They call you stupid, worthless, tell you you're not worth it.Now you're walkin' back, to a place you call home,but you feel so alone.The same hurtful hits, it's your darker place.In your virgin ears, the remarks they make.
if you only knew, by joe faviare
Tony Serise
25 / Female / Cape Corel Flordia, United States
Member since:
Nov 13, 2012
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About Me
I really don't care who you are, I'm me. I am weird, I'm loud, I'm a slacker. That's who I am, and if you don't like it, then get in the line of people waiting for me to give a fuck. I don't judge people, only accept. I would like people to do the same, so this is how I live. I play the acoustic guitar and piano, just starting out with guitar, years with piano. I'm pretty good, I think I moved from Russia with my two sisters when I was 6, to America. My mom died the day before mother's day last year and I didn't get to fly back to her funeral because I live with my dad. My twin killed herself two days after, in Rome, with her adoptive mother. I'm in 9th grade, I'm 15, that's bought all. Oh, and I don't cut. My dad would murder me.
Favourite Music
I like the old grunge bands, like NIRVANA, ALICE IN CHAINS and SOUNDGUARDEN. Nirvana is my all-time fave, Kurt shouldn't have shot himself. I'm into screamo and death metal, as well as dubstep and rock.
i know i haven't been on.
i doubt it really makes a difference, but im just going to pretend your all heart broken.
because i just feel...abandoned and betrayed. by so many people.
im just done. im figuring, if i don't try, i won't get hurt.
id rather be numb again then what im feeling now.
so, yeah.
-Tony
ok bitches, stop your scrolling and read this shit
my band is making me preform an acoustic song infront of a bunch of people.....
give me your opinon on what i wrote, i havent gotten down the guitar notes yet, so i want to make sure its worth the effort
there used to be a time
i was content with life
how it has changed
these days
there used to be a time
when i said love
how much it hurt
for my heart to break
go a little faster
for me
oh how time flys by quickly
go a little faster
i see
oh how people come and stay
there used to be a time
i prayed every night
but i lost my faith
im sorry
there used to be a time
i belived every single lie
you told me
go a little faster
for me
oh time does go by quickly
go a little faster
i see
this wont ever happon again
to me
go a little faster
i learned from the pain
all the time i spent
walking in the rain
go a little faster
can you hear me
make these bad times
just a memory
go a little faster
i wont listen when you tell me
to stop whatever im doing
because time keeps passing me by
i cant close my eyes
if i blink, youll go away
go a little faster
faster
go a little faster
faster
lol so, my friends and i are planning to have a three people party two weeks from now evolving a large amount of drugs.
i just want to say, if we in fact OD and die, i will live my life right now to the max.
i also would like to let you know, i love you all, most of you.
and that whatever drama comes your way in the future on this site, just remember, bacon taste great.
bacon is the answer.
everytime i hear her name im reminded of her.
my sisters been dead for 8 months
i dont show it well but im still punishing myself for her death, let me chip away at my insides until im as dead as she is.
fighting never helped the pain go, nither did drugs.
so ill just live this way until i decide to have enough.
one day ill get the courage
but maybe not tonight
broke me
and now you want to hurt me more
i acted glued together
but inside there was a war
scared forever, never be the same
your abandonment made me stronger
your lies were a game
act like your ok
but now the guilt is eating you away
im happy because of your pain
i hate you
its very plain
you left me for a prettier girl
i replaced you with a better model
dont try to be my friend
to make amends
because i wont play pretend
broke me
but now im stronger
ive forgotten you
now move on
----------------To my wonderful ex Dakota. May you rot in hell <3
there is no repent
for what you've done
i hate you
i have moved on
your making amends
but everyone's dead
so your guilty in the end
fallen angel
turned demon
can you hear me?
im already screaming
*deep breath*
hanging with my scene friends in an hour.....
i have to dress scene...god help me
i dont think i have anymore shirts from when i was a six yearold....
f*ck
Some girls are addicted to drugs, some girls are sluts.
I, dye my hair every day.
and really, you want to get pissy with me for that???
id rather be known as crayola than whore.
get your shit together women.
i think every druggie comes to that point in life where they OD on the floor of their room at 2 am. get sent to the ER. die a few mins then wake up to find out that their parents may send them to rehab.
that is the point where they use that magical combination of "fuck no" and "thats stupid"
but anyways, if im not on its because the hospital staff are bitches
