Hey gorgeous baby girl (see you get gorgeous baby girl, not just the normal baby girl :P), Just a quick note to say yeah feel free to e-mail me if you need advice/chat, it's no worries and just for future reference you don't need to ask me, I'd hope you know I will always be happy to chat, advise, do what I can for you. Love you cuteness :P XxMwahxX

I did nothing >.< i never do anythingg.

Weekend has been fun. My parents finally have stopped fighting so, naturally, i get lots of guilt prezzies. I passed 2 of my GCSE tests that i took last Friday. And now, parents bought me paint to re-decorate my room. Hell, life is pretty sweet atm. Yours?

hey np i could be better

Hows my baby girl!? Ive had such a random busy couple of weeks, in between, shoots, getting dragged into a catwalk show, forgetting power chargers for laptop, losing my phone and being a bit of a nomad my response has been spread over the last ten days so some of it may seem disjointed. :s Hehe Im glad youve been using baby girl. :D I have no idea whos to blame. :P I feel I should clarify that I dont address everyone as baby, you are actually one of three girls and three boys who I address as baby. I do have a few honourary babies but they get addressed with their first names, but you are one of the privileged six. :D Glad youve had a good week, mines been a nightmare, which I shall go into later. Magna Carta, is that the one on the PS2, erm Magna Carta : Tears of blood, not something I have played that often myself, only a few times though. I think someone I know has it, I may have to borrow it now. :D Did you have a good day with Evie!? It sounds like you did. Yeah she has added me; she seems cool and has taken the time to fill out her profile, which is all good. :D The good kind of crazy, sounds fun, at least a little craziness is interesting. Sounds like a great day and I know what you mean with seeing different cities / towns / locations etc from where one lives, it can get a little meh like you say after a while. Well weekend which was the 10th/11th wasnt that bad really, the one thats just gone was great up until me getting head butted by some idiot Chav.

The new boy, affectionately known as Louis: Well we have discussed the new boy/Louis already via e-mail already and at some length. You already know the situation, but I am still firm in my conviction of keeping him out of what I decide to do. Just to keep you up-to-date, I have made clear my concerns to Louis as well. However at the moment he is saying all the right things, doing all the right things and perhaps clouding my judgement and decision making. I have already made the decision that I am not going to give everything up for him; I think that would be a huge burden for him and a huge burden for me so I have decided in no uncertain terms that Louis is no reason for me to give up everything here and relocate. I am looking at it from the perspective that I am not happy what I am doing as regards work, things look like they have dropped in to place that financially I would be able to go and pursue other avenues. As Ive already suggested though, I need to make this decision based on me and nothing to do with anyone else. As you suggest, fortunately its not an all or nothing issue though, I do have friends in London, I have even lived there before. I know if all went wrong with him then London isnt exactly bereft of opportunities. I do have to consider as well, with the way the I.T. industry is changing, I do need to adapt and I can see that the areas I wish to move in to are more easily accessible down towards London. Hehe as I have probably mentioned before, my heart is in a jar at the side of my bed, and it wont be going anywhere soon. He has managed to make a couple of small dents on the lid of the jar but nothing that would warrant any kind of compromise of the seal on the jar. :P Hmmm well thank you, I think he is rather lovely too, you should see him naked. :P *Andy receives a slap from Louis for that :D* Bloody Tossers aka BT: They still havent sorted it properly, but it has been better, Im utilising the wireless in the hotel at the moment and that is fairly stable. :D Tantra weekend socialite: Well sounds like you had and have a few good weekends planned, I hope you have a great time baby girl. I love catching up with old friends, people I havent seen for a while.

The hot and the heat: I do quite enjoy the warmer weather and I am a bit of a sun child, however I am only happy as long as I remain cool, if I start getting too warm I do struggle to bring my temperature down (I have no idea why), I went to the Gunston 500 a few years ago and the combination of the sun and great waves was one of the best two weeks of my life. :D I must admit I tend to suffer from migraines more when its warmer. Hmmm I know what you mean with the barbecues, the odour gets to me, partially cooked, burnt on the outside, stinking marinated flesh isnt exactly my idea of fun. Ekkk, with your brother. I think people often think that just because we live in the United Kingdom that the sun is not really an issue. Ahem I do have a few summer incidents, however present company has a half reasonable opinion of me at the moment, so I will have to recount those to you at a later date. :D Deranged dancing and super happy screamy Tantra: Haha, I often embrace the old styles of GateCrasher, Passion, Slinky, Tidy, Hard House when I am dancing in straight and gay venues as I always have a strong desire to be doing something different to the masses. :P It is quite entertaining when I bump into a fellow old Crasherkid though, it usually ends up being a good old cyber battle, much to the amusement of the rest of the people dancing. As I said though I really dont give a shit, so yay me! :D Super happy screamy Tantra, hehe Im glad youre loving that, I think it suits you. :D Haha, hmmm more Andys in the world, I shudder to think, an army of mes, I would be scared, but thanks. :P Hehe, Im sure Ill get to fourteen in about five or six years time, or maybe I shall regress even further.

