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Name: Torie [Leone]
Age: 25
Gender: Female
Orientation: Bisexual
Status: Married
Location: , United States
Member Since: Mar 18, 2008
Last Login: Jun 20, 2008

About Me






Madina Lake happens to be my life. They are the best band to ever exsist and some of the best people. Their music is the most beautiful thing to ever be made. The lyrics make you want to laugh and cry, they tell heartbreak, death, and the reality of love. They are real down to earth people and not just rockstars. They appreciate their fans. They put the feelings that I can't explain into words. Their music helps me cope with any situation and it will always be their for me and I don't have to worry about it leaving. No one can take my music away from me. It's amazing how whenever I see them or hear Nathan's voice my heart stops beating and I can't breathe. It's amazing. Everything about them is so perfect.<3

February 12th, 2008
The best night of my life so far. The night of the Aiden, World By Storm Tour, at The New Oasis, in Reno, NV. The opening bands were Farewell To Freeway, Schoolyard Heroes, and Enter Shikari. When Madina Lake came on stage I wish time had froze.






Carlie. She is my bestest friend in the whole entire world. I am INSANELY jealous of her big hair! [Or I used to be!] I love her more then anything we are OBSESSED with the Leone twins. Matthew is hers and Nathan is mine. Carlie wants me to STOP putting myself into situations where I know I'm going to get hurt. She's helping a little. & trying to distract me from falling for Norbert AGAIN! We have been through everything together. We talk about everything. & have no secrets from eachother. I'm usually with her all the time or she's with me. Her mom is like my mom. We are technically sisters. We were meant to be together. I know that sounds cheesy but our parents went to school together and her moms best friend dated my dad soo.. anyways we started being friends in 4th grade and ever since hen we have been mostly imseperatable except for last year when we went our seperate ways.. I went to Lauren first.. then she went to Kirsten.. and no matter when we fight we always make up. anyways. We have been through hell and back together and thats all that matters.

ILOVEYOU CARLIE JANNEE BELLETICH!




From Them, Through Us, To You (2007)

Lyrics

Here I Stand

My hands shake cause today,

i know you're gonna break my heart and,

my life without you in it

is a life thats not worth living.

i'll be strong but i wish i was someone else,

anyone but me tonight



here i stand, all alone,tonight

and i wish i was strong enough to breathe

without you, in my life,

i wish i was anyone but me.



so I'll start to pretend I'm ok

but you should know by now that

my life is smoke and mirrors,

the one thing is crystal clear

that i'm the one wishing i was someone else,

Anyone but me tonight



here i stand (here i stand)

all alone, (here i stand)

tonight (here i stand)

and i wish i was strong enough to breathe (here i stand)

without you, (here i stand)

in my life, (here i stand)

i wish i was anyone but me.



(Where do we go?) (Where do we go?)



inside i start to fall apart. (Where do we go?)

and i'll pretend I'm holding on (Where do we go?)

so i guess i'll bleed in silence.(In silence)

i guess i'll bleed in silence.



here i stand (here i stand)

all alone, (here i stand)

tonight (here i stand)

and i wish i was strong enough to breathe (here i stand)

without you, (here i stand)

in my life, (here i stand)

i wish i was anyone but me.



here i stand (here i stand)

all alone, (here i stand)

tonight (here i stand)

and i wish i was strong enough to breathe (here i stand)

without you, (here i stand)

in my life, (here i stand)

i wish i was anyone but me.



In Another Life

I remember our first kiss

The butterflies, I know you felt them too

I can still taste your lips

That night I wrapped up all my love in you

But deep inside I always knew

The sadness around you was deadly

I must hate myself

'Cause I also knew one day you'll destroy me



But there's something I've got to know

(Before we say goodbye)

Will I ever see you again?

(Somewhere in another life)



I remember our first fight

Your skeletons were all up over you

I can still taste that night

When you told me you'd been beat up and abused

You'd hide it all

Bruised mouths don't talk

It's not your fault

It was never your fault

It's an evil world for an innocent girl

It's not your fault

It was never your fault



But there's something I've got to know

(Before we say goodbye)

Will I ever see you again?

