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So my parents told me last week that we were moving to Massachusetts in December, no big deal, I still have time to say goodbye to my friends, and progress on my relationship... When I came home from school today, they told me that plans had changed and that we are moving next week... Being a spontaneous person I was okay with this at first... then I went to my boyfriend's house to say goodbye to him (and break up with him), and I ended up crying on his shoulder, kissing him, hearing him promise to visit me and not let this effect things, and then kissing him again... and I still feel like breaking down... I've had four panic attacks in the past three days and I just see this move being the death of me... Updated: Imagine having the almost-perfect life. You have the best friends ever, a perfect boyfriend, and decent grades. Then one day your lovely parents decide to tell you that you're moving in four months. You accept this graciously due to the fact that you still have four months to hang with your friends, and say your goodbyes. The day after you tell your boyfriend, your parents decide to tell you that they moved the date up. You are moving in one week. At first you think, well this might be better, now you don't have to anticipate on a bad ending. So you make up an excuse to go to your boyfriend's house, who just happens to live down the street. You tell him the news, and he plays it off out of shock. When you go to leave you ignore him when he is still talking to you, because you don't want him to see your tears. He notices that something is wrong, and says something about it so you turn around. He sees you crying and wraps you in one of the BIGGEST hugs you would ever receive, and tells you that he promises he is going to make everything work, and visit. Even though you know how ridiculous he sounds you say okay and that you love him. The day before you move you sneak out of the house and spend ALL night with him. After you leave he ignores you for a week, finally texting you to tell you that he hasn't stopped crying. You start school the next day and feel like an outcast. Your school is extremely stereotypical and you don't fit in at all! These girls whom give you the first impression of being huge bitches, invite you to sit with them and having no other options you accept. They make you feel so out of place that after a few days of eating with them you decide to eat with a few upperclassmen in your Chemistry class. That is the first and only good thing that's happened since you've moved, and as time continues your boyfriend gets more distant and you fear for losing him. Oh and in this strange, strange town, everyone does drugs, and you have NO alternative styled kids what so ever!