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Emo Pictures - xxBlakexxBobcatxx
xxBlakexxBobcatxx
Posts: 142
Pain... Jul 21 2011, 08:47 AM
So...I haven't done any self harm for months, n' the stuff I was doing was just a nail file. It didn't make me bleed or anything. Anyway, With all the stuff going on in my life, especially the death of my Grandpa, it's making me want to start again. I don't know what I want anymore. Weather I want to live or die. I don't know what to do anymore...

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Voltaire
Posts: 146
Jul 21 2011, 08:51 AM
Just don't start again, it's hard enough quitting when you are addicted, but giving in will make it worse, the scars will show for the rest of the life. I don't know what i want either so i just let the days pass until i find out. It's not fun, but it's better than dying.
Emo Pictures - xxBlakexxBobcatxx
xxBlakexxBobcatxx
Posts: 142
Jul 21 2011, 08:55 AM
Thx. N' I know what you mean by the scars remain. I carved I HATE LIFE into my arm in 6th grade n' the scars still haunt me. It's hard to believe I had so much hatred that young.
MonkeyButt
Posts: 219
Jul 21 2011, 09:10 AM
Most self-harmer's start at a young age I mean, I was 9 when I first started. Some start at 10 some even start at 8, it's a horrible to go through. But I enjoy pain even though I know it's bad for me, I still cut. But don't give in, you have to be strong. I agree with Voltaire, just let the days pass, it may seem hard but something will come along & take you into it's arms & bring happiness to you [: "Plasters can hide wounds, Thread can stitch them but time can heal them" -Me
Emo Pictures - nikkiwest
nikkiwest
Posts: 2440
Jul 21 2011, 09:18 AM
I enjoy pain a LOT, its almost like a fetish... I started in the 3rd grade and just recently started getting to a good stopping point... What you do is a type of burning, I used to do it, and well the scars can get really bad, but they can fade... you just have to get 2nd degree sunburn... lol anyways don't give in because people do love you and in the end it will make you sooo much stronger... *huggles*
Emo Pictures - xxBlakexxBobcatxx
xxBlakexxBobcatxx
Posts: 142
Jul 22 2011, 01:48 PM
I feel so stupid. So I have this pocket knife, n' I was sitting in my room yesterday, n' I picked it up. I made myself bleed today. N' it felt good, but I feel like I let all you guys down. I'm sorry.
Emo Pictures - xXeMoRaCeRXx
xXeMoRaCeRXx
Posts: 18363
Jul 22 2011, 03:25 PM
Keep busy! Don't cut. Learn something new.
Voltaire
Posts: 146
Jul 22 2011, 06:03 PM
Do like me, write poetry!
Emo Pictures - nikkiwest
nikkiwest
Posts: 2440
Jul 22 2011, 09:39 PM
write poetry, run, play video games, anything is better than self harming, trust me, if you jog it still gives you a burning sesation in your muscles which can be painful, and it doesnt leave scars
Emo Pictures - xxBlakexxBobcatxx
xxBlakexxBobcatxx
Posts: 142
Jul 23 2011, 11:10 AM
I do write poetry. Nothing works. I haven't been in this deep of a depression for a long time, n' I haven't cut sine 6th grade...
MonkeyButt
Posts: 219
Jul 24 2011, 03:31 AM
Smash something, I know it sounds stupid, but smash something, smash glasses, plates, china spoons that come free with mugs, anything that isn't that precious or valuable & you can replace. It releases anger & just seeing something smashed & destroyed fulfills your satisfaction. It's much better than cutting yourself or crying. Just make sure to clean up afterwards x]
XxFFAFx483xX
Posts: 92
Jul 24 2011, 04:43 AM
I agree with MonkeyButt about the smashing..it helps me..sometimes.. but yeah..I'm cutting since I was 10...I was like addicted..I quit 1 year ago and started again 5 months ago..averyday... now I try quit it again... listen to the guys..try the things they said..it helps..
Emo Pictures - nikkiwest
nikkiwest
Posts: 2440
Jul 24 2011, 04:52 PM
sex helps too, lol just kidding, I wouldnt know that no but seriously like somebody said before, it's okay to cut, just lengthen the amount of time in between your periods of cutting... i went a week then two weeks before i cut again then it went back down to every day then jumped up to a month... you know?
Emo Pictures - xxBlakexxBobcatxx
xxBlakexxBobcatxx
Posts: 142
Jul 27 2011, 11:33 AM
All the time, my family is making me go insane. They keep on acting like I'm nothing n' I can't stand it. I want to die. I'm cutting everyday now...
RiRi-Rawwwrr
Posts: 2152
Jul 27 2011, 02:51 PM
I've been where you are seriously i have You have to try and think of the future Make something of yourself prove everyone wrong ! In 10 years time you can show everyone who you have become and be like suck it motha fuckka's ! Have you tried drawing over yourself in liquid red pen it helps so much seriously it does =]
MonkeyButt
Posts: 219
Jul 30 2011, 04:33 AM
Agree'd ^-^ Show them bitches that they're wrong!:D "Anything everyone else can do, you can too, but better" :]
Emo Pictures - nikkiwest
nikkiwest
Posts: 2440
Jul 30 2011, 02:56 PM
I have to seriously agree with Ri-RI

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