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Name: Morgan.
Age: 27
Gender: Female
Orientation: Straight
Status: Engaged
Location: Middle Of Nowhere Ohio, United States
Member Since: Jan 22, 2009
Last Login: Mar 27, 2013

About Me

My name is MorgaN. My last name isn't important. I handle my shit but I dont need your drama. Im a strong person and I dont love alot. I have my friends and thats all i need. You fuck me over I'll fuck you over twice as bad. i can be self conscious, impatient and a little insecure but if ou can't handle me at my worst then you sure as hell dont deserve me at my best.
ican be the best or worst thing to happen to you.
I believe thateverything happens for a reason/
If you dont like my beliefs then dnt criticize them for I won't judge you.
im in my school color guard. i love to write poetry and sing.
My dreams are to be a journalist or author. maybe even a photographer.
I can play the drums and the guitar ( a little bit).
Yes I played in the school band.
I keep to myself. Idont like most people. But ya know new friends is good right?
I guess sometimes I can be a little crazy...does tearing a school desk apart count? haha total accident I swear.
IDk whatelse to friggin put here. You want to know anything else feel free to ask.

:) oh YEah?//? Leave me comments on my poems ok?

I'll try to post a new one every so often.




(<>)

Sweet seduction!

Sinful soul!

The stras are out the moon is full.

All I need now is the crimson kiss

Of the blood of life flowing o'er my lips

Eternal damnation

But I care not

When it's all that you know

You don't give it much thought

All I need is a place to take cover

To watch from the darkness my mortal lover

I swoop in from the shadows

His heart pounds with fear

But he calms as I whisper

"It's just me, my dear."

And as we're sharing a passionate embrace

My fangs pierce his neck, color drains from his face

And so love does suffer

For whats real and whats not

It's only a blood lust

But it's all that I've got....


