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Nov 06 2017, 02:44 PM

hey everyone i just lost my mind yay

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Jun 28 2017, 02:43 AM

Hey I tried to kill myself because my ex would treat me like a toy he tried to get back with me just to hurt me he forsed me to cheat on my bf he has abused me to the point I don't want to be alive anymore my true bf has not talked to me I'm sad and wish I could end it all 😞

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Apr 11 2017, 12:29 PM

J.D.
I've been through ten high schools.
They start to get blurry.
No point in planting your roots,
'cause you're gone in a hurry.
My dad keeps two suitcases packed in the den,
so it's only a matter of when.
I don't learn the names,
don't bother with faces.
All I can trust is this concrete oasis.
Seems every time I'm about to despair,
There's a 7-11 right there.
Each store is the same,
from Las Vegas to Boston,
linoleum aisles that I love
to get lost in.
I pray at my altar of slush;
yeah I live for that sweet
frozen rush...

(J.D. takes a hit of his frozen drink and grimaces.)

J.D.
Freeze your brain.
Suck on that straw,
get lost in the pain.
Happiness comes
when everythings numbs.
Who needs cocaine?
Freeze your brain.
Freeze your brain...

(J.D. offers the Slurpee to Veronica.)

J.D.
Care for a hit?

VERONICA
Does your mommy know you eat all this crap?

J.D.
Not anymore.
When mom was alive,
we lived halfway normal,
but now it's just me and my dad,
we're less formal.
I learned to cook pasta,
I learned to pay rent;
learned the world doesn't
owe you a cent.
You're planning your future,
Veronica Sawyer,
you'll go to some college,
and marry a lawyer.
But the sky's gonna hurt
when it falls.
So you better start
building some walls...
Freeze your brain.
Swim in the ice,
get lost in the pain.
Shut your eyes tight, till you vanish
from sight,
let nothing remain -
Freeze your brain,
shatter your skull,
fight pain with more pain.
Forget who you are,
unburden your load,
forget in six weeks you'll be back on
the road.
When the voice in your head
says you're better off dead,
don't open a vein -
just freeze your brain,
freeze your brain,
Go on and freeze your brain...
Try it.

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Apr 11 2017, 12:09 PM

JD (spoken):
All is forgiven baby! Come on, get dressed. You're my date to the pep rally tonight!

(sung)
You chucked me out like I was trash,
For that you should be dead—
But! But! But!
Then it hit me like a flash,
What if high school went away instead’
Those assholes are the key!
They’re keeping you away from me!
They made you blind, messed up your mind
But I can set you free!

You left me and I fell apart,
I punched the wall and cried—
Bam! Bam! Bam!
Then I found you changed my heart and set loose all that truthful shit inside!
And so I built a bomb
Tonight our school is Vietnam!
Let’s guarantee they’ll never see their senior prom!

I was meant to be yours!
We were meant to be one!
Don’t give up on me now!
Finish what we’ve begun!
I was mean to be yours!

So when the high school gym goes boom with everyone inside—
Pchw! Pchw! Pchw!
In the rubble of their tomb
We’ll plant this note explaining why they died!

JD AND STUDENTS (spoken):
We, the students of Westerburg High
Will die. Our burnt bodies may finally get through
To you. Your society churns out slaves and blanks
No thanks. Signed the Students of Westerburg High
‘Goodbye.’

JD (sung):
We’ll watch the smoke poor out the doors.
Bring marshmallows,
We’ll make s’mores!
We can smile and cuddle while the fire roars!

I was meant to be yours!
We were meant to be one!
I can’t make this alone!
Finish what we’ve begun!
You were meant to be mine!
I am all that you need!
You carved open my heart!
Can’t just leave me to bleed!

Veronica, open the—open the door, please’
Veronica, open the door.
Veronica, can we not fight anymore’
Please, can we not fight anymore’
Veronica, sure, you’re scared,
I’ve been there. I can set you free!
Veronica, don’t make me come in there!
I’m gonna count to three!
(spoken) One! Two! Fuck it!

(JD kicks open the closet door. Veronica dangles from an improvised bedsheet noose)

JD:
(spoken) Oh my God! ‘No! ‘Veronica’!
(sung)
Please don’t leave me alone’
You were all I could trust’
I can’t do this alone’

JD AND STUDENTS:
Still I will if I must!

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Apr 10 2017, 12:29 PM

uhgggg i wish i was dead

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Apr 04 2017, 06:37 PM

I ruled the world
With these hands I shook the heavens to the ground
I laid the gods to rest

I held the key to the kingdom
Lions guarding castle walls
Hail the king of death

Then I lost it all
Dead and broken my
Backs against the wall
Cut me, open I

Just trying to breathe
Just trying to figure it out
Because I built these walls
To watch 'em crumble down
I said

Then I lost it all
Who can save me now?

I stood above, another war
Another jewel above the crown
I was the fear of man

But I was blind
I couldn't see
The world there right in front of me
But now I can

Yeah

Because I lost it all
Dead and broken my
Backs against the wall
Cut me, open I

Just trying to breathe
Just trying to figure it out
Because I built these walls
To watch 'em crumble down
I said

Then I lost it all
Who can save me now

I believe that we all fall down
Sometimes, oh
Can't you see (can't you see)
That we all fall down
Sometimes, oh

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

I believe that we all fall down
Sometimes, ohh (can't you see), yeah
Can't you see
That we all fall down
Sometimes, oh

, yeah

I believe that we all fall down
Sometimes, yeah

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Apr 03 2017, 04:28 PM

sooo good bye agnoy<i>

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Mar 31 2017, 04:18 PM

<b><i>hi guys i wish i was dead nobody cares about me might as well die

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