Mar 14 2024, 04:23 AM

For the ppl that know what hazbin hotel is... ALASTOR IS NUMBER ONE AROACE ZADDY I WOULD LET HIM STEAL MY SOULD OMMGGGGGGGGGGGGG. and for those of you who dont, he is pretty much the demon version of josh hucherson. 

Mar 11 2024, 02:43 AM

Mar 09 2024, 06:36 AM

 MAJOR TW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! VENTING JOURNAL READ AT UR OWN RISK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Honestly right now, the only thing stopping me from running away, is the tweakers in my town. If i even leave the house, im probably going to get stabbed and r@p3d. Like, my mom wont stop fucking yelling @ me and im fucking sick of it. the only place i can get away is my gf house, but i can never go there and she lives like 4 miles away. Idk what to do. Im fucking done. Shes always like "I never did anyhting" and im like no you didnt. you were never there for me as a child and you still arent. im fucking done with her petty ass. god and she wonders why i have been in and out of the hospital. like fuck.  idk what to do anymore i have already tried killing mself like 5 times already this week. and on top of that my best friend *supposedly* thought i was talking shit abt her, so she spread a rumor that my gf and i fucking had sex. like tf? who does that.  and now she is trying to fucking beat my ass, so to one of our mutual friends i just said ok let her. i aint gonna fight back. she is my gfs cousin so she was like family to me. but all my family has already left me so why am i so sad abt her. I never did thing to that little whore soooooo. idk what to do anymore. im fucking done with life, and im transfering to online school cuz i new middle school was gonna be hard but me trying to kill myself on a daily basis kinda hard i wasnt prepared for. 

Jan 28 2024, 05:58 AM

okay i get it we are all depressed here but, what do yall think abt suicide like, yall think its a good thing, bad thing lmk?

Jan 12 2024, 11:00 PM

Blue face men wya?

Jan 06 2024, 11:02 PM

In the depths of shadows, where darkness dwells,

A soul adorned with black, like a cavernous shell.

With eyes that hold the weight of a thousand tears,

Emo, they call it, the label that sears.

A symphony of emotions, a turbulent sea,

A heart that bleeds, yearning to be free.

The world, a canvas, painted in shades of gray,

A soul seeking solace, in the depths it may lay.

In the realm of introspection, where thoughts collide,

A sanctuary of anguish, where secrets reside.

The echoes of despair, resonate within,

A symphony of melancholy, a soul's violin.

Beneath the layers of black, a fragile heart beats,

Listening to the rhythm of pain, as it retreats.

Expressions unbound, in a world so confined,

Emo, they mock, but they cannot define.

It's not a fashion statement, nor a passing trend,

But a journey of the soul, in which wounds mend.

Through poetry and music, emotions take flight,

A cathartic embrace, in the darkest of night.

Emo, a badge worn with both pride and disdain,

A misunderstood realm, where solace we gain.

For in the depths of despair, beauty is found,

A shattered heart's anthem, a symphony profound.

So judge not the one who dons the emo crest,

For within the darkness, lies a soul at its best.

In the embrace of sorrow, strength is unveiled,

A resilience forged, when emotions are hailed.

In this chaotic world, where emotions are shamed,

Emo is a refuge, where hearts can be tamed.

So let the tears flow, let the darkness consume,

For within the emo soul, lies beauty in bloom.

In the grand tapestry of life, we all play a role,

And for the emo spirit, let empathy unroll.

For in the depths of shadows, where darkness dwells,

Emo, they call it, but the truth only time tells.

Jan 03 2024, 04:40 AM

Oh, the sorrow of being emo,

A heart that's heavy with woe,

The tears that fall like rain,

A soul that's lost, alone, and in pain.

The world outside is bright and bold,

But inside, a darkness reigns,

A chasm deep, a void so cold,

A emptiness that cannot be sustained.

The eyes that once shone bright and wide,

Now dim and dull, with tears inside,

The smile that once lit up the night,

Now hidden, a secret kept tight.

The heart that once beat with glee,

Now breaks with every breath,

The love that once was pure and true,

Now lost, a dream that's gone astray.

The world may see a face so fair,

But inside, a turmoil rare,

A storm of emotions wild and free,

A soul that's torn, a heart that's me.

Jan 03 2024, 04:21 AM

Hey guys. How yall doing? Not feeling great rn. lmk if you know anything to help sewerslidal thoughts