Apr 06 2015, 02:55 PM

Hi my moms kidneys and live are shutting down the doctors have no idea why and they can't do shit about till its bad enough. *sigh* just another part of hell

Jul 08 2014, 09:41 PM

Hi I'm back and I don't know what to do any more. I'm so stressed out by everything I feel like crying and there's so much fucking pain. I'm not able to talk to my bf as much and it's killing me I feel so alone I want to die and no longer have any pain. I want to put a knife to my throat a gun to my head pills down in my stomach scars on my arms legs and stomach and have at least one fucking person who will look at what I say in a text and know that I'm not fucking okay. Cause there are so many times that I text someone I'm okay or that I'm fine or when I see them I'm smiling that they assume I'm okay but I'm dying on the inside. I just wish that some one would look at me or my text and say no you're not okay no you're not fine something is wrong and I want to help you. Is that too much to ask for? I just feel so depressed and so dead that I've started to realize that I'm always faking a smile and I almost never show a real one. I think I need help.

May 11 2014, 09:42 AM

Hi I'm Zoe and life right now isn't going well. Idk what to do idk what to believe in idk who to trust idk who actually cares and who just thinks I'm invisible. I think something is wrong with me too. I remember when I used to look in the mirror and see this beautiful young girl who has had it hard in life but now I'm looking in the mirror and I'm seeing some ugly fat unloved unwanted hated girl who has had it hard and is now at another dificult part in life once more I know people have had it harder than me but at least they know how to deal with it cause I don't I'm thinking about cutting but I think bruises would be a better choice. I'm thinking that I need therapy but I f a really think about what I really need I don't need therapy all I need is love and lots of hugs. <3