(c)2008 Morgan


/////WITH PEN IN HAND////

As I sit here with a pen in hand thinking of words to say,

I close my eyes and bow my head.Silently I pray

As I sit here with a knife in hand thinking of things past

I return to a time of happiness.How i wish those feelings would last

As I sit here with a gun in hand really not wanting to die

I drop to my knees and pray.Then I start to cry

As I sit here with a pen in hand wishing to just be me

I bring to GOD my sadness. Now he has set me free



(c)2007 Morgan


~~~TORTURED MIND~~~


A lost cause that never finds

Troubled dreams and faded lines

Forever drowning and cursed to be

Losing touch and touched to see

Tortured mind and hungered soul

Loss of love, burnt out coal

Tears of acid running dry

Reality fading as I cry

Hollow screams echo here

Smell of never ending fear

Smile of chaos, burning blood

Lies of miser, sound of mud

False hope and blinding pain

Courage hiding and bravery drained

Sighs of passion thirsting for life

Blurry visions an unending strife

Imprisoned happiness locked up tight

Lost the key, end of sight

Whispering voices a trembling sound

Fading faces that can not be found

Decieving friends, family of soitude

Fake smiles and false gratitude

Lingering worry and deafening silence

Forgotten hurt scars of violence

Thoughts of madness feelings of war

Captured imagination becoming sore

Moving images, captivating danger

Alluring time reflecting a stranger

Cruel sincerity a broken sign

Blaming judgement, wisdom of mine

Sightless scars, devastating disasters

Unconscious loyalty confiding masters

Ignored death, unheard scream

Infinate forever, listless dream

Apathetic wishes, selish lies

A selfless prayer with no reply


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Favourite Music

Taking Back Sunday
Marilyn Manson
Otep
Godsmack
Mudvayne
Good Charlotte
The Used
Hawthorne Heights
Alanis Morissette
My Chemical Romance
Beautiful Mistake
Story of the YEar
Yellow Card
AVENGEND SEVENFOLD
METALLICA
...theres a lot of others but atm i am too lazy to finish listing them all. hope you enjoy my page


~toot~a~loos~

Favourite Films & TV

Twilight///
The Nightmare Before Christmas///
SweenyTodd///
Corpse Bride///
RENT///
Letters from Iwa Jima////
Pearl Harbor///
Forest Gump///
The secret window///
De Ja Vu/////
Edward Scissor Hands///
and almost all other Johnny Depp Films.
O. And Tim Burtons: James and The Giant Peach...:))))_))))

Favourite Books

Twilight.
New Moon.
Eclipse.
Breaking Dawn.

OK HERES WHERE I GO ONTO MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE RANT. AND SAY JUST HOW MUCH IT FRIGGIN ANNOYS ME THAT I BEGAN READING THE TWILIGHT BOOKSAFTER THE FIRST ONE CAM EOUT LIKE UH ALMOST 4 OR 5 TYEARS AGO AND EVERYONE THOUGHT I WAS A FREAK. AND NOW THAT ALL OF THEM ARE OUT AND A MOVIE WAS RELEASED AND EDWARD CULLEN IS OH SO SEXY EVERYONE IS LIKE IN LOVE WITH TWILIGHT. GET A LIFE OK. IF YOUREAD THE BOOK BECAUSE OF THE MOVIE THEN YOU ARN'T A REALTWILIGHT FAN...THE REAL FANS CAME FROM YEARS AGO AFTER WE FIRST READ THE BOOK/.....WELPERS YEAH THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY ON THAT MATTER.


Stephen Kings Dark tower Series


All theHarry Potters

Thin Dark Line

Blue is for Magic series.


and a buncho others...what can i say? im a nerd?

Education / Occupation

I am currently a sophomor in HS but starting next year i am going to be attending OU for post-secondary opptions and by the time I graduate HS i am going to have my first two years of pre-recs outta the way.



Next summer too I might be a life guard.

Who I'd Like To Meet

Just about anybody that shares the same interests. new friends would be nice..o and amy lee. otep. criss angel. charles manson. and ummmmm.......the rob zombie.....yeah sounds about right/

My Links

http://www.myspace.com/morganlynnnicole
http://www.autornation.com/Morgan_L92

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amychub - soEmo.co.uk
amychub

Feb 03 2011, 12:56 PM

hi, i really love your photos :) u should check out my new pics reply and tell me what you think xxx
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amychub

Feb 03 2011, 12:37 PM

hi, i really love your photos :) u should check out my new pics reply and tell me what you think xxx
xXeMoRaCeRXx - soEmo.co.uk
xXeMoRaCeRXx

Apr 02 2009, 08:47 AM

That's a beautiful name and something similar to that happened to one of my old work mates. Sucks.
All the best anyway  xx
xXeMoRaCeRXx - soEmo.co.uk
xXeMoRaCeRXx

Apr 02 2009, 03:30 AM

A mommy - oh great stuff :] Work is just getting me down. I need a new job! xx
xXeMoRaCeRXx - soEmo.co.uk
xXeMoRaCeRXx

Apr 01 2009, 11:55 AM