(Somewhere in another life)

I'm going to try to be okay

(But I need you to know)

Wherever you are now

(That here you were adored)



You were always great at running away

But you said forever

You promised forever

I forgive you

I've forgiven you

And now I just miss you

I'll always remember you



Go!



Oh, sleep in peace



But there's something I've got to know

(Before we say goodbye)

Will I ever see you again?

(Somewhere in another life)

I'm going to try to be okay

(But I need you to know)

Wherever you are now

(That here you were adored)



Adalia

She wraps her tragic moments tightly around her neck

Then she hangs herself with them as I try to disconnect

Cuz she wants to choke on her life again

Breathing it in like a deadly poison.



She cries cause she's lost and she doesn't even know what she wants

And her eyes grow cold as she begs the world to just let her go

But I won't let her go



She lives and breathes in a world that brought her to her knees

And now I'm addicted to her cuz that girl is just like me

And I'm gonna choke on her life again

I'm breathing it in like a deadly poison.

I just want to get through to her,

Before her last breath.



She cries cause she's lost and she doesn't even know what she wants

And her eyes grow cold as she begs the world to just let her go



She cries cause she's lost and she doesn't even know what she wants

And she hides all alone inside the pain and she won't let go

Watching her life pass her by, watching it all through her watering eyes

But I'll be chasing dragonflies from her darkest skies until the day she dies.



House Of Cards

It's late at night the worlds asleep

And I'm trying not to think

I take some pills cuz my mind bleeds

I'm thinking what is wrong with me

Because the only thing i know

About honesty

Is every lie i told

That you believed



I'm afraid, To be alone

I'm afraid, That one day you'll find out



And you'll be amazed

At the secrets i keep

You'll be amazed

At my mouth full of lies

I'm too afraid to come clean

My life's still free in the house of cards



Now i can't look you in your eye's

Because the guilt is killing me

I try disconnect my heart again

Just so i can breathe

I wanna be myself again

But i just can't coz



I'm afraid, To be alone

I'm afraid, That one day you'll find out



And you'll be amazed

At the secrets i keep

You'll be amazed

At my mouth full of lies

I'm too afraid to come clean

My life's still free in the house of cards



It's such a shame what I've become

After years of breaking down

My whole life has come undone

Cuz I'm trying to fake it all

And I know that you love someone

But that someone isn't me

Isn't me

No



You'll be amazed

You'll be amazed

You'll be amazed

You'll be amazed



(...)



And you'll be amazed

At the secrets i keep

You'll be amazed

At my mouth full of lies

I'm too afraid to come clean

My life's still free in the house of cards



You'll be amazed

You'll be amazed



Now Or Never

Too long in the same place

I'm sinking into this town.

I've charmed the same old snakes

I think we gotta get out

Before I break away from me

Cuz this place is my lobotomy.

Imagine we were dead

Counting all the things we never did.



I remember when you told me

I should live like I'm dying

And not to close my eyes

While everything burns.



What are we waiting for?

These years are dying slowly,

Today is still in front of us

And we're breaking out

Cuz today is now or never.



I can't contemplate the earth

All while my heads in the sand

Cuz I've been buried alive

So take my bleeding hands

And breathe life into me

Cuz right now I'm suffocating.

So imagine we were dead

Counting all the things we never did.



I remember when you told me

I should live like I'm dying

And not to close my eyes

While everything burns.



What are we waiting for?

These years are dying slowly,

Today is still in front of us

And we're breaking out

Cuz today is now or never.



I don't want a life of agony

I won't be another tragedy

And close my eyes while everything burns.

And I won't pretend I don't exist

Invisible until I turn to dust,

Open your eyes we're still alive.



Standing still is criminal

And never lasts forever.

The safest place in life is now,

Today's the day we're breaking out..



I remember when you told me

I should live like I'm dying

And not to close my eyes

While everything burns.



What are we waiting for?

These years are dying slowly,

Today is still in front of us

And we're breaking out

Cuz today is now or never.



