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Breezy
Posts: 336
That was a wakeup call... Dec 07 2010, 03:07 PM
Ok so everyone that knows me personally knows that I had a MAJOR relapse from cutting, like non stop cutting. So I was with a guy friend of mine and he saw the cuts on my wrist and got mad and he told me that he won't talk to me until i'm 2 months clean. Well i've been clean since November 28, but I am afraid of relapsing because of all the shit occurring in my life. And i'm highly pissed at my friend for leaving me like that even though it was a big wakeup call for me, if I was someone else with a different personality etc. what If I got worse because he left me? what if i committed suicide? so far its been super lonely without talking to him and the cuts on my wrist have almost vanished, he knows so far i've been clean but even though i'm doing good he won't talk to me or atleast reduce the time period :/

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ninjasrule376
Posts: 435
Dec 07 2010, 03:51 PM
wow well that sucks..i know what its like though..my friend said i couldnt talk to her until im 6 months clean and i have alot of trouble stopping too so its gonna be hard but iv been clean since september 28th
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xXeMoRaCeRXx
Posts: 18363
Dec 08 2010, 02:16 PM
Well I hope you pull through this a better person!
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xSUICIDEBLOODx
Posts: 7255
Dec 09 2010, 02:40 AM
well i hope that u will come over this cutting <3! i cutted myself much before and i have been through some really heavy shitty situations that would make the most people mad or kill themselves :'( and yeah i cut not often anymore just because of my vampiric fascination i do it.. and never deeep! i dont want any scars :O and i would never cut myself with razors either yeah my ex thretened with taking suicide because of me one time and thats not a way to solve things :( yup i can't really talk more about this.. too emotional...
Breezy
Posts: 336
Dec 09 2010, 03:51 PM
thanks guys :) And yea I know what you mean SUICIDE, I've been through a shit load of things aswell. Yea my cutting problem is from stress and emotional problems aswell as pleasure. But instead I like scars for some reason, i've got 56 scars on my body, I know I shouldn't, but strangely I take pride in them because they all have a story.
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xSUICIDEBLOODx
Posts: 7255
Dec 09 2010, 04:43 PM
yeah i guess a lot people thinks that scars can show a memomry or something like that..

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