Heya had a pretty bad day myself. What are you so excitied about as I'm not too sure? xx
Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Mar 16 2009, 09:13 AM

Hi :D


Yeah im fine thanks, how are you babe??


Umm its okay that we havent spoken in a while,your studies are important,


Ill speak to you soon okayy?


Love you Loads and loads and loads

xxkillxmexslowlyxx - soEmo.co.uk
xxkillxmexslowlyxx

Mar 13 2009, 08:01 AM

Ugh...I just thought I'd say I love you,,, I took my last graduation test today.,....im exhausted I hoped I passed. It wa social studies so idk. But yeah I have a 10 page paper to type. I love you.
Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Mar 11 2009, 11:35 AM

Alrighty hun Im here lol!!!!!


Oh jeez i wouldnt have a clue about that, maybe a video montage? Im crap at that kinda stuff lol


Have funn at it lmao


Wow Im so bored lol, any suggestions on how i can keep my bordem at bay?


xx


Alex luvs u!!!

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Mar 11 2009, 08:06 AM

Tehehehehhehehe sugar and spice, vodka and ice lovely!!! lol


Awsome you better be over here so i can hold you close forever and never let u go :D


xxxx


Alex

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Mar 11 2009, 04:35 AM

Yeah universe's will colide simply because we are on this at the same time lmao!!


lol why would I be jealous of those silly army dudes? I got you :P so Im happy ;)


Hey its no problem what we talk about, at least I get to talk to the most amazing person in the world :D


Oooh good luck on that writing part of the test, OH EM GEE!!! I SO HOPE U COME TO UNIVERSITY OVER HERE SO I CAN BE WITH YOU ALWAYS <3 lol soz, get excited at the thought of that ;)


Yeah Ill be on at 7pm my time babe


Loveee ya Lots like vodka shots lmao


 


xxx


Alex

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Mar 10 2009, 11:16 AM

WOW!!! Congrats on the maths babe!!


and oooh fit army man eh ;) lol should I be jealous??


xxxx


Wooot your on @ the same time as me lol


Guess what?!?!?!?! I LOVE YOU :p lol


xx

XRawrsomeRhiannaX - soEmo.co.uk
XRawrsomeRhiannaX

Mar 09 2009, 05:44 PM

heyy! sorry about the delayed reply i've not been on here in ages =(


and yeah wooooo for graduation!!!!


so... hows everything? xx

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Mar 09 2009, 09:15 AM

Hey hun, it's fine that you wern't on all weekend, i was being a Dj in a local bar on saturday night from 8pm till 4am my time, and it was a megaa night even tho i had to use my paramedic and counsiler skills lol


Sounds like you had a pretty productive weekend too lol, sure got alot done, im tooo lazy to do that amount of stuff, thats like a months worth of stuff to do lmao!!!


Okay, I hope you do well in your exams and ill pray for you <3


I love you to babe


xoxoxoxox


Alex

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Madpoison

Mar 05 2009, 11:05 AM

WOOOOHOOOO You are awsome and fantastic, and strangely good at making me feel loved lol


plus i love you tons and tons and tons and tons and tons and tons and tons and TONNSSSSS!!!! lol i can do it tooo woop lol


A horible week? awwh babe u can just private message me on this yano, and we can talk loaaaddzzzzz


I lovveeeee you Morgan baby!!!!!!

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Mar 05 2009, 08:53 AM

MORGAN!!!!!!!!!


Hey baby, i made it, PRAISE THE LORD I MADE IT!!!

oh my gosh i cant wait to talk to you on msn babe!!!!


oh my gawd i love you so much sweetheart!!!


Always yours,


Alex


xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Mar 03 2009, 02:43 PM

Dear Morgan,


Just to let you know Alex is recovering well and will be out of hospital real soon, he made it very clear to make sure you knew he loves you and is thinking about you.


Kindest Regards.


D

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Feb 28 2009, 03:28 PM

Hey Morgan baby, as you know, tomorrow is the day of reckoning :(
I'll get my cousin to let you know the outcome if...if...*sobs* cant do it myself :'(

If the worst happens baby know i'll always love you and I will watch over you forever and will put your mind at peace



Forever yours,



Alex xxxx

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Feb 25 2009, 01:41 PM

Hey Sweetheart im back from church, Woooohooo lol


Write back to me when your online honey, ive got like 2 hours before I have to go to bed


(time writing this comment over here is 9.42pm)


 


I Love You Loads Morgan ;)!!!!


 


Speak Soon xoxox


Alex

xXeMoRaCeRXx - soEmo.co.uk
xXeMoRaCeRXx

Feb 25 2009, 12:34 PM

Oh good to hear you have been talking to some great people on here but yea it's a shame he is far away.