What are we waiting for?

What are we waiting for?

Today is still in front of us

And we're breaking out

Cuz today is now or never.



Pandora

The way you dance it turns me on

But you know that I'm spoken for

The way your sweat drips off your chest

You know that I'm wanting more



The lust, the sex, the heat, this sweat

And nothing else matters

But you and me without your dress.

I already forgot her

You, you have no idea what you do to me

And you, you have no idea what you're doing to me



Pandora,

I don't know how you charmed your way into my heart

And I don't know how you snuck your way into my arms

But I know that I'll regret what I did

And I know that I'll regret it forever as I throw my life away,

Pandora



The girl I love sits at home and I know that she's lonely

But I'm watching you take off your clothes

You're the star of this moment

The love, the hate, the guilt, my fate

Is hanging in the balance

You, you have no idea what you do to me

Oh you, you don't even care what she means to me



Pandora,

I don't know how you charmed your way into my heart

And I don't know how you snuck your way into my arms

But I know that I'll regret what I did

And I know that I'll regret it forever as I throw my life away,

Pandora



And by the time that I come home she's already sleeping

Sit on the bed and take off my clothes

My nerves they're shaking

The lust, the sex, the heat, this sweat

Your body is quaking

The love, the hate, the guilt, my fate

Against this temptress



I'm a shame

I'm a shame



Pandora,

I don't know how you charmed your way into my heart

And I don't know how you snuck your way into my arms

But I know that I'll regret what I did

And I know that I'll regret it forever as I throw my life away

(forever as I throw my life away)

Forever as I throw my life away,

Pandora



Stars

We walk past a dead end street

Atop the hill so we can be alone.

Under the moon it's beautiful.

The stars clear the black of night when Iím with you.

And nervously I take your hands

and promise you I'll take you for a ride...

"... and someday we'll have it all, you and me, we're gonna be stars"



Weíll runaway from everything you hate,

Runaway to everything you've wanted

Take my hand, let's get famous.

We'll runaway from everything you've fought

Runaway to everything you've loved

Take my hand, let's get famous.



Iím amazed how things can change.

How the real world can chase our dreams away.

How did you give up so easily?

'Cause Iíd rather make them bury me... so let's



Runaway from everything you hate,

Runaway to everything you've wanted

Take my hand, let's get famous.

We'll runaway from everything you've fought

Runaway to everything you've loved

Take my hand, let's get famous



Our names in lights across the sky,

It's beautiful and our whole lives

Will be headlines across the whole world...



I can't let you live, you're just a ghost

And I'm feeling sick inside my head.

You won't feel a thing

I'll cover up your eyes as I bury you.

I know I bury this under drowning eyes,

And I'll carry it till the day I die.



We'll runaway from everything you hate,

Runaway to everything you've wanted

Take my hand, let's get famous.

We'll runaway from everything you've fought

Runaway to everything you've loved

Take my hand, let's get famous



River People

I'll take your crystal ball and make this crystal clear,

that I won't stand back and I won't drown right here

I'll never wait, I'll make a million mistakes

but to be content is to be a disgrace



Restless, faceless, you've lost your mind

Faithless, tortured, you've lost your mind



They crawl in your head

They dig in your bones

If you let them, they won't let go

They have no hope

They have no soul

If you let them then they'll take yours



You think it feels better on the other side

'cause their grass is green and your grass is diseased

every day drowns in lethargy

but to be content is to burn your wings



Faithless, tortured, you've lost your mind



They crawl in your head

They dig in your bones

If you let them, they won't let go

They have no hope

They have no soul

If you let them then they'll take yours



When you die you want the world

To remember you for who you really are

And when you die you want

to love yourself cause you'll be all alone



They crawl in your head

They dig in your bones

If you let them, they won't let go

They have no hope

They have no soul

If you let them then they'll take yours



It's all in your head

Don't fear the unknown

'Cause you'll let the unknown take control

So let yourself go

And let yourself grow

Don't you let 'em dig you a hole



Restless, faithless, you've lost your mind

Faithless, tortured, you've lost your mind



One Last Kiss

She looked at me, her eyes were watering

That's when I knew that this was about to end

Frozen in that moment, time was standing still

And I could feel my heart sinking, fragile



Goodbye, she said

I went and found somebody new



But I gave you every waking moment

I gave you everything you wanted

And now, my love, you're giving me up?



