Nov 06 2012, 02:31 AM

So my parents fight alot n my familly is falling apart, n theres this 1 person who means everything to me n that person knows that, he's all i got know .....i do everything he says, m ready to be even his servant but i just want to be loved back, i dont do anything if he doesnt like it, he has my password n id to facebook n others....this is the only place i can share my emotions :'( ....last nite i was so fucked up my parents were fightings n they said their gonna leave us probablly...n some asshole commented on my page n i replied "ROFL". n he got so agry that he told me to get lost, he said i never do what he says n why did i reply that mother****ng guy... :'( i dont know how to show him it was just one comment i allways do what he says allways!!!! then why??? :'( i cried so much last nite n hurt my self alot he knows m sick of life n cant take anymore pain, why does he do that?? its like he got angry n forgot who i am :'( i never get angry even though he flirts with every asshole B**** n stuf. i would never disobey him. i do feel like m a servant but atleast m something :'( LIFE SUCKS!!!!!! i was so close to killing my self ....huh why didnt i :'(