Nov 16 2012, 03:58 PM

I cant wait for happiness anymore. Time heals nothing. Its been four months of that ache inside me and I just simply cant take it anymore. I just want to run far away where I can be alone. I dont like being alone but its better than this unfathomable pain

Nov 13 2012, 07:37 PM

I was eating corn flakes this morning and my brother asks, hey Lilah, what are corn flakes made of? Me: -.- CORN flakes are made of CORN.

Nov 12 2012, 05:03 PM

Im surounded with plenty of people, yet I feel horribly alone... Im still waiting for someone to enter my world...

Nov 11 2012, 02:36 PM

Why doesnt anyone understand? Just because im not super outgoing, people think im satanist or something -.-

Nov 10 2012, 05:29 PM

I wonder what people think of me. I know its bad but, I cant help wondering what their thinking when they stare at me in utter disappeal... Like Im some sort of animal. Is it so wrong to express my inside on the outside? The past two years I tried so hard to fit in with all the pretty girls. That was the biggest mistake of my life so far. I tried to be something I am so clearly not. So go ahead. Laugh at my scars. Enjoy my pain. Its all real. So in the hallway, when they push me and tease me, il be there with a grin and a shotgun. "All the other kids with their pumped up kicks better run better run, out run my gun.."