You walked away and I could hardly breathe

I turned around and fell down to my knees

I'm shivering as the truth is settling

Her tomorrow has nothing to do with you

I knew someday that you'd find someone else's lips

But before you go

Could you just leave me one last kiss?



Cause I gave you every waking moment

I gave you everything you wanted

And now, my love, you're giving me up?



And I can't lie still

When there's someone else beside you

And I can't lie still

Cause I'm all alone this time

Cause I'm all alone this time

I'm all alone this time



I remember when you were falling

And I was there just holding onto you

And I'll remember all those

Scars I wear that you carved in me



I gave you every waking moment

I gave you everything you wanted

And now, my love is giving me up.



And I can't lie still

When there's someone else beside you

And I can't lie still

Cause I'm all alone this time

Cause I'm all alone this time

I'm all alone this time



Me Vs. The World

Sometimes I try not to hate myself

For everything I never said

When you were here

And so I'm burning up photographs

Of what was a perfect past

'Cause I'm still here

But I'm barely holding on



Where did I go wrong

Choking on the difference

Between me and the world

And ever since you've been gone

I've been torn apart

I know that you can't hear me but

I'm still hurt

And I wish you were here



It's so hard that I try to bury it

Pretend that you didn't exist

So I can be strong

But I feel sick

And I feel diseased

'Cause everyone abandons me

And I can't move along

'Cause I'm barely holding on



Where did I go wrong

Choking on the difference

Between me and the world

And ever since you've been gone

I've been torn apart

I know that you can't hear me but

I'm still hurt

And I wish you were here



I can not pretend you didn't exist

Misery is just a state of mind

Hiding from the world's no way to live

So I'll convince myself that I'll be fine

I'll be fine

But since I lost you I'm barely holding on



Where did I go wrong

Choking on the difference between

Me and the world

And ever since you've been gone

I've been torn apart

I know that you can't hear me but

I'm still hurt



So I look up to the stars

And wonder out loud

Why everything I had in life

Has fallen from my arms

Can you even hear this song?

I'm screaming at the clouds

Screaming to a galaxy

That never cared at all

That I need you here



Morning Sadness

Cut my eyes on visions of you

Memories aren't clear

I lost touch with the boy I knew

While you were still here



Have you met your god?

Does he know I'm in pain?

Does he even have any plans

For me to see you again?



Morning sadness

So we meet again

Pack your bags 'cause we're leaving

Tonight



Damage done by a lost loved one

You can never forget

Questioning my faith in God

I know evil exists



So I look past the sky

It's where we're going tonight



Morning sadness

So we meet again

Pack your bags 'cause we're leaving

Tonight

On a mission to find her in heaven

Maybe we'll get to sleep next to God tonight



There's a razor with my name

It carves my life away

And I'll find out who's real

Right now



Morning sadness

So we meet again

Pack your bags 'cause we're leaving

It's the only way

To untie the pain

From a heart that has suffered

It's the only way

To untie the pain

From a mind that is strangled



True Love

If I lost it all in a fireball

Would you be there for me?

If the money's gone and the future falls

Would you walk away?

'Cause my confidence is vanishing

Will you leave me starving here

To wither down and disappear

As you walk away?



Then just let me go, let me live

Just leave me alone

Buried here next to love on my own

I'll never trust, never feel, never love again

With this bitter taste in mind

They always say true love is all you need

But when true love is gone can we go on?

They say true love would never leave

But my true love is gone and I can't go on



I'm in the catacombs of a broken heart

Where you used to be when I loved you for

All the reasons that you hated yourself

'Cause you were desperate and pathetic

But just as beautiful to me as the day you left

And I became just a memory



Let me go, let me live

Just leave me to lay buried here next to love on my own

I'll never trust, never feel, never love again

With just this bitter taste in mind

They always say true love is all you need

But when true love is gone can we go on?

