And I couldn't breathe in
Yeah, and so this isn't your time
Yeah, been chasing kairos with those scapegoat eyes
Can't you realize?
Fuck the summertime, it's you
So scared of overgrowing youth
Gold, by EDEN
Edgar Roman
32 / Male / Phoenix/arizona, United States
Straight / Single & Looking
Member since:
Jan 04, 2010
Last online:
May 10, 2011
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About Me
hey!! lets see im 17 i love to draw,write music,i play the guitar both acustic and electric,im a wrestler/ foot ball player i also have a band were undecided on the name the temporary name is Wings To Voyage im also a vocalist i like to bree alot inhale and exhales ,i play foot ball and wrestle for North high im a jr by the way i love to hang out with my friends i love to go to shows wether its to go and watch a friend play or just to go see a good show.AhA dont be shy send me a message and ill gladly repond 8)
im not a homophobe im cool aslong as you dont try to do any thing like try to kiss me or askme if i want a blow job or if ill give one!! ill just knock you out right then and there
im random at times thats the milde adhd thoe and im pretty strait fwrd ill tell you the truth weather it be good or bad...i dont like liers or fakes be proud of who you are!! im also the person every one comes to weather it is for advice or just to talk to... but this doesnt mean that just cuz i know you or just met u i want to hear how ur boyfriend fitzy left u for ur best friend
oh and i like meeting new people im nice and shy ill worm up to sooner or later im very social 8) ahaha
HERE I AM SITTING IN THE DARK TRYING TO FROGET HOW I TRADED MY EMOTIONS FOR A CONTRACT TO COMMIT AND HOW YOU USED ME FOR YOURE GAME im one of them
YOU TOLD ME TO LOVE YOU SO I DID I TIED MY SOUL INTO A KNOT AND FORCED MY SELF TO SUBMIT SO WHEN YOU LEFT I ONLY KEPT MY SCARS im one of them
THE EMPTINESS I FELT WHEN I WAS WITH YOU IS NOW FILLED WITH HATE AND DISTRUST BUT ITS A SMALL,SIMPLE,SAFE PRICE TO PAY THIS IS NOT A SMALL CUT THAT SCABS, AND DRIES, AND FLAKE AND HEALS
I WANT THE PAIN OF PAYMENT CUZ I AM NOT AFRAID TO DIE.IM NOT AFRAID TO BLEED, AND FUCK, AND FIGHT WHATS LEFT, BUT A SECTION OF PIGMENT SIZE CUTS MUCH LIKE A SLEW OF A THOUSAND UNWANTED FUCKS im one of them
HMMPH THAT ME IS NOW GONE SO I DONT KNOW WHERE I BELONG THE MEMORIES IN MY HEAD ARE ONLY FILLED WITH HATE
THEVOICE IN MY HEAD ONLY SCREAMS DEAD MEMORIES I GUESS IT'S RIGHT YOU ARE JUST A DEAD MEMORY IN MY HEART THERES JUST DEAD VISIONS OF YOU AND YOURE NAME AND MAKE MARK LEAVING SPACE FOR THE GUILT TO BE LIQUID TO FILL AND SPILL OVER AND UNDER MY THOUGHT
YOU SHOULD HAVE ENDORED MY WORLD YET YOU WERN'T HONEST SO THE VOICES IN MY HEAD SAY ROTT IN THE GROUND JUST AT THE SIMPLE THOUGHT OF HAVEING YOU IN MY ARMS I GUES THIS I MY SAD SORRY SELFISH CRY OUT TO THE CUTTER IM CUTING TRYING TO PICTURE YOURE BLACK BROCKEN HEART LOVE IS NOT LIKE ANYTHING EPEIALLY A FUCKING KNIFE im one of them
BUT TO DAYS JUST ANOTHER DAY IN WHICH THE SHAME HASN'T GONE HARD TO BELIEVE THAT I'VE LET GO ...YET DESTINY CANT REPLACE MY LIFE OF SHAME, LOOK AT ME YOU CAN TELL BY THE WAY I MOVE AND DO MY HAIR DO YOU THINK ITS ME? OR IT NOT ME I DONT EVEN CARE
IM ALIVE I SMELL IM THE CLEANET IVE EVER BEEN I FEEL BIG I FEEL TALL I FELL DRY dry just look at me look at me now IM NOT A FAKE UR THE FAK A FAKE A FAKE A FUCKING FAKE DO I DRINK not lately DO I DATE very frequently IGOTT PERFECT PLACEMENT ALL MY INKS SATIFIED IN YOUR EYES IM THE BIGGEST FAN IVE GOT NOW I MADE SURE I LOOKE THE WAY I WANTED TO LOOK SIGH.....
