Finnley
17 / Female / mystery town >:3, United Kingdom
Bisexual / Forever Alone
Member since:
Jan 23, 2026
Last online:
Mar 11, 2026
Current rating: 9.6/10 (14 votes cast)
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About Me
loser, stupid, usually lonely, and angsty. i promise i can b cool sometimes but likeeeee only sometimes :PPPP
Favourite Music
twenty one pilots
"these songs were a result of struggle. struggle is something that everyone experiences. why we all walk around pretending that we don't is a problem deeply rooted in our human makeup. you will find heavy and dark lyrics strategically disguised as catchy melodies and creative song structures. we would like you to think and write for yourself. writing down what you think is imperative. a human must create. that's why we were made."- twenty one pilots.
mcr, fob, p!atd, paramore, a heartwell ending, i hate myself, merchant ships, the high court, taking back sunday, PUP, dashboard confessional, thursday, modern baseball, title fight, asking alexandria, american football, the front bottoms, love you to death, threeway, hawthorne heights, new found glory, rites of spring, newfound interest in conneticut, secondhand serenade, hayley williams, the weather might say otherwise, if these arms were longer than the trees, being as an ocean, pierce the veil, oakwood, marietta, the hotelier, la dispute, cap'n jazz, oso oso, radiohead, empty parking lot, evanescence, camping in alaska, defeater, saosin, you blew it!, midwest pen pals, captain we're sinking, further seems forever, texas is the reason, phoebe bridgers, the get up kids, saves the day, death cab for cutie, jimmy eat world, gunslikegirls, picture me broken, free throw, the world is a beautiful place & i am no longer afraid to die, scary kids scaring kids, cute is what we aim for, circa survive, attack attack, the academy is, senses fall, dot dot curve, from first to last, matchbook romance, a bullet for pretty boy, pretty sick, the mountain goats, the brobecks, mitski
im just idk. its so dumb and its kinda hypocritical to say im "taking distance" when you're all i can think about anyway. not even in a good way. nothing i think about anything is good anymore. i want to rip my brains out.
i've been crying. a lot. over stupid things, mainly. i wish you would just leave, to be honest. i don't want to put you through this but i physically NEED time away. i need distractions. i'm not replacing you, though i doubt you think that or care anyway. i just need to be distracted from you so that the space actually means something.
i think it's me. i think i'm a fuck up of a human being, and i'm screwing myself over. i don't think that. i know that. i don't hate you, i just hate myself and it's,,,,,, projecting. to say the least.
time. i just need time. maybe if i keep telling myself that it'll start to sound convincing. i really hope i just need time.
i love you. you wish you never took me home? yeah. me too. i wish you never laid your eyes on me in the first place.
THERE IS NO CHASE!!!!!!!! THERE IS NO CHASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY ARE YOU SO COMPLACENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY ARE YOU SO WILLING TO LET ME GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHERE IS THE FIGHT!!!!!!!????????? THE EFFORT?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES I WANT DISTANCE AND IM MAD @ U RN BUT IT'D BE KINDA NICE TO KNOW U CARE LIKE EVEN A LITTLE BIT???????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UR MEANT 2 B THE CLOSEST PERSON IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT OK!!!!!!!!!!!! OK!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATEVER MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST IGNORE THAT THIS IS EXACTLY HOW WE LOST CONTACT WITH OUR OLD FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! man. literally god forbid IIIIIIIIIIIII go into a dark place and stop talking for a few days. there is no effort. nothing. it's so minimal i wouldn't even call it an attempt to try to speak to me tbh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just ignore that ur my best friend and its been like 4 days since we had a proper conversation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
where's the chase? aren't i worth fighting for? you don't even care. you so clearly don't care, and i'm wondering if you ever have. would you have stuck with me if i wasn't your only choice?
you say you're looking for someone... never weak, but always strong. to protect you and defend you, whether you are right or wrong... someone to open each and every door...
but it ain't me, babe! no, no, no, it ain't me, babe! it ain't me you're looking for, babe!