deathblow", and "Cherry Waves" by Deftones: "Beautiful Memories", "Beautiful Dreams", "My Everything", "One", "Lunara", "Glass Princess", "Bed Of Roses", "Fallen", "Nevermore", "For a lost Love", "Cliffs of Moher", and more by Adrian von Ziegler; and more, by others... _______will __🌧_______make ________☁_______up _____________my __🌧__☁______fortune _______🌧__________for ___☁________☁______this ____🌧____________rainy, _______________sad __________________week...

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Mar 03 2021, 12:35 AM

Life from scratch, Do you believe it? I crossed out, now it's impossible to go back. And goodbye forever, The songs will remain, press the "play" button. It is sometimes scary to remember, Close that door! Without you, the sun goes out, the air makes breathing difficult. There are thousands of questions: Without love we are not, Without love we are not! Liniya - Without You Жизнь с чистого листа, Веришь? — Больно. Я перечеркнул, теперь назад невозможно. И прощай навсегда, Песни останутся, жми кнопку "play". Вспоминать иногда страшно, Закрой эту дверь! Без тебя гаснет солнце, воздух затрудняет вдох. Есть ответ на тысячи вопросов: Без любви нас нет, Без любви нас нет! Линия — Без тебя

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“ What a fine weather today! Can’t choose whether to drink tea or to hang myself.”

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Просто любите друг друга!
Не жалейте любви ни для кого!
Всё будет хорошо (точно тебе говорю)!

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“ What a fine weather today! Can’t choose whether to drink tea or to hang myself.”

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excuse-moi.

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Просто любите друг друга!Не жалейте любви ни для кого!Всё будет хорошо (точно тебе говорю)!

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Просто любите друг друга!
Не жалейте любви ни для кого!
Всё будет хорошо (точно тебе говорю)!