Let's live in this delusion that we don't live in perpetual confusion and there's meaning to our lives. Chucky vs The Giant Tortise, by Dance Gavin Dance
Chris
25 / Male / Dublin, Ireland
Bisexual / In a Relationship
Member since:
Dec 17, 2021
Last online:
Jun 12, 2023
Current rating: 8.3/10 (19 votes cast)
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About Me
I'm quite sensitive. I love the sound of rain on windows, especially at night. I really enjoy hanging out with people but sometimes get anxious and need to retreat into alone time after extended periods to recharge my batteries. I sometimes write horrific poetry and I'm an avid listener of 'punk umbrella' music, mainly consisting of emocore and skramz but also pop punk, metalcore and indie. I have an instagram where I post my art, but am currently on hiatus and I'm looking to get back into drawing sometime soon. I also enjoy travelling, learning languages, going to concerts and meeting new people!:) send me a message, I'd love to chat:D
Favourite Music
I cant really pick a favourite band, but some staples are sunny day real estate, alesana, my chemical romance, saetia, dashboard confessional, mineral, bring me the horizon, pierce the veil, the saddest landscape, the get up kids, suis la lune, hot mulligan....:))
Favourite song would definitely be what it is to burn by finch <3
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Education / Occupation
I just finished a degree in neuroscience and I'm not sure where to go from here, kind of torn between continuing with science somehow or trying to become a tattoo artist because of my passion for art:)
This is unrelated to anything but just throwing it out there - the fact that 2012 was ten years ago is scary to me. 2012 is to 2022 what 2002 was to 2012 and its driving me insane. It feels like there should be a bigger gap between 2002 and 2012 than there is between 2012 and 2022. Am I just getting old and time is moving quicker the older I get? Im not okay....ay...ay.. xD
I've been really deeply feeling the joyful aspects of my sensitive nature recently.... the world is a beautiful and magical, although sometimes unfortunate place and I often used to wish I had been born 'tougher' so as to be able to withstand bad times... there are always good aspects to every personality and sensitivity lends itself to greater highs as well as lows I guess. I'm trying to learn to accept it as part of the way I deal with the world and not something shameful that I have to change - particularly for guys, there's a sense of shame about being sensitive in our society that keeps people trapped and incapable of expressing their emotions...
My boyfriend of 4 years is taking me to a hobbit hole (they have holiday homes built into hills xD) in donegal tomorrow for 3 days! im so excited, massive LOTR fan here haha:))
My finals are starting soon and I'm thinking a lot about life after college.... what do I do? Where do I work? Will life still be as enjoyable? Am I even competent enough to start work? Im so lost
Why am I feeling so nervous these past few days? I constantly feel on edge, like theres something to worry about but I dont know what it is.... I think when we get like this we start looking for evidence in the world to support our anxiousness/feelings that something is wrong, and I'm struggling a lot with that at the moment:( Can anyone relate? My fears often centre around having annoyed people somehow:((