Five, four, three, two, one.
He holds the gun against my head,I close my eyes and bang.I am dead.
I know he knows that he’s killing me for mercy...He holds my body in his arms. He didn't mean to do no harm.
And he holds me tight 5,4,3,2,1 (Murder Song), by Aurora
Bianca Parker
28 / Female / in my bed, United Kingdom
Bisexual / Single & Looking
Member since:
Nov 11, 2012
Last online:
Aug 23, 2014
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About Me
Hey my name is Bianca,I live in Leeds with my mum and dad,mostly i live at my friends houses as i dont like living with my family. I love my friends and i hope to make more friends on here from different parts of the world. I am a rather shy person but i do like to speak my mind when i get annoyed, I like to write poems so if you want to read them i wrote some in my journal entry thing, I am friendly so if you want to know anything else dont hesitate to ask. :) ^_^
Favourite Music
Bring Me The Horizon,Asking Alexandria,Pantera,Parkway Drive,Metallica,A Day To Remember,Falling In Reverse,And Alot More.
Favourite Films / TV / Books
Blade Tim Burtons Corpse Bride School of Rock Saw Hostel :PI like to read comics as you can get lost in them.
Education / Occupation
I was home schooled but now i just work in a small shop
I cant help bit think about you
And the things we use to do
I dont want to let go
But i need to so things can flow
I may be selfish at times
And try to put things into rhymes
So that its easier to understand
Even though i wish i was in a band
Just know your still on my mind
And you will never be left behind
As i need you in my life
So these words are like a knife
When i mention your name
It gives me some pain
In the bottom of my heart
It tears me apart
please dont leave
i dont want you to go
dont leave me here alone
i need someone to rely on
please just stay
im sorry for the things i done
i never meant to get in the way
i just wanted to have a little fun
just forget everything
forget me, forget the way i was
just completely get me out of you life
as i dont blame you, for the mistakes i made
sick of being blamed for the things i don't do,
i get that you don't like me no more,
getting blamed for problems between me and you,
just because things aren't as smooth as we thought,
leave me alone just for a while,
things may get better and i may even smile.