They say true love would never leave

But my true love is gone and I can't go on



Now it's 2 A.M. and I'm picturing the way things used to be

But all I see is you looking at him like you used to look at me



They always say true love is all you need

But when true love is gone can we go on?

They say true love would never leave

But my true love is gone and I can't go on

I can't go on



Again & Again

Iím frozen as my life is bursting into flames from deep within

I panic, worrying about the future

then the past begins to chase me down

But this time youíre the only one around

And Iím staring at a photograph

from before I was sick and addicted to you

it was a perfect life

whatever happened to me?



I canít get out of my way

Again and again

Ďcause Iím addicted to you

Again and again

Because Iím dead without you

How will I live through today?



Iím standing at the edge of my life again

Afraid of jumping in

And youíre there,

Covering up the holes I went and carved into myself again

Whatever happened to me?



I canít get out of my way

Again and again

Ďcause Iím addicted to you

Again and again

Because Iím dead without you

How will I live through

I know that I will find a way

Again and again

Again and again



If I was born to lose it all

I wouldíve given up

but thereís a fire in my heart

I canít put it out

sometimes the futureís blurry because

sometimes our perfect lives get lost

inside ourselves



I canít get out of my way

again and again

Ďcause Iím addicted to you

again and again

because Iím dead without you

how will I live through

I know that I will find a way

again and again

Ďcause Iím addicted to you

again and again

because Iím dead without you

how will I live through today?





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Favourite Music

Madina Lake, Aiden, Schoolyard Heroes, Enter Shikari, Atreyu and a lot of other screamo bands!

Favourite Films & TV

Favourite Books

love with everything you've got. don't hate those you don't know. say things you don't mean. have fun; don't be too serious. don't regret things. live life to the fullest<3

music is my nirvana. find yours <3

Education / Occupation

Who I'd Like To Meet

Nathan Leone (Again<3)
Matthew Leone
Dan Torelli
Mateo Camargo
Wil Francis
Ban McKenzie
Ryan Donowho

My Links

http://www.myspace.com/torihavok

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puddingmaster

May 22 2008, 06:13 AM

hey tehre yeh i do have myspace.. www.myspace.com/puddingmastersean xx add me when you can :)
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Tantra_B

Apr 22 2008, 04:26 PM

Aww, what's wrong?
And of course I'll listen without judgement, I NEVER judge people darling.
So yeah, I won't judge you or anything you have to say :D
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Tantra_B

Apr 09 2008, 03:17 AM

Hey, how are you?

Just thought i'd drop by and say hi! ^_^
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Tantra_B

Mar 20 2008, 04:59 AM

Hey there! :D
Thanks for the add, how are things going love? <3
Nice page by the way, :D
Loves xx
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xXeMoRaCeRXx

Mar 20 2008, 02:33 AM

Heya good to see your profile sorted out.

If you have any layout issues I will get it fixed !

Matt x
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XxAmyRawrrXx

Mar 20 2008, 01:38 AM

haha awww

i want 2 get another set of snakebites so i hv 2 piercings on 1 side of my mouth n 2 on the other lol but my m8 said she'd disown me if i did lmao xD

xx
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xXxChrisJWxXx

Mar 20 2008, 01:06 AM

Kool, what were you obsessed about with him?
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bloodonmy-X-back

Mar 19 2008, 03:15 PM

www.myspace.com/daynakinz

i spelt it wrong on here.
1 minutes ill change it xD
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bloodonmy-X-back

Mar 19 2008, 03:05 PM

haha
well then
welcome =]
im sorta new myself.
and ty for the pic comment.!!
<3
youre really pretty too =]
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bloodonmy-X-back

Mar 19 2008, 03:00 PM

yeah
theyre pretty good =]
hby?
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xXtoemoforyourloveXx

Mar 18 2008, 05:51 PM

hay yeah its pretty sweet =}}}
ok add away!! =}}}
and thannxx for addin me on myspace!

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