YOU DHOULD PROBABLY JUST SHOOT ME NOW OTHERWISE... IM GONNA KILL YOU IM SICK REALLY ICK IM ONE OF THEM
YOU HOULD PROBABLY JUST COVER YOUR EYE NOW ILL HAVE TO WARN YOU THI IS GONNA HURT REALLY HURT IM ONE OF THEM NOW IM INFECED QUARANTINE ME OR DONT YOU LOVE WHAT IVE BECOME NOW
SCARY SHADOWS OF YOU AND MY PAST ARE DEAD ,ITS JUST LIKE I PRESSUMED YOUR LOVE IS NOT WORTH DIEING FOR I DONT BLAME YOU FOR WANTING ME DEAD IM ONE OF THEM NOW...
-EDGAR ROMAN AKA ♠POSICK♣
Favourite Music
I like all types of music but i like to listen more to post/hard core,love metal,goth metal,hard rock bands like THE BEATLES,NIRVANA,I SET MY FRIENDS ON FIRE,THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA,born of osiris,ESCAPE THE FATE,a day to remeber, EMMURE,five finger death punch,SCARY KIDS SCARYING KIDS,BRING ME TO THE HORIZON,ARCH ENEMY,of mice and men,GWEN STACY,I WRESLTED A BEAR ONCE, GREELEY ESTATES,simple plan,HOUSE VS HURRICANE,eyes set to kill,BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE,the ghost in side,WHAT LIES BENEATH US ,motionless in white, RATT,ACDC,HAGGARD,KILLSWITCH ENGAGED,METALLICA,GREENDAY,CARCASS,SYSTEM OF A DOWN,SLIPKNOT,H.I.M,ALICE COOPER,MERILYN MANSON,ozzy osbourne,MUSE,LA CUNACOIL,HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD,panda,CHIODOS,SMASHING PUMPKINS,Disturbed,opeth,Fountins of wayne,Saliva,,BOB MARLEY,HIP-HOP,OLDIES,RAP,LIL BIT OF REGTON,ect YOU GET THE POINT if its ghetto ill listen to it and im always up for new material if you know a band that u think ill enjoy pleas dont hesitate to tell me :)
Favourite Films / TV / Books
tv:mtv1&2,vh1 classic,ultimate fighter,MANSERS aha,xm LIQUID METAL XL,octane:new hard rock
TV SHOWS: INVADER ZIM,THE MISSADVENTURES OF FLAP JACK, MANSWERS SHOWS REALLY FUNNY,FAMILY GUY,SOUTH PARK, IF ITS FUNNY OR GHETTO ILL WHATCH IT!!
film: house of 1oo corpses,DRAG ME TO HELL,HOUSE OF 100 ,9,THE NIGHTMARE BEFOR CHRISMAS,CORPSES,HALLOWEEN,STAND AND DELIVER, ALL THE FRIDAY MOVIES,JENNIFERS BODY,the fast and furious movies, basically any thing scary,funny, or action pact
DONT REALLY GOT ANY BUT I LIKE TO WRITE AND READ POETRY!!
Education / Occupation
high school,and i work doing asphalt... im very indepndent hardly rely on my parents for any thing so yes i coock and do my own lundry and iron my own clothes if u dont ur realy lazy,or u just really suck...
Who I'd Like To Meet
GOD,THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA,DISTURBED,gwen stacy, EDGAR ALLAN POE,LANGSTON HUGHES,HANRI MATISSE,PABLO PICASSO, and new people