How did you fix your email by the way especially if it is a yahoo one as mine is playing up xx
Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Feb 25 2009, 11:18 AM

Okay Babe, I swear I won't give up hope, for you =] 


:O BARNEY THE DINOSAUR RULES XD (not really lol)


You are a princess, and whilst its not a fairytale, its certainly a dream come true =D


Nope, ill put it on my to-listen to list lmao


I gotta go now tho :(


I gotta go to church, but i'll talk to you soon Morgan I swears it, you have a good day and remember smile for me =]


I Love You Morgan, and I always will


WOOOO


<3



Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Feb 25 2009, 11:09 AM

Awwwh my gosh =[ id do anything to see you,



hell i'd even fly over there, except i dont have a passport lol



Awwwh im sorry if i hurt your feel goods XD, but i may aswell becomee a bum, because my future is a short one :'( and i wanna spend every last second with you, because your soo amazing, and I love you so much babe



Your My Princess Morgan <3 <3 <3



Alexxx

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Feb 25 2009, 11:01 AM

Nooooo >_<  Not the cookie lmao!!!


Wow, your a busy girl then :p


Meh, unfortunately homework is compulsory,


I think i'll become a bum lol, far easier job than a CSI


Oooh and by the way, I love you like I have never loved anyone else =]


Couldnt do without you, and as a graduation present or whatever, im buying you a ticket over here

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Feb 25 2009, 10:52 AM

Awwh hunny, sadly there are two faced people out there, but dont let em get too you, they arent worth your anger ]
:( awwh okay, its fine, i understand, If you cant get on dont worry, we will speak at someother stage ], sadly homework is important.


Wow, 45 minutes doing nothing would even make me bored lol,


I miss you so much baby, just thinkin bout how much I love you brings a tear to my eye sweetheart <3

*Passionate Kiss*


I Love You, ALWAYS :]


Alex

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Feb 25 2009, 08:15 AM

Good Morning To you too baby =]
Im great today thankyou, how are you?
Im only just up so i really dont have much time to be bored lol, what ya doing in school?
I wish i could keep ya entertained ;)
I'll be on here for as long as ya want me too be =D

Yeah I'll smile for you, well i don't have to force myself too, becuse you make me so happy
You're my everything baby, I love you so much


Speak to ya later


xoxoxoxox


Alex

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Feb 24 2009, 11:36 AM

Okay sure, ill be on still =]


I look foward too speak to you soon,


 


I love you Morgan <3

xXeMoRaCeRXx - soEmo.co.uk
xXeMoRaCeRXx

Feb 24 2009, 11:36 AM

I've been pretty bored really with work recently. Oh and just been tidying things up on the site so your not the only one who I have asked about their email. It's good to be fussy :D

Hope your well xx
xXeMoRaCeRXx - soEmo.co.uk
xXeMoRaCeRXx

Feb 24 2009, 11:23 AM

The email address you have on file has failed to accept email notifications (new comments, new messages, etc) at times. As a result I have turned off these notifications but they can be turned back on in Your Account.

Please make sure you are using an active email address.
Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Feb 24 2009, 11:19 AM

Ahh its okay, PS3 sucks anyway lol


=]


Awwwh Don't wail in depression, I love you =D


Smiile for mee


How's you today?


 


Lots of Love, Forever Yours


Alex


xxx

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Feb 21 2009, 09:36 AM

Oh yeah i have no problem telling you anything about me cause your a friend ^.^


Its called Aortic Dissection, and its a life threatening problem, and unfortunately mines has progressed too far to be repaired


Awwh wow, i wanna become a chef, but again i cant have a REAL career because I will die :(


 


Yeah i got your invitation on msn and ill speak to you on there sometime too

Madpoison - soEmo.co.uk
Madpoison

Feb 20 2009, 11:35 AM

Awww wow, that sounds like an awsome place to live, but id prefer a city home for some reason haha and im not even sure why lol but i guess im a freak like that lol


Oh gosh yeah it would be great to meet you, because already i can tell you a wonderful person =]


And those pictures are beautiful, you have a real photography talent


I find school boring too but i actually miss it because i havent been in four months because of a medical condition, but i guess "shit" happens lol


Have you got msn?? maybe we could talk on there  xmadpoisonx@hotmail.co.uk

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