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Learning to love. Learning to create. Learning to believe. How could it be otherwise? 💔 We have to be strong.

Name: Lazarus Nikitin
Age: 22
Gender: Male
Orientation: Straight
Status: Broken Hearted
Location: Voronezh, Russia
Member Since: Dec 23, 2020
Last Login: Apr 13, 2021

About Me


“ - Every day of your life will be new, when you want it...              

   Well, a good time of the day!

   My name is Lazarus  and i am a simple guy, i am Russian and live in Voronezh in the Russian Federation, a place on planet Earth in the Solar System, The Mulky Way galaxy. But let's not get roo far away! So, my life path is creativity and knowledge of the beauty of nature, spiritual awareness and help people. I've had no problem communicating with people before, but i've had very few friends lately. I think this is due to the fact that i am too naive, strict, sensitive and pay attention to any small, not even the most obvious things. I think this is just another turning point in my life.

  My friends tend to be people who consider themselves metalheads, punks, emo, and people who are interested in anime culture, although i myself often look more like an indie rock fan or grunge. I like to look informal (as i like it or just comfortable), i am skeptical about politics and the media, and i am also very emotional and often allow myself, to put it mildly, strange things. Usually, i am often forgiven for my oddities, because i often just joke. I just really like showing people how i feel. In general, i communicate with different people.

   I am usually very silent, so much so that many people may find me strange. In fact, i like listening more, than talking. That's why i'm often called the " perfect conversationalisti". Ha, that's funny.. because sometimes i just want to be quiet with someone else...

   I don't feel like i'm stuck somewhere (in 2007, etc.) and i don't have problems with self-esteem, i communicate openly with people (when it happens, of course) and don't give up at the sight of impending problems. In addition, i have no complexes about my appearance, my social status, my position in life and my family, and it is normal for me to regularly change something in myself. And i am often told that i am very self-critical. However, my criticism often concerns others, which is not good (get ready:)... I love my live, my loved ones, my beloved city and my friends!

   So, i'll be happy to talk to you or even help you! And in any case, i will be glad to try to make friends with you, please.



Updated: 07.04.2021

More about me (spoiler)

   

     Dislike:  personality by pattern, bulling, aggressive activism, greed, smug.

     Like: hearfulness, strong friendship, cling to life, effort, perseverance, punctuality, beaming smiles and honest eyes. HUGS!

     Do not understandignorance, idolatry (stardom), mall  emo,  pop culture and everything related to it, scene kids ( (//_o) yeah.. explain to me, because i don't see much logic in it ), slam and mosh, rampage or scuffle, voluntary dementia, waste lifestyle (laziness, neglect loved ones, uncleanliness, drugs, excessive alcohol consumption), disrespect for elders, rudeness, consumer, stampede, cutting down trees, littering.

    What i like to do most fo all: climb trees (climb as high as possible and sit on them for a long time hanging down until someone tries to take me out of there), lie in the long grass in the field, sit in the middle of the city center in the park on the lawn with friends and chat, walk along the embankment (most often i do it alone), tune the stereo system as if i am at a concert and listen loudly to music, hug people close to me, be happy that i am alive, swing on a swing, play fun games (expecially hide-and-seek), have fun cooking, walk along the sandy embankment in autumn, breathe in the autumn air that reminds me that i'm still alive, playing in the autumn leaves, watch the stars with someone close to me, walk play in the rain,  falling face first into the snow, ignoring the pain, the cold, and the shocked people passing by, until someone comes to check if i'm still alive.


Tallness:
 6,1
Weight:
≈ 76 kg
Hair color:
light brown
Eye color:gray-green-blue



Favorite way to draw:

charcoal, pasteltempera


Favorite colors of paint for work:

 burnt sienna, burnt umber, viridian hue, ultramarine


The most pleasant musical instruments for me:

Violoncellofiddleacoustic quitar, bagpipes,
 harpsichordpipe organharp,
 irish whistlezhaleika


Traits:

Coming soon  . . .




“ - It is important - to try for other people...                                                                                          


           “ Why are we so eager to give ourselves to those who have done nothing to us?


                                                                          “ Everything is important.                                                 


 “ It is foolish to dream of something that can be called more simply a goal.                                                  The dream must be crazy and seem impossible!                                                           


 It is not enough just to be kind; it is important to regularly sacrifice yourself and your habits for the sake of others, even those who are not very close to you...                    




