sometimes i think that im not any good at all, and sometimes i wonder what im doing here at all, but then you assure me, i'm a little more than useless More Than Useless, by Relient K
Death Defined
28 / Female / somewhereovertherainbow, United States
Straight / Single
Member since:
Oct 19, 2014
Last online:
Apr 04, 2021
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About Me
dont expect me to love you. dont expect me to care. Fallen in the ashes, this is where I lay.
My body is needle winding up the thread. kissing your lips like fire rain. and splitting your heart wide open.
This is where I rest my soul, undying love dismay. Arrange these flowers like a vessel, keeping the lost at bay.
Caress me like the sun, the tears are hot with raging in me, a demand of hurt to learn this yearning day. is setting faster than this storm cannot create, oh drifting night....give me something to hold on to.
. I LEAVE PEOPLE OFTEN. AND I DONT GET ATTACHED. I DONT LOVE YOU. BUT I WILL HELP YOU IF YOU EVER GENUINELY NEED IT.. I DONT CARE WHETHER YOU LIKE ME OR NOT, I HATE ALL OF YOU EQUALLY. THE ONES I LOVE YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND. YOU'LL NEVER KNOW THE TRUE ME
I RESCUE KITTENS ON A REGULAR BASIS
I LOVE THE OUTDOORS, GOING FOR WALKS
I AM VERY SEXUAL
I AM SO BITTERSWEET
I WRITE POETRY
I LIKE TO BE ALONE
im MORE MATURE THAN YOU THINK
MY FAVORITE COLOR IS BLACK
I HAVE 32DDD BRA SIZE USA
You date someone, you barely know, you push each other away, and blame each other, you try to call it love, you fight and cry and Ignore turn truth, you kiss and fuck and say that it is love. But what is love to you. I just wrote that. And I dont care what it does or doesn't apply to I believe things like this happen everyday. You say you want a man whom you can trust, but you lie to everyone. You say you want a women who you can actually keep, with lust in your eyes, what do you really seek? You say you want a man to respect you, And you question his every step slapping him with your words or hiding away, showing off your body and expecting him not to struggle. You say you want a woman....what are you looking for..... love begins from the bottom of your heart take those bitter nasty feelings And tell him the truth. Tell her the truth. Every single fucking day. Do not be afraid of what you cannot change. Embrace who you are. You are not broken. But carefully hid.
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i think everyone has a demon or two, ive seen one. i was created this way and this is the way i am and shall always be. i also strongly believe in doing good things for others. things like helping you, and i save cats lives, i rescue them from off the streets. are naturally in myself to do. alot of things i feel indifferent to. like death, if someone dies its just there time to die and im not going to cry over it, unless i was in love with them. i have great inner confidence, i am a poet. I AM COMFORTABLE WITH MY SEXUALITY. im 5' 1" 32DDD I know how to say I love you in 6 languages. I have green eyes and full figure. *warning* kinky. I have kik, facebook, and skype. i hate it when people say YOU WILL BURN IN HELL or THIS IS WRONG, because they HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE but i do think that this is an interesting belief for me. its really hard to creep me out.Favourite Films & TV- the crow, titanic, the matrix, grease 2, spirit stallion of the cimarrion, lost, blue exorcist, vampire knight, kamisami kiss, Veer-Zaara, The Sorcerer and the White Snake, Painted Skin: The Resurrection, Death Note, man on the moon, the breakfast club, the great doctor, lord of the rings, DORIAN GRAY, wuthering heights, howls moving castle, real genius, star trek, the prince of egypt, joseph king of dreams, the secret garden, hockey night. as for music i like older rock like nirvana the white stripes and red hot chili peppers and the beatles, metal like mudvayne stone sour and slipknot, soft music like maroon 5 and adele, love songs. regular sh!t like three days grace, crossfade, breaking benjamin.
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Who I'd Like To Meet
I believe there is a creator, that there is a god but...I do not see god as god. i see the word god as a general term for the beginning of our existence. I do not doubt that he is there...and I do not doubt that there are many things out there that i am not aware of. that is why i plant no firm belief in anything anyone tells me. I make my own religion in myself. from what I have read it seems satans stuck here full of terrifying emotions and he cant really go anywhere else, so i dont blame him. i think the balance of good and evil of beautiful although some things may be horribly gruesome. people do disgusting things every single day. and if i am not right out told by some almighty thing of what is a what. WHO AM I TO SAY ANYTHING? i am nothing but human. I could be an incarnation, I could be an angel, I could have demons, i could be an incarnation of angel angel with 3 demons inside my soul. who fucking knows. but hey. thats life/afterlife/spiritworld/death. whatever you call anything. we exist. i cannot change that i exist, I AM WHO I AM. and i embrace the path set before me to mend and cherish to my liking to hate and to love. to wonder how meaningless everything is...until something beautiful happens to show me how to truly smile again.