Whimsical Laughable Muttering (aka Windows Live Messenger): Haha, Im glad its not just me, I am guessing that there is a built in intelligence scanner or something that stops you from signing in again if you are exhibiting signs on intellect. :P Awww the love will always flow baby girl. :D Damn! So now Im not retraining as a cherub? Id gone and bought my wings, got the harp, got a little sash, got the boy and arrow......bugger! Oh well. :D No time to have Never stand still weekends: Right to avoid confusion I shall talk about last weekend which was the seventeenth and eighteenth. I think Ive mentioned before that it was pretty good up until Saturday night. Friday night was Climax (a monthly LGBT gay night run by Sheffield Uni - http://www.myspace.com/climaxsheffield), I tend to go every month, its real cheesy pop and a bit of a mince fest but most of my friends go so its a good place to catch up and if I didnt go the babies would sulk. :P Anyway I had been in Climax for about an hour with the babies and decided I was going to go and mingle for a bit and catch up with people. I caught up with the Pride committee/crew lot (its getting closer!), I bumped into a bunch of the random family lot and was chatting with them for about the next hour. Then Henry came and found me(as usual) and said Andy, youre there, come on I want to dance, I'm in a grinding mood!. :P So after a little discussion about how I wont jump when he clicks his fingers, I did go and have a dance with him. Im sure that boy just loves to tease the hell out of me and see me get wound up. :P He was doing it all the more though, because he knows Im involved with someone.....bad baby! He is pretty though, this is him when we were on the tram home Saturday morning, I looked like something death had run over and he still looked pretty much perfect. :P Saturday afternoon I headed back into Sheffield and met up with friends I know from Corporation mostly. They are pretty much all emo. We had planned a picnic type thing in a place called Devonshire Green (Square), however the weather wasnt up to much so we headed to the pub instead, we stayed there for a few hours then decided to head onto somewhere else, twenty odd already impressively drunk emos stumbling through Sheffield was actually quite an enjoyable sight. :D

Saturday night was going ok and I was having quite a good night until the bloody idiot chav decided to head-butt me. He was being a cocky twat in front of his mates and the eternal battle between emo and chav came to light again. He did get ejected from the club and I wanted to go and have a word with him, but the bouncers wouldnt allow me to leave, probably for the best in hindsight as I was rather wound up. I gained a nice cut lip, and as I went down, I got a bump on the back of my head, scrapes on my back and arms. Most of them have started healing rather well, however my teeth are still aching. :( I think the bump on the head may have given me slight concussion as well, as I was sick a few times after the incident. Thankfully my SnakeBites didnt get caught or I think that could have been rather painful and messy. :s I called Louis on Sunday morning and filled him in on what had happened and he got a bit upset, bless him. He did end up making me feel a bit better though after wed spoke, so that was good. :) For the rest of Sunday I didnt do a great deal, I was just nursing my battle wounds mostly and catching up on washing....fun!!! Pimp Daddy Andy: I decided to split this section off as its not really related to the weekend just gone. Hmmm yes the exs ex was just a disaster waiting to happen and Im glad I decided against it all. I have regained an old friend (like you said), which has been good. Haha Gosh, all this action youre getting, yep, Im just a regular Pimp Daddy; Im fighting them off with a stick at the moment. :P Ekkk gained a sort of boyfriend *Andy breaks into a cold sweat and has to start breathing into a brown paper bag* :s, give me some warning when youre going to say things like that to me. :P Haha no its all ok at the moment as regards Louis. Yay! You like the Mighty Boosh, quality programme in my book. :D Haha that kind of sounds a bit like one of my sayings actually, mines bad things dont happen to me, I happen to them. :P Aww of course Im not slagging of what youre saying. Yeah they are all bastards, not really been in touch with many of them since, I have enough to get sorted out without them adding to it.

Rocking the casbah. :P: Hmmm dont get me started on head Doctors, Ive seen a couple and they just appear to be condescending, perpetual bullshiters who just want to pump you full of drugs that from my experience actual make things worse. As you can probably tell, I dont have a lot of time for them. Avoid them like the plague if you can. Hehe, I often reduce things down to blah, blah, blah when I have little interest in them, or dont see the point etc, but Im glad it put a smile on your face. :D Hehe, yeah my independence has built up to a level Im happy with, it has been partly reactive and partly proactive, but it does help to keep me from being too reliant on anyone, Ive made that mistake in the past. Ahem, Im not that picky when it comes to gay dudes....ok I am but the odd one gets through. :D Arrggghhh! Id hate being thick, I so wouldnt be able to deal with it. I know some people say its a simpler existence but I dont know if I could cope. :s Hmmm I sometimes wonder if when Im hunting for problems, Im doing it as some sort of defence mechinism to avoid risking myself getting hurt. I suppose when/if the right person comes along then maybe that may change, so far I havent started doing it with Louis. Make of that what you want. :P Gee the straight, arrogant, egotistical bastard sounds a hell of a dude. :D Hmmm I have know a few people who have managed to change their behaviour when it happens to them, however usually just like you said its short lived. I shall have to have a browse through your Myspace blogs when I get chance, they sound stimulating. :D Hehe, it is freaky. My heart ended up in a jar after it took a good beating from the relationship with my last serious boyfriend, I turned a blind eye to a bit too much and lots of things I had suspected turned out to be true and the poor thing was rather battered and bruised so its in the jar to have some rest and try and repair. It does wake me up in the middle of the night every once in a while when it decides to beat. :D Hehe he is cute and adorable, and being far too nice to me (Ive told him to quite or Ill get used to it), and makes sure that Im introduced and included when Ive been to see him and met his friends, and only makes me beg a little bit. :P Well I think Ive probably told you his name already, in fact Im pretty sure I have, but its Louis. Haha no he will always be a boy to me, I have a pair of jeans that are older than him. :P Hehe youre so bad, even though I call him boy, hes a big dude in all the right places. ;). Yeah I have managed to refrain from my usual pessimism where Louis is concerned, might be because he is a really open, honest person and so I havent had any reason to think there is something else behind how he is with me and what he says (I acknowledge that its a rather annoying symptom of ADHD where I often over analyise peoples behaviour and what they say to the point of paranoia and pessimism, I usually expect the worst from people :/)