(i passed this test in 2020)

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth|||||||||||||||||||||66%
Intellect|||||||||||||||||||||70%
Emotional Stability|||||||||||||||50%
Aggressiveness||||||||||||||||||54%
Liveliness||||||||||||34%
Dutifulness|||||||||||||||46%
Social Assertiveness|||||||||||||||46%
Sensitivity|||||||||||||||46%
Paranoia|||||||||30%
Abstractness||||||||||||||||||58%
Introversion||||||||||||38%
Anxiety|||||||||||||||46%
Openmindedness|||||||||||||||50%
Independence|||||||||||||||||||||62%
Perfectionism||||||||||||||||||54%
Tension|||||||||||||||42%
   
Factorlow scorehigh score
Warmthcold, selfishsupportive, comforting
Intellectinstinctive, unstablecerebral, analytical
Emotional Stabilityirritable, moodylevel headed, calm
Aggressivenessmodest, docilecontrolling, tough
Livelinesssomber, restrainedwild, fun loving
Dutifulnessuntraditional, rebelliousconforming, traditional
Social Assertivenessshy, withdrawnuninhibited, bold
Sensitivitycoarse, toughtouchy, soft
Paranoiatrusting, easy goingwary, suspicious
Abstractnesspractical, regularstrange, imaginative
Introversionopen, friendlyprivate, quiet
Anxietyconfident, self assuredfearful, self-doubting
Openmindednesscloseminded, set-in-wayscurious, exploratory
Independenceoutgoing, socialloner, craves solitude
Perfectionismdisorganized, messyorderly, thorough
Tensionrelaxed, coolstressed, unsatisfied




Favourite Music


✶  the GATHERING  

  Red Hot Chilli Peppers  

  KATATØNIA  

 

Old list (spoiler)



All titles are CLICKABLE!

Metal, metalcore, post-hardcore, emocore and alternative bands

  Zao  

  Vanna  

✦  Линия  ✦

  Deftones  

•  Northlane  

  Hand To Hand   

   Our Last Night   

  The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus   

  THIRTY SECONDS TO MARS  

   Bring Me The Horizon   

  Three Days Grace  

🕷  Lacuna Coil  🕷

  In Extremo  

🕱  Wolfheart  🕱

  Paramore  

🕷  Nightwish  🕷

🕱  Soilwork  🕱

  Beloved  

Important notes:

 - exception to the rule

cross off  - don't like it anymore

🕷 - gothic  🕱 - death metal

Classic rock, hard rock, progressive rock and heavy metal bands

  Queen  

•  Pink Floyd  

  SCORPIONS  

  Twisted Sister  

•  DIRE STRAITS  

•  Jefferson Airplane  

  Black Sabbath  

•  Deep Purple  

•  Genesis  

  Saxon  

  Styx   

  Sky  

Individual performers

•  Sting  • 

  Kate Bush  • 

•  ELTON JOHN  

    Fionnuala Gill    

🕈  Adrian von Ziegler  🕈

   Mylène Farmer  

•  Avril Lavigne  

•  Gary Moore  🎸

  Tom Waits  

  Alizbar  

music is math

:P

Other performers, wich i like

  Vacuum  

•  Secret  Garden  

  Midnight Oil  

  Culture Club  

  Lúnasa  

•  R.E.M.  


uph... 
And MANY-MORE artists... 


Favourite Films & TV



More (spoiler)


All titles are CLICKABLE!

 From the movies:

 Andrey Rublev  (1966),

 Solaris  (1972)

(and more films by Anrei Tarkovsky),

films by  Charlie Chaplin  , 


 Big Fish   (2003),

 Without a Clue  (1988),

 Midnight in Paris  (2011),

 la femme N I K I T  (1990),

 The Apartmen (1960),

 A Chorus Line  (1985),

 Spartacus  (1960),

  Dracula   (1992),

 Cabaret  (1972),

etc.


 From the TV series:

 Once Upoa Tim ,

 My Name Is Earl  ,

etc.


 From the animated series:

 KING of the HILL  ,

 Over the Garden Wall  ,

 The Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack  ,

Adventure Time  ,

etc.



  From the anime, i like:

  Hayao Miyazaki Movies ,

  Your  / Name    君の名は。).


THIS MIGHT BE INTERESTING!

    Anime is so popular in our city that we have a Japanese animation festival (which is called the "All-Russian Festival of Japanese Animation" or "VRNFEST") every year in May, which lasts about a week. Cosplay shows, film screenings, concerts, lectures and master classes, open-air in parks (forum-exhibition, free photo session), it's all happening there. When I'm interested in watching some anime, I visit the cinema these days. There are often interesting anime novelties there. I could even call our city the Russian capital of Japanese animation.
                                                                                                    This is a great joy for me!







VRNFEST: Instagram, VK


hhhh

Favourite Books


 My favorite works are mostly is (russian and world) classical literature, also, i like to study history from books, read reflections and aphorisms, i am found of poetry, prose, philosophy, mythology; and i so like fairy tales.


                          Atoine de Saint-Exupery's                                             Lewis Carroll's

                                 Le Petit Prince                                    Alice's Adventures in Wonderland

                                                                                     Through the Looking-Glass, and What Alice Found There

                                                                                 and more...



Education / Occupation



Artist

(sculpture, painting, sewing, performing (theater) arts, writing)


Naturalist

(ecology, zoology, nature walks, collecting and growing plants)


Daydreamer

(craving for the stars, childish naivety, fairy tales, dreams, hope)



Who I'd Like To Meet


People who listen to their heart.


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Lost_Hardcore

Apr 04 2021, 04:57 AM

And it all was lies and hypocrisy...
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Lost_Hardcore

Feb 08 2021, 11:53 PM

Be alive my little friend.
Please.
Love you.
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Dec 26 2020, 11:09 PM

Thanks for the add :]
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Dec 26 2020, 05:38 PM

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