Hey why do you allow me to be alive?
Hey why do you allow me not to die?
Hey you, why do you want me to survive?
Hey you, why don't you try to kill me now? Why Don't You Kill Me?, by Candyde
Rory
16 / Male / Worcestershire, United Kingdom
Gay/Lesbian / In a Relationship
Member since:
Sep 15, 2024
Last online:
Dec 02, 2025
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About Me
I'm more active on TikTok/Instagram than anything [@ryanrosslover.69 on both]
I play guitar & piano
I love to collect CDs/vinyl
I'm always looking for new friends so feel free to add me!!
Favourite Music
A FEW BANDS I LIKE
Black Veil Brides, Panic! At The Disco, The Young Veins, Picture Me Broken, Paramore, Flyleaf, I Set My Friends On Fire, Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce The Veil, Murderdolls, Wednesday 13, Slipknot, Korn, Limp Bizkit, My Chemical Romance, Mayday Parade, Escape The Fate, Falling In Reverse, Mindless Self Indulgence, T.S.O.L, The Runaways, Green Day, The Venita Affair, Dot Dot Curve, Brokencyde, Plain White T's, Misfits, Snow White's Poison Bite, Death In December, Vendetta Red, Forever The Sickest Kids, The Goo Goo Dolls, SayWeCanFly, Never Shout Never, Fall Out Boy, Blink-182, Sum 41, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Cheerleader Roadkill, Into The Moat, The Used, The Killers, Evanescence, All Time Low, Avenged Sevenfold, Silverstein, 5 Seconds Of Summer, Creeper, Alesana, Asking Alexandria, Sex Pistols, Metallica, Dystopia, Iron Maiden, Avril Lavigne, Ghost, Hey Monday, Mest, Metro Station, Saosin, Palaye Royale, Radiohead, The Cure, The All-American Rejects, The High Court, Andy Black, The Acacia Strain, Alexisonfire, Cute Is What We Aim For, The Used, We The Kings, Tonight Alive, Cobra Starship, The Academy Is..., Chomp Chomp Attack!, Alice Cooper, Circa Survive, Alice In Chains, Pearl Jam, My Bloody Valentine, L.S. DunesĀ (& many more!)
Favourite Films / TV / Books
IT, The Goldfinch, AHS, IANOWT, American Satan, Paradise City, My Little Pony, Carrie, The Conjuring, The Babadook, Childs play, Fear Street, Victorious, Sam and Cat, iCarly, Alvin and the chipmunks, Scream, Miss Peregrine's home for peculiar children, The Purge, Death Note, Kuroko no Basket, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Saw, Beetlejuice, Dracula, Mean Girls, SpongeBob SquarePants, American Psycho
shaved off half of my eyebrows as a joke at 4am on call with my best friend whilst being half asleep and I only now realised that it was a terrible idea </3
My dog is ill :( I said something was wrong with her and nobody believed me until she could barely walk anymore. We took her to the vets and she has an inflamed lip and a mild ear infection (both common in cocker spaniels which is her breed) and she also has a false pregnancy </3 So now we have to make sure she can't nest with any toys until that's gone </3 But she seems to be doing a bit better now because she is walking more and managed to walk up and down some stairs (which she couldn't do at all before). I love her so much :(
I went to the psychiatrist on Monday, and I drew Ryan Ross in the waiting room. Some kid ruined him whilst I was talking to the psychiatrist </3
But the psychiatrist and student nurse were super cool, we kept going off topic and talking about piercings, tattoos, music, animals, etc. I got some diagnoses that we've been waiting to get for a while now though.
I went shopping with my mom today instead of school and I got a BUNCH of cool stuff.
We went to a charity shop and I got t-shirt and 5 CDs. (The Beatles, The Cure, Billy Talent, The Offspring, Bowling For Soup). IT ALL CAME TO LIKE £5 FOR ALL OF THAT SO IT WAS A REALLY GREAT DEAL!!
We also went to HMV and I got a Sum 41 CD. They didn't have an album that I have been trying to get for over a year now (they never have it in stock) but my mom found it